TrudgeAlongMyNothingness

Arghhh!!!! Mood tgh berkecamuk ni...CIMB Clicks lembab mcm siput babi. Cembam mintak aku byarkan online letrik, air n ptptn. TP sebab lembab sgt tu emo jadi aku. Sakit atiii..dh la ada mslh famili la ni. Aku rasa nk spam je web page ni. Kalau network opis yg laju ni pn terhegeh2..yg kat umah tu ntah camne. Maybank elok je laju..Arghh!! Emoo.. -End of overexaggerate emotional burst- --------------------------------------------- Bila dh berbulan ngan budak2 jagaan mak aku ni..mmg syok n irritated gak ngan perangai2 diorg ni. Tp budak2 ni comel n innocent je..ko tkyah la nak emo lebey2, bukan dia tau sgt pa pn. Bila ada masa aku gi umah ustaz tu pas aku siap kemas umah seprti yg mak amanahkan aku. Nnt kitorg main la apa yg patut..tp sll aku ke situ then aku tidor je..ahahaha Bila aku form 3, tak gi dh sblum skolah sebab sesi pagi. TP sll mak balik ada je citer pasal budak2 tu. Adik aku pn dh membesar ngan diorg. Tp rasanya skang kalau tnya tak ingat sgt pn. Mmg masa tu umur baru 2-3 tahun...

Before I sleep, want to share an opinion given by my housemate about the issue of giving the same annual leave entitlement, off day every week n etc. Well, this would cause a major change definitely. The salary would also changed right. Most of us could afford at most Rm500 a month for an amah. Hmm.. The main cause of an Amah needed in a family is to take care of their kids when the parents go to work. If every employer, government or private sector could provide their own nursery for their employee's kids, won't that be a nice option? They can make a salary deduction for that. They can have a systematic Amah intake to babysit them. And of course, AL, Off day for these Amahs would not be impossible as it's coordinated by the employer itself. Might not be indirectly by the employer but it would be more efficient. Don't you think so? Some of the government's offices have this kind of nursery. The staff's children would mix up among them. They make friends, their p...

Baca muka depan berita tadi pasal babysitter, atau amah, org gaji..apa shja lah panggilan dia..Baru aku ingat yg aku penah jadi babysitter yg berjaya juga dulu. Kira Daddy Daycare gak la. Haaa..percaya tak?? Aku mmg leh kata berkebolehan yg bervariasi..nasib la aku dh ada tunang..ahahaha!! Aku jadi pembantu babysitter je..tolong mak aku masa aku form 2. Hehehe Form 2 aku berpindah skolah..alaa..entri aku citer kena penampa bapak aku tu..haa..aku pindah skolah harian biasa. Sesi petang. So pagi aku gi la babysit ngn mak. AKu ingat lg hari pertama mak aku keje rumah tu. Ustaz Alias nama majikan mak. Ustaz aku gak kat skolah bila aku masuk form 3. Aku tak ingat plak berapa tahun mak jaga anak2 dia..cam 2-4 tahun la rasanya. Hari pertama tu..bayangla..budak2 kecik hingusan tu, tgok muka org yg dia tak kenal..aku ngan mak aku ni haa..ngan adik bongsu aku yg masa tu umur dia nk masuk 2 tahun. Punya la meraung menangis kena tinggal ngn kitorg. Smpikan mak aku suruh kunci grill. Diorg dok nang...

Kali pertama aku masuk contest bergambar kat blog n anjuran blogger. Aku jalan2 blog Hasnor n terserempak ngan banner contest ni. Sblum ni contest sume pasal baby..anak..camne nak masuk. Kang aku amek gambar anak tekak camne? So kali ni leh masuk. Contest ni anjuran UmmieMirahaziq . Best lah Ummi Mirahaziq leh wat kontes2 camni (kipas yg tak disengajakan). Sebenarnya tak berapa nak kenal la jenis tudung dia tu..tapi aku try je la letak..Kalau mmg rezeki budak kecik yg anti aku ni..aku leh bagi tudung tu kat dia. So gambar atas tu adalah gambar Nurul Hasanah, sepupu aku..nama pn sama aku kan..hmm hmm..patut panas. Ni gambar dr dlm keta masa nk ke majlis tunang aku. Ntah camne leh pose menarik macam tu. Harap2nya leh la menang. Contest ni pn ikut pengadilan empunya blog ni, kira ummiMirahaziq la yg judge. Kalau undi2 ni aku tak minat sangat. SO, UmmiMirahaziq , ini adalah entri dari saya..harap2 ada luck..Tu mmg pose plg seswai nk kasi org beli tudung tu..cewah. Dia punya caption (tam...

I have a tennis date this morning with Nageb and the others. He has already booked a court from 9-11a.m today. I bathed so I could have a fresh eyes and ON my computer so I won't succumb into my mattress again. So, while waiting for 8.30, I just browse the Prince of tennis manga, browse some of your blogs and design a page or two of my last client's album. And thinking of typing something. Here it is. =p Ah, yesterday after zuhur, I went to Mardi with my housemate as I've promised my colleague to be his partner for a go-kart novice racing. Heheehehe..fortunately I'm feeling better. It was my first time ever karting. This race is organized by Shell. Rm30 for the race for each person. Not sure that would be the normal price or it has already half paid by Shell. My colleague managed to get 2nd place for the previous session with his former partner. But because his ex-partner moved to other company, he needs another shell employee to be his partner and the person out of eve...

Hari jumaat hari tu aku amek balik awal. Lepas dpt kan kebenaran dr superior aku..aku emel helpdesk, n CC pada project manager sume..aku pn balik la awal. Mlm sebelm tu aku terasa sejuk gila babi time tido..bangun dh rasa lain macam. Aku balik dr smyg jumaat rasa sejuk sangat. Tmbh plak air-cond opis aku yg mmg tak berperikemanusiaan..huh.. Sblum ni sesakit mana pn aku aku stay gak. Mcm ari tu aku sakit perut..ramai yg advise suh balik. Tp berat ati nk balik tgglkn TL aku sorg2..aku stay, rehat n still attend meeting. Tp yg ni mmg takleh blah sejuk dia smpi tulang..aku pn rasa "bila lagi nk balik sbb sakit'. SO, last2 mmg aku balik la. Tp ptg tu kawan aku ajak main takraw utk shell nye latihan. Aku sbnrya malas..tp dia ajak..aku gi juga la. Aku ingat nk kasi peluh je..skali tak peluh pn main..ahaha..Yela, aku men ngan yg main skali skala..standard tak sama la. Bukan nk berlagak, tp sbb aku men takraw dh lama..aku tau cmne nk matikan bola with less effort. Lepas pada tu main te...

Special entry for my colleague - Amer Imran for his 2nd child - Baby Girl named Elena. She was born on 18th June, the same birthdate as her dad through C-sect due to a reason. Congrats for the 2nd baby..and congrats for the gutt he has waiting next to his wife while taking pictures of the baby while she was brought out!!! N nice picture too..well done. So for those newly weds..are you ready for this??!!!! The husband..do have what it takes to be Amer??ahahahaahah!!! Amer siyes kembang jubor beb!!

On 13th and 14th June, I attended my friends' wedding. Arrived around 1p.m with my sis, Nora and Suzi. It was raining but fortunately it was a quick one. Walking under the umbrella carrying the gifts, we could see many people walking out from the bride's house. We straightaway went upstairs where the bride and the groom were sitting on their majestic chair while the rest were taking their pictures. I brought out my Nieyl and took some pictures of them. The bride is one of my best friend and the groom was my neighbour and the one playing takraw with me when he was still active playing. I shake his hand and congratulated him. After that we drove to the other one's. Some of our friends were already there when we arrived at Ajak's house. The kenduri has already ended. There was only us left taking the food. Ajak picked orange for the theme. Brownish orange to be exact. We chatted a while, took pictures and leaved the place around 30 minutes later. Then, we drove to my frien...

Aku baca entri CAHAYA pasal jenis manusia yg mahukan perhatian..Oleh kerana di akhir entri Cahaya ada tnya sapa2 yg penah jumpa org cmni..maka aku nk citer gak la..tp bukan dr pglman aku sendiri..ni citer yg digarap oleh room mate aku, juih masa kat UPM. Kisah budak yg suka tarik perhatian org kat sekolah dia dulu. Kita namakan budak ni dgn nama Ugup ye utk citer ini. Kata juih, Si Ugup ni mcm org biasa je luaran nya..takde la plak pakai spender kat luar atau pn pakai tali leher di punggung. Sume org rasa biasa. Sehinngalah suatu hari ni dia pengsan di bilik asrama. Inilah permulaan kisah Si Ugup si penarik perhatian. Maka kawan2 sedorm ni pn kecoh la..agkat dia pergi bilik kecemasan di usung. Warden sume datang. Tak lama lepas tu dia sedar. Lepas pada kes tu, dia pengsan lg tengah2 perhimpunan membuat kekecohan. Dah kawan2 kena usung gak bilik kecemasan. Byk kali juge la dia buat. Sehingga lah suatu masa ketika sekolah tu buat acara sukan...dia tgh berjalan tepi padang..tup2 dia pengs...

Yesss!!!! Alhamdulillah..after 3 consecutive nights, staying up till 2 a.m finishing my client's albums..I managed to finished the final touch of the album last night..sorting the pictures, the album itselves and just need to wrap it tonight with newspaper or something to be couriered. Ahhh...I can rest a bit surfing my stuffs. I didn't ON my laptop at all last night. Huu..another album to be finished. Bhasyaaa!!!! Urk..I woke up at 10 this morning..that's the side effect OK. I just switched on Wardina while getting ready. Besit all the way to the office. My Team Lead is not here..he's on leave for a week. I don't want people misunderstood me as taking the opportunity for coming late. It's not a purposely late wakeup ok..Cembam has already called me this morning to wake me up. No new issue in my inbox, so I guess it's a good time to write this new entry before going off to for my lunch. Ahhh...I think I wanna took a bath after lunch. So sleepy..ops..actually...

Ahhh~~~~. Tuesday and nothing so special about it yet. I stayed up till 2 a.m last night designing the 2nd album for my client. They want it by Friday. It normally takes around 2-3 weeks to finish one custom album especially for those part-timers. But I still tried my best to fulfill the request and walllaaaa~~ I managed to finish it last night..well, morning I suppose. Gonna send it for printing during lunch today and then take care of the wrapping because I need to send it via courier. Hope everything went smooth. Ah, wanna share another sengal moment. Last weekend 4 of us, housemates attended our ex-college mate's wedding at Wisma MBSA S.Alam. We went to buy a gift for him first at Jusco Equine and then headed there using Kesas Hway. We supposed to turn right at one of the junction around Seksyen 27, but missed it. Due to an assumption that those roads are connected, we just continue to find our way. After a while, we reached a dead end. Still wanna try we took a turn instead of...

Malam sabtu hari itu, hati terasa mau merayau di uptown. Ni sume dek hasutan member takraw baru beli kasut adidas tiruan kat situ...katanya murah...60-80hengget n katanya sma dgn yg jual kat al-ikhsan sbb manufacturer dr vietnam n indon gak. So, aku pn tergerak nk sambar satu. Kasut nike yg cembam bg ni..sian..itula kasut keje, takraw, tenis..lunyai haaa. So, ajak hmate aku skali gi..tp ended up gi dtown cheras..dekat skit. supplier mesti sama je. Dlm kul 11 kami ke sana..park agak jauh n trus meronda baris demi baris stall2 di situ. Sume tmpt jual kasut aku gi mmg lebey kurang je pilihan. Bila aku belek..alamak..dh ternyata mmg tak akan tahan pnya kalau beli. mau baru seminggu pakai dh out. Terus batal niat beli kasut..takpe la beli mahal skit tp baloi. So, aku beli suar trek je. SUar trek aku last beli masa matrik..dh bertahun pkai..koyak kat bontot ari tu sgkut pagar..mak dh jahit..tp nk beli lg satu. So balik tu..aku terus menghala ke arah MRR2..tup2 ada roadblock kat depan. "...

Masa aku kecik dulu, rule di rumah..apa shja kesilapan adik, aku sbg abang la yg kene. Kiranya aku kena sebab aku tk pndai nk jaga diorg. Disebabkan rule ini juge la aku sgt garang masa kecik dulu. Habih kena penampo adik2 aku kalau buat hal. Tp, diorg still wat hal, nangis2..then aku akan kena penampau plak dengan bapak aku. Huuu...tangan abah aku kasar gile wooo..berpusing akuuu kalau kenaaa.. Bila aku buat keputusan utk pindah dr skolah menengah agama tinggi ke sekolah menengah harian biasa...mmg sgt byk benda perlu dibuat. Disebabkn skola agama diselenggara oleh JAIS - Jabatn Agama Islam Selangor dan sekolah menengah besa lak oleh Kementerian Pendidikan, jd kena isi byk borang utk pertukaran tersebut. Fotostat sana sini, sijil apa sume..surat pelepasan JAIS..segala2nya ni aku letak dlm satu beg suatu hari tu. Kemudian mak ajak aku ke pasar beli ikan..Aku ntah camne leh pegi letak je beg tu dlm raga moto. Bila aku balik dr pasar dh takde...muka aku dh biru. Sume dokumen dlm tu..IC s...

Friday!! Yeay!! Most workers, macais like me would be so pleased when Friday comes knocking on the door bringing along the weekend for a visit. Oh, Wizza!! I saw your wedding card on the living room the moment I entered the house yesterday. Will update my reminder. Should be abel to make it if nothing else thwarting. And, my previous entry..thanks for all the comments and just want to make sure everyone is aware that the entry's purpose is not to say woman should always obey and keep their sighing inside themselves no matter how bitchy their husbands are. That is way different issue. Mine, is just particularly for the one that I mentioned. The one who forgot which one is the real thing needs to be done but always thought it was just nothing important =]. I still have problem signing into blogger last night. Damn. If it's because of my so-fast-connection, how come I could stream videos online. Hmm..when my eyes started to betray me, then I could see a spark of hope when my dashb...

Dr pengalaman sendiri, ingin aku kongsi sesuatu yg mungkin kelihatannya kecil, tp impak dr ketiadaanya begitu ketara. Merosakkan rumahtangga dan kebahagiaan seisinya. Datang dr org yg masih tercari2 rumah yg pastinya belum bertangga. Harap dpt dibaca dn dijadikan sesuatu yg boleh diambil tauladan utk masa depan yg bahagia. Syurga di bawah tapak kaki suami. Islam menuliskan begitu pasti ada sebab tersendiri. Kita boleh pertikai dn memaki betapa rapuhnya hukum ini. Tp yg pasti tak terjangkau akal kita utk menidakkan syurga di bawah kakinya suami. Suami ketua keluarga. Mmg benar ramai wanita yg berjaya megah kesini sana. Tidak perlukan nasihat atau bimbingan suaminya. Malah dia lah ketua. Tp Allah Maha mengetahui mengapa ia tetapkan lumrahnya begitu. Ada sbb tertentu. Sang isteri menangis teresak. Memakan hati. Katanya sudah byk yg dikorbankan. Tenaga dan masa. Kasih sayang. Si isteri mencari duit sampingan utk dirinya sendiri dn membantu rumahtangga. Si isteri bermasyarakat di luar sana,...

I'm 95% recuperated!!! Ekekeke...Another 5% tu depends on my food intake. I wore my sweater last night, playing tennis and took it off once I've already sweating. After we finished our game, I wore it back and feel so comfortable. Now I know why the professional soccer player would wear their sweater once they were sent out from the field. At first I thought 'why would they wear a sweater when they have already sweating like hell?'. But last night when I tried, it suprisingly gave me a soothing feeling. But of course the only bad thing about it, you need to wash your sweater after that..=]. I wanted to bloghop before going to bed last night, but blogger seems so irritatingly hard to access. I couldn't login, the error kept coming out saying the respond error thingy. I backed up my entries by exporting it just for precaution. Did you guys experience the same thing last night? Hence, this entry is a mere nagging version. Didn't manage to properly publish an entry ...

Ahhh~~~~. Not feeling well today. But as long as my head is not spinning, I could make myself sweating by playing this evening and hopefully it would expedite the recovery. The massage chair kinda help. Sat on it this morning and might be doing it again later before I went home. The tickets waiting are not that many. The emails with some queries from the users have already replied. I'm now working with the panadol effect inside me. ------------------------------------------------------------------------- Cheee...I didn't manage to post this entry before going home yesterday. Nevermind, I'll just continue this entry. You see, I couldn't get the nice time blogging full time at night due to my album designing task. I always have the tendency to finish what is more important and for the time being, the album design. I think I would need to include extra RM50 charge for it in my next job..hmmm..yup, fair enough considering the effort I put on it. Tonight, tennis session wi...

Just arrived from a 2hour-drive from my hometown. Had to drive my sis back to my other sis' house. Uuuu..I was about to sleep but suddenly my hands reached the laptop, switched it On, inserted the wireless modem and start surfing...ekeke. Maybe I'm gonna be busy taking care of all the tasks during my leave tomorrow. So, better update the blog tonight before my eyelids shut themselves. Penat gila, tangan aku sakit dua2 belah..badan sengal2 and aku baru je telan actifast. It has been a long time since aku last tolong abah kat kebun sawit tu. Lepas aku keje KL, brp kali je ek aku penah balik kampung n kebetulan abah tgh nk potong buah..so aku tolong. Selama ni abah dh ada pembantu, so dh tkyah gunakan tenaga anak2 dia..tp kali ni pembantu tu tak datang ntah sebab apa..so aku tolong la. Pergh..azab gak. My body took a while to cope with the tasks. Nak sorong sawit yg bertandan2...bertan2 beratnya..huuu.. Mmg kesian bila dikenang abah masih buat keje2 ni walaupun usianya dh lebih 60...

Dah lama aku tak merewang / jawanya di sini gejubus utk kenduri jiran2 aku di sni. Yg terakhir hari tu kenduri jiran depan umah aku, aku basuh pinggan sat. The thing about my hometown here, gejubus ni mmg akan ada satu group tu yg betul2 pillar support of the community when it comes to kenduri2 camni. One of them is my mom. Mak aku lepas smyg subuh dh ke umah yg kenduri to do all the chores. Mak aku geng tukang masak kat sini. Mmg ramai la geng2 gejubus tiap kali kenduri. Tp sllnya tak sume kita buleh lihat buat kerja. Ada yg ke hulu ke hilir bawak pinggan n gelas kotor, ada yg isi lauk, ada yg isi berkat/souvenir, ada yg masak, ada yg kacau lauk, ada yg basuh pinggan...segala task mmg dh dipera'it (dibahagikan) mengikut kumpulan. 3 hari sblum kenduri list nama dan tugasan akan dikeluarkan. Mmg tersusun juge la kiranya. Aku bukan tknak pergi gejubus sllnya..tp aku balik kampung 2 hari tu je..penat la..nk gejubus lak..kenduri lak sll ahad..aku nk balik tghri tu..dh tentu letih, tu y...

Huu..Just got back from meeting the parents...ekekeke. Paid a visit to Cembam's family as they are in town right now. The sky looks cloudy just now so the initial thought to ride there was obviously a NO. Had to brought out my housemate's car, swap parking then drove there around 5.30p.m. I was thinking on what to bring along the way. Finally I stopped by a stall and bought 4 pcs of durians for RM20. It was my first ever buying durians and I thought with such a price, I should get a nice one. The hawker was so not an honest one. When he cut open a portion of each one of it and showed it to me, it looks fine..But when I opened it at Cembam's place, some werent ripe enough and some were totally a waste. Damn. But Cembam's parents still enjoyed them. Cembam and 2 of her sisters are not a durian eater. SO, in the future I just need to buy less..ekekeke. Had a nice chat with Cembam's dad about the collapsed stadium, the route to my hometown, crimes, house loan and lots m...

Just got back from the distress room watching Spongebob. I'm going to play tennis afterwards while munching the free jacob's biscuits. Not bad. At least a little supplement on energy. Hey!! I'm on leave tomorrow till Monday!! Anyone wants to book a date with me??ekekeke..but during the weekend, I'm gonna be at my hometown. 2 of my bestfriends are having their wedding events. Cembam and her family is in town. Guess gonna allocate some time meeting her family and give cembar her ring and the perfume that I bought for her. Cembam said that her family is planning to go to Nilai 3 browsing stuffs. I might going if..just if..her family invites me. Heeee.. Already sent my laptop for encryption. My IT admin said I could pick it up tomorrow noon. Arrrr...2 days without designing. Gonna spend my holiday for the albums. I'll drop by your blogs tomorrow..=]. Have a nice working days guys!!!

We thought of having our lunch around 2 p.m today. My belly is not singing yet maybe because of the diversion made by all of my incident tickets and user reported emails. The best thing about having lots of works to do is the fact that you won't realize the time passed so quick!! I like both. Nothing to do and so many things to do. =]. Am I being too positive?? Yeah, that gorgeous in the picture? Kindly meet Wardina. After months with her, I managed to snap a picture of her. Look how elegant she is...=p. I rode her home last weekend. Save my money on the fuel, but had to bear my itchy ass riding on her for 2 hours non stop. Ekeekeke..Wanna ride with me?? I got email from my HQ..well actually belated one because I just saw it today. They actually asked us to hand them our laptops so it could be updated with some kind of mandatory encryption thingy by today. I didn't bring mine coz I didn't know. GUess need to hand it to them personally later. The thing is that's my only ...

Hmm..just finished reading all my new mails in the inbox and replied to some of them. Some needs to be investigate and analyze. Some needs a justification from the consultation before I could reply them. Back to our working life, the bitchy environment, coldness of the air conditioning and the colourful attitudes of people around us. So, are you smiling at this very moment? frowning? cursing? crying? sighing?? =]. This is life my friends..your life, my life =]. Remember when we used to run naked after our bath. Went to get our toys while our parents screaming with our clothes? Remember when your parents were having a siesta (nap in the afternoon) while we were tip-toeing to the frontyard and flew our kites? Remember when we watched the adults playing badminton in front of our house when we were so astonished with the fact they could hit the ball across the net which was soooo high beyond our reach?? Remember?? We wished we could grow up back then..right?? Remember when we were in the p...

Moment tagged me in her previous entry. Thanks for nominating me as one of the tag doers. And thanks for the description of me in the tag. However, Ive already did the tag before and you can check it out from here . I was tagged then, and this was my answer and I would still answer it the same way if I were to do it again..=]. I am doing my laundry and while waiting just want to check out my blog and some of yours. I have a tennis session with my colleague after work tomorrow. Arrived back in KL around 5 p.m today. That means it's a 2-hour journey riding Wardina. Took me the same amount of time if I choose to drive (no Jam). But there was a long queue along Tanjung Karang due to the traffic light there. So glad to ride home when you were in the middle of the cars all the way while looking at the passengers inside the cars, the drivers that have already frowning and cursing. No traffic police to the rescue. Huh!! Oh...my laundry. Its done. Need to hang them out!! Good night everyone

Baru balik dr makan malam bersama keluarga di luar. Dapat bonus stgh bulan gaji, alhamdulillah. Dh nk abih dh byr utang..ni baki wat belanja family la kiranya. Ada kedai plastik brgan dapur yg baru bukak, tgh buat sale gile2..ramai banget deh yg mampir..mak aku borong jag plastik n besen2 yg dikira perlu utk kenduri yg akan datang. Utk akak, adik n kenduri aku gak nnt. Ptg tadi amek gambar wedding kawan kakak aku. Ni tgh transfer msuk laptop. Smbil tggu tu aku menaip la entri ni. Td masa kat kedai serbaneka baru tu, kelihatan 2-3 org budak kecik yg sangat girang gembira berlari2 smbil menyerang dgn pedang plastik yg baru dibelikan mak ayah mereka. ' Hiyah!! Hiyaapppp!!!Zassss!!! '. Seronok betul mereka bermain pedang mainan tu. Skrg ni trend pedang mask rider. Teringat zaman aku kecik2 dulu yg mana kala tu, pedang thundercat menjadi kegilaan budak2 sebaya aku. Tp dulu sudah pasti agak sukar utk parents aku menunaikan permintaan aku. Lebih2 lagi bila aku sudah ada adik2. Sll aya...

Baru bgun dr tido pendek kejap tadi. Aku pnya kepala berdenyut2 pening skit. Mungkin sebb pg tadi aku berusaha keras utk bangun bila Cembam bangunkan aku kul 9 utk balik kampung. Tertonggeng2 tu yg buat sakit kepala. Last2 kul 10 gak baru aku btul2 bgun n bersiap2. Aku balik nek moto kali ni..2 jam..ok la tu. Sama gak nek keta..kalau tak jem. tadi aku cek emel reply dr Allvoices. Mmg entri aku tulis ari tu ilang camtu je. Dia advise tulis dlm notepad dulu utk backup kalau jadi apa2..ok, takde solution..just suggestion. Ada idea nnt aku tulis la utk web tu. Aku rasa nk tergelak. Ayah n adik aku tgh tgok ScaryMovie 2. Tadi awal2 yg part mamat tu tersalah gergaji kaki, abah kuar lagi ayat hikmat dia " apa betul ke? ". Ekekeke..Aku dengar ayat tu sejak aku kecik lagi. Korg faham tak? Sbnrya dr kecik bila tgok tv ngan abah, mana side effect cam contoh superman agkat bangunan ke kan..dia mesti tnya " apa betul ke? ". Bila aku dh pndai skit aku bgtu la tu sume komputer pny...

Kali terakhir aku pulang ke kampung tempoh hari, Atok (Mbah Lanang) menetap di rumah kami. Kurus dan nampak kurang bermaya dia. Saluran getah yg dismbung dr bhgn sulitnya ke sekeping beg plastik utk memudhknnya kencing telah dipasang oleh doktor yg merawat mbah lanang. Kalau tidak ditanggal, mak atau CIk Diah, adik mak yg tggl tidak jauh dr rumah kami akan memakaikan Pampers dewasa pada mbah lanang. Mbah lanang selalu lupa2 skang ni. Mak mengambil kptusan utk menjaga mbah lanang agar dia dpt diperhatikan sll. Kalau mbah lanang di rumahnya sendiri, dia sanggup terkedek2 berjlan hingga ke jalan besar utk meminta sesiapa sahaja yg lalu membelikannya rokok. Doktor kata, sebatang sahaja pn dia rokok lepas ni, mbah lanang bisa lumpuh atau terus pergi buat slmanya. Organ2 dlaman mbah lanang satu persatu sudah rosak. Nenek yg kadangkala tidak betah melayan kerenah mbah lanang akan membiarkan shj dia merokok. Tp setelah tahu betapa kroniknya keadaan mbah lanang, nenek tidak lg berbuat demikian....

When I was so active going to my Aikido class end of last year and early this year, I would reach home around 7.30 after my usual takraw evening, took a bath, prepared my dogi (The aikido uniform), ate a light meal like biscuits or bread and rode toward the building around Serdang Komuter session for my class. I went to the class every Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday nights and sometimes on Sunday morning. My weekdays' nights were always full. But after the fee has been increased, and after further calculation..It seems it would be a bit waste to pay for that amount and not going everyday and plus I was so sure there would be a week where I could only go to the class once a week (holiday, balik kampung etc). So, I took a decision to halt going to the class for a month. There's where it started. During the one month break, I joined my colleague playing tennis every Tuesday night. Of course, I couldn't join them before because of my Aikido class. I felt so fantastic, I l...

Just had my massage session with the machine in my distress room. Obviously it's not the same as the real feeling of a human fingers and palms massaging your back. But it's enough to make you say "Aaaaahhhh" after the 15-minute session. I still remember when my dad used to massaging the whole family whenever we got sick or caught a fever. We never went to any hospitals, take a medicine or pill if we had a fever. A few minutes massaged by my dad, then we could play with our neighbours' kids that evening. That's how magical my dad's hands were. It's been a while since the last time I saw my dad with his sweat all over his body, his muscle hardening while his crooked fingers pinching, rubbing and massaging his clients. If the one asking for his massage service is a big or fat one, Dad would sweat more. There was one uncle named Adol who is so used to come to our house bringing some Jajan (junkfood) along with him and sometimes accompanied by his wife. It...

So bored..OMA!! Strangely, there's no email related to any tasks or requests that needs to be entertained from the users. The office seems to be awkwardly quiet. Even the construction next to our building is not erupting like usual. No shaking feeling today..Huu..I got an email from my councelor that our colleague, Lilian delivered her baby prematurely yesterday. The baby is only 7 month-old. I pray for her wellness and hope the baby would grow like a normal person, having friends, plays with them and tastes the sweet moments in his/her life. I remember the accident happened to my mom when she was in her last month of her pregnancy. Mom involved in accident. She rode dad's motorcycle to her employer's house when she was a babysitter at that time. A car suddenly crossed the road. Mom didn't manage to hit the brake and slammed the side of the car so har. She flipped on the air over the car and landed on her hand. Someone appeared on our lawn to deliver the bad news to us....

Monday always has it's own pace. The holiday mood still just slowly fading away, the fatigue from the activities you have done during the weekend is still itching and the mood to work is still running towards the next gear. Checked my mails, anwered some of them and back to my normal routine. For support consultant like me(at last I can use the word consultant as I have just been promoted last week), Monday is the busiest day. No time for monday blues when you need to entertain all the mails and the tickets. But once you settle that, it would be fine. Nadal lost last night. I watched it from 8.30p.m if I'm not mistaken. Then I went out for my dinner with my housemate. When we finished we realized none of us were carrying the house key. WTF!! I've tried to tamper with the knob and the lock using my credit card..uu..(it's already useless), but failed. Last option, we drove to our housemate's camp to get his key. Got into the house around 11.15 and Nadal was still play...