TrudgeAlongMyNothingness

Just arrived at 6.40A.M this morning from Kemaman. Drove home, had a nap to replenish my energy and headed to the office. Really hope this routine would end soon. Oh, please let my wife transferred here. Last weekend's mission is ' Raya Shopping!! '. My wife's sisters were coming to shop around Kuantan City. I've already said to my wife that "if you asked me, I'm not gonna buy a new baju melayu this year. I have the one my sister bought for me for her wedding. I wore it just once ". But then my wife said she would buy for me. " Baru sedondon ". What a lucky guy I am huh? We bought a sedondon pair of these kotak-kotak shirts And I got a pair of Mustang jeans..murah je..kalau tak, kompem tak kasi my wife belikan The 4 sisters walking towards their dreams..Ahahahaha~~ So the shopping spree begun and like always, to shop with a woman, you need to have more energy. I've ate as much as I could during my sahur. But that still not en

I thought for all this year..yes, I mean a singular year which is 2010..I was the only having this kind of thought. But it seems, slowly more and more people are having the same opinion as mine and starting to realize the ugly trend.  I admit that I would also be happy to have an extra earning just by doing something that I love after I get to know it 3 year before - blogging. I subscribed with nuffnang after 2 years of blogging with definitely the same purpose with the rest of bloggers outside - extra income by blogging like usual. But this year, I realized a tremendous style of blogging and a tremendous growth of  bloggers headcounts throughout Malaysia. So many of them. Especially after the Project Alpha. More and more people started to blog. Topics in regards of how to earn more money, buffered earnings, SEO (which till now I don't really know what it is and don't even bother), how to gain more traffics and many more how to make people comes into your blog were the most p

If you have already noticed my FB status that I've posted remotely using my 4 year-old W810i, you should have known that I had another fucked up experience with Transnasional. Haish~~~~ The story begins with a normal fasting afternoon, logging off my PC around 5.30P.M hoping to catch the 6.10 P.M ERL to Bandar Tasik Selatan after I parked my car at the "Park N Ride" building which soon gonna start charging the cars using the facility. The free park would end soon and I could sense that. When I  took the stairs and walked down towards the terminal, I could see in the square notification screen that the train would arrive in another 12 minutes. But later something happened, someone was talking on the microphone and there was a voice in the air asking for passengers bound to KLIA had to switch terminal. Then, the notification board showed us that the train would be arriving in 30 minutes. "Fart!! Just where the hell the train goes?". At that time, I was feeling g

Terima kasih banyak pada yang sudi memberi pandangan dan respon. Perlu lah aku siarkan entri kesinambungan tentang apa yang aku lihat dari senario yang aku paparkan dari gambar ini sekarang. Sebab esok cuti, tak ramai yang baca pula..tak sampai pulak mesej aku nanti. Gambar di atas aku ambil ketika aku pulang ke kampung terakhir kali sebelum puasa. Sedang aku tidak berbuat apa, abah mengajak aku keluar menemaninya. Aku ikutkan saja, lagi pula tak bermain petang itu. Warung orang melayu yang memang penuh dengan pengunjung. Satu meja panjang di tengah-tengah ruang yang mengisikan lebih kurang 20 orang yang menghirup minuman sambil menonton gusti yang dipasang oleh tuan rumah. Di hadapan aku, aku lihat sepasang suami isteri ni. Dengan sang isteri tetap dengan helmet kura-kura yang tak ditanggalkan. Si suami khusyuk menonton gusti sambil menghirup teh panas beliau. Dari situ aku tersenyum dan terpanggil untuk merakam situasi tadi untuk dikongsi. Apa yang aku lihat dari mata aku; Ister

Bila tengok je title, first thing kena tau..bawah tapak kaki suami tu bukan bermaksud, korang isteri-isteri kena pijak ngan laki korang pun dikira dapat syurga. Islam itu bukan menyusahkan ye. Pada yang masih boleh bersabar bila memang betul-betul bawah tapak kaki suami..MasyaAllah, aku tak dapat nk bayangkan ganjaran yang Allah akan berikan pada isteri-isteri yang begitu taat ke tahap begitu sekali. Tapi, sebaik2nya cuba untuk mendapatkan khidmat nasihat Jabatan Agama Islam ye. Ok, back to the topic. Apa yang korang nampak dari gambar ni?? Dan apa korang rasa aku cuba nak sampaikan?  Senario : Petang hari, lepas asar. Warung kopi yang semuanya lelaki, tengah tengok gusti..meja bukanlah meja yang duduk untuk 4 orang, sebaliknya meja panjang yang boleh orang duduk sampai 20 orang. Tiada maksud privasi bersama teman bila duduk camni ye. Aku bagi hint dah pada tajuk. Itupun kalau ada yang nak jawab. Oh, gambar bukan diambil masa bulan puasa ye.

2 Minggu lepas, aku berpeluang merasai pengalaman berpuasa dengan keluarga mertua aku. Solat isyak di terminal Putrajaya, bas Mutiara sudah menunggu aku di bawah. Oleh kerana bas bertolak pada masa yg tepat, menggunakan kemudahan highway dengan baik, aku dapat perasaan gembira yang aku pasti sempat bersahur dengan keluarga mertua aku. Bas berhenti di Chendor berdekatan Kemaman untuk memberi masa pada penumpang bersahur. Tapi aku tak turun bas, hanya makan roti sebab sudah begitu pasti akan sempat bersahur dengan isteri tersayang. *Blushing* Sesampai di Ibai, aku menelefon wife ku dan kedengaran suara merengek mamai di hujung talian. Tapi demi suami kacak terchenta, kena gagah juga la kuar umah. Aku sampai sebelum 5 pagi di Hentian bas Kuala Terengganu. Mekasih Mutiara yang best!! Ini bukan bas aku semestinya. Kalau tak camne aku leh amek gambar time bas sampai..ekeke. Tp so far serbis dia memang memuah!! Terpikir juge nak menggunakan perkhidmatan teksi ni. Tapi tak tau plak bap

Hoyeahh!!~~ Initially the event was spread just among us on the Facebook, but just to make it sweeter, I've already put up some picture, with some words here and there and tadaaa!! The formal poster. Yep!! Memuah is back!! When ? - August 30th Venue ? - Taman belakang Masjid Shah Alam (I don't even know the name) Theme ? - Potluck. Itenary?? We gonna buy our own food, but actually is still under discussion. Initially they were giving this list with who supposed to bring/buy what. But am not sure if they really serious or just a joke. But I reckon that during this fasting month, we don't really have the stomach prepared to eat like the usual days. Some people like me would prefer to have a simple iftar meal because we have to perform maghrib afterwards - time constraint. So, I would prefer if everyone buys their own meal, murtabak ke apa but any meal you want to bring along, for example Wafa's cake is sooo welcomed. Ah, and Fradoo abc too. Sooo welcomed (jimat

Seharian di tempat cari rezeki hari ini memang sangat tertumpu pada kerja-kerja yang perlu dilunaskan. Menjeling notification dari mukabuku tentang majlis berbuka Memuah yang Montok cadangkan adalah satu-satunya aktiviti pelayaran yang aku dapat buat.  Keluh dan tarik nafas panjang Aku pulang ke kampung hari minggu lalu. Mak kedengaran begitu ceria bila bertanya pukul berapa aku bertolak dari KL. Lepas saja Isyak Jumaat malam, aku bertolak pulang ke kampung. Hari puasa di kampung biasa2 saje. Aku bawa pulang album besar yang kubeli untuk client-tidak-bayar2 untuk menghabiskan helaian-helaian yang masih belum selesai aku keluarkan gambar-gambar darinya. Ye..aku sudah keluarkan semua gambar-gambar sang client. Nah, sudah mula terisi dengan gambar-gambar yang dicipta bersama-sama keluarga. Sedang aku rehat berbaringan, mak menjawab satu panggilan. Seperti membincangkan sesuatu sebelum orang yang di hujung talian itu menyerahkan kepada seseorang yang lain. " Assalamualaikum Dato

Kredit gambar diambil dari laman web Sri Kassim Hari ni aku temankan mak pergi Sungai Besar untuk membeli barang-barang keperluan dapur dan sedikit persediaan raya. Mak nak buat popia mini untuk besan2 beliau. So, nak beli bilis la barang sekilo dua untuk dijadikan inti. Kat Sungai Besar ni dah mula naik. Even yang dari Sungkai pun mai sini beli kain2 ela. Macam Nilai gak skit. Tapi tak la sebesar Nilai dengan kain semata2. Kedai baru pun dh banyak bukak. Nak raya nanti mesti lagi jem dari tahun-tahun lepas. Kat Sungai Besar gak, tempat yang akan dituju oleh kebanyakan penduduk sini untuk beli barang keperluan adalah Pasaraya Sri Kassim. Sini ada Billion, tapi orang lebih menuju ke Pasaraya Sri Kassim ni. Barangnya lagi murah. Twister tu sebotol RM5.60 je, memang lagi murah dari Jusco yang dh kira sale. Banyak lagi barang yg aku dapati lagi murah dari Tesco, Giant atau Jusco. Tadi aku pergi tengah sale Twisties tu RM1.10 je, aku beli smpi 4 yang berbeza perisa. Mister Potato RM2.

Waktu kenduri rumah kahwin di sebelah pihak aku dulu. Hari gejubus yang biasanya diadakan sehari sebelum hari kenduri sebenar akan dimeriahkan oleh penduduk-penduduk kampung yang datang untuk gejubus/rewang/gotong royong. Adat ini masih diamalkan di kawasan kampung yang aku diami ni. Boleh kata wajib atau harus lah bila dijemput oleh tuan rumah untuk datang gejubus itu ditunaikan. Biasanya hari sebelum kenduri sebenar, akan ada aktiviti buat kuih-muih, makanan yang akan dimasukkan ke dalam berkat (doorgift), bahan-bahan rencah masakan untuk hari kenduri, susun atur dan macam-macam lagi. Sedang kami sibuk membuat persiapan, datang sorang jiran kami seraya ketua pemuda di cawangan kampung kami yang ada budak-budak sekolah tengah buat aktiviti ala-ala explorace dan tugasan seterusnya adalah rumah kami. Well, kecik comel boobs, bra full cup kami tutupkan . Kami bajet sekumpulan 4-5 orang ke kan. Sekali yang datang ramaiii~~~ Tu dia..sebelum bertugas, budak-budak ni kena dapat tandatanga

Ada yang beri cadangan untuk face to face or one on one, be frank cuba diskus pasal pe'el lahabau minah susah-la-mau-cakap di tempat cari makan aku tu. Actually lepas kami (aku dan team lead ku) diskas pasal beliau di luar sambil menjemur badan kami untuk defrost..Team Lead ku pn ajak la minah ni untuk sessi one one one dalam sebuah bilik. Aku masa tu mmg dh log off..terus balik. Di rumah, aku dapat call dari team lead ku berkogsi natijah dari sesi tadi. "Dia cakap dia tak hepi dalam team ni. Dia kata kita diskriminasi dia. Racist" "Abah dia. Dulu Amoi A (bukan nama sebenar) tu elok je keje ngan kita. Dah memang perangai lahabau..cari alasan" "Dia kata kita selalu lepak2 sama kat luar apa sume tu. Dengan dia citer pasal keje" "What the fart? takde kene mengena pun. Pe masalah saitan ni? Takkan nak ajak pergi sembahyang. Nak lepak luar sama-sama nak sembang apa ngan dia??" "Tu la pasal beb. Aku cakap takde kene mengena pn pasal ke

I almost forgot my mini project novel that I've started couple months back. I thought I've already published 2 chapters of them..but I was definitely forgot about it as I've actually wrote 3 chapters of it. So, I'm going to continue with it as when I read through the 3 chapters, I could see that I've done some grammatical error some here and there but at the same time, I could sense a great joy and how I've tried to express the storyline as best as I could and I love that. To those who is still interested and need to refresh on how the story begun, you could follow these links. I'm going to put in on my sidebar one day like SyafazaZara did for her 'Legasi Cinta Alisia'. THORNS & SUNSHINE chapter 1 , chapter 2 , chapter 3 CHAPTER 4 It was a very hot afternoon. As you could remember how the teacher used to explain about the monsoon, the period of time they would occur, it shouldn't be the time where every afternoon would end with a heavy

Another self-terawih night. After I missed 2 nights of terawih due to traveling (fast-break with the in-laws), as a normal person who would succumb under the whisper of my nafsu , I was sooo lazy to walk to the surau. So worse come to worst, I better perform it myself and not to miss the rahmah that HE offers. My friend a.k.a my team lead and I were logging off. It's already 6 and most of the muslim colleague have already gone home. My friend approached our susah-la-mau-cakap team mate to discuss something about work before he left the cubicle. " Tomorrow, we need to sit together and discuss about the enhancement " "Ok" " Then the test document? "  A test document is where you put detail of function or a change done to the system and where you attach printscreen detail regarding the function or the change. Normal person could prepare that less than an hour.  " I have something else to do. Need to manually update this lor. Can we do that on

Arrr~~~ tensed a bit. My interface program issue seems to be killing our team slowly. Even after all the discussions with the responsible team and our assistance on testing the fix, the program still not doing its job it is supposed to. Fart!!!. Ok, scrap the daily work part. Everytime I drive or ride to the office or anywhere in this part of Malaysia, I would always has this wild imagination on things. Sometimes it's related to the past, how I wanted to go back to the past and do thing way better than how it has been done. Sometimes it's just a wild imagination that involves kung-fu, girls, superpower or America. Sometimes it's related to thing I would do for a certain occasion.  Maybe, that is why most of the time I could answer, react or give opinion just like that, spontaneously because sometimes those are like deja-vu. Things that I've already imagined before. Got what I mean? Come on, the thinking is done by the brain, not your tummy~~~ This morning I was imag

Just finished watching one of the movie that I've copied from my friend. The Rebound. I'm not sure what kind of movie it was when I looked at it in my drive by it's name. I know the guy by his face, but not his name and the leading actress, Catherine Zeta Jones. It's about a simple guy who has his degree but still couldn't find the right job, living with his parents and working in a coffeeshop. Catherine found out her husband was cheating on her and fucking some other girl in her video tape. They divorced. That was when he met this guy, asked him to be his nanny for his 2 kids and they started to fall in love. But somehow, Catherine freaked out, they broke up and this guy tried to be more of a man with more things he could achieved. They met again accidentally after 5 years in a dining store and they magnet started to work it's field once more. I learn one thing from this movie. " If you love something, having to let go now doesn't mean you won't

Takde rezeki lah petang semalam. Betul lah kata rakan sekerja ku one bad thing about Bazar Ramadhan - they are mostly amateurs!!! They cook for only 20 plus days in a year just untuk jual time Bazar Ramadhan ni. The quality of their cook, you really need to make sure that you are buying your fast-break meal at the right place. Last week, aku beli lauk sotong at this one stall and rasa dia..so-so. Aku masak lagi sedap kot.So, a big cross for that one. Today, I bought lauk rendang ayam at the next stall and...fart!! Aku kunyah kali pertama, terus terasa busuk daging ayam tu.Shit. So, terhenti kat situ je la aku buka petang semalam. Minum soya je sambil makan buah rambutan yang kawan aku bagi malam semalam. Hehehe. Tak lapar pun sebenarnya, tapi taknak la lembik je esok. So aku kuar la kejap beli nasi goreng cendawan untuk buka a.k.a sahur aku pagi ni. Ok la tu. Nama pun pose. Ni pun jauh lagi dari kelaparan yang dideritai oleh orang lain di luar sana tu. Tahu tak buah apa ni? Tempat

Today is the first time ever since I bought my new camera, I left it at home. Surely when I was thinking about it an hour before, the tragedy that evening started to rush into my brain and I kinda terrified. I don't want to lose my camera for the 2nd time. But today I have to bring something else to the office, and I'm riding my bike. Being someone with 2 'wives', you really need to 'turn-on' each of them fairly to make sure both would last long with you =]. Orang tua-tua kata..kena adil~~~ So, my only ikhtiar is to put my bag under the desk and covered it with some files and boxes. Hopefully it would still be there when I get back. Huisshhh~~~ Cuak cuak~~ My fast-break experience with the in-laws was a nice one. Having 4 in-law sisters surely something I have to get use and I kinda think that I'm getting better at it and at the same time turns out to be a beneficial one. I didn't have to be in the kitchen to lend a hand on the preparation of the mea

Sambung keja lagi sejam. Yep, ari ni aku keja sebab ada Disaster Recovery Testing untuk sistem yang aku support ni. They executed during the weekend, so mahu tak mahu kena juga la cek. Team Lead aku datang physically ke opis, so cam ngelat plak aku login dari rumah je. (padahal kat Kemaman tu Celcom Broadband sah-sah takleh install therefore tkleh masuk VPN opis aku).  Makanya, aku nye bas malam tadi. Lepas buka tu, time kuarga in-law aku sekonyong-konyong pergi ke surau, aku ngan wife bertolak ke Kemaman. Wife aku decided anta aku naik bas kat Kemaman jam 12. Ada le kawan dia nak balik. Aku kalau lalu jalan dari K.Terengganu menghala Kemaman ni, for some reason aku rasa begitu tak betah le. Mungkin sebab satu lane kan. Perjalanan 2 jam setengah. Tambah plak malam tadi wife ku bawak. Hajat di hati nak makan rambutan yang Along belikan kat Pasar Payang (mekasih Along. Along masih single. Nak try anta CV kat aku ye). Tapi bila wife ku dekat sejam dok belakang lori tak dapat nak potong.

Aku pun kurang arif aku ni sebenarnya keturunan jin kah, syaitan kah...tapi yang pasti susur galur aku lebih mudah dikenali dengan panggilan saka. Yee..mesti korang sume pernah dengar punye. Kami saka clan selalunya mendampingi sesiapa yang memang mahukan kami. So, pes of all, jangan salahkan kami yang mendampingi, sebab yang menyeru dan yang mencari adalah kamu semua umat manusia sendiri ye. Gambar kredit to muhdhazrie.wordpress.com Aku pun pelik la pehal korang geng manusia ni sanggup cari kitorang, bagi kami minum darah straight dari jari kelingking apa sume untuk melindungi korang. Hahahaha!! Memang syirik korang ni. Tapi syirik dan saka adalah saudara karib. HIEHIEHIEHIE~~. Ada yang sanggup redah hutan, gua..dan yang paling best gi Mekah sebab nak bawak kami balik. Baik gi Indon bawak balik bibik lagi bagus. Tp kami OK je, mahukan serbis kami..sure. Boleh je. Kami saka ada gak pikir nak wat facebook account, korang leh LIKE, leh pilih mana yang korang nak dari gambar-gambar. Tap

Nota jambul : Cik Zara kita menganjurkan projek tadarus sesama rakan maya yakni blogger ke, twitter users ke, FB ke apa saja lah..asalkan boleh dikontek. Maklumat lebih lanjut leh le klik link dia ni. Projek Tadarus Al-Qur'an Maya. Pada yang mungkin tertanya-tanya apa ke akidahnye kan wat tadarus camni. Maybe korang tak pernah buat yang cara camni. Jadi apa kata try join sekaki. Senang citer, akan diagih2kan la pada peserta-perserta yang ikhlas nak join surah apa yang nak dibaca, berapa juzu' sume tu. Lagi ramai join, lagi la skit je nak kena baca. Tapi nak join ni kena ikhlas. Jangan plak dah dapat bahagian kita yang perlu dibaca, leh plak just kata " dah baca ", tapi tak baca pun. Jadi tak kira khatam le kita semua. So, kalau rasa nak join, sila la ke link tu and bagi nama ye. Dulu buat untuk satu kolej, 2 juzuk je nak kena abiskan. Masa yang dibagi pun 2 minggu paling kurang. Takyah nak tergesa-gesa. Kalau baca skit setiap hari, kompem abis tugasan yang diberi

Thanks to my housemate, I managed to have my first sahur with a couple of 60cents chocolate bread. I was just lazing on the couch, drinking water and heard my housemate was about to leave the house looking for something to eat. The 7-eleven shop is just a walking distance from my house, but having someone to buy it for you is way nicer~~ Thanks bro!! I would be riding to work for the whole fasting month except for some special occasion. I was driving most of the days because I have to bring my tennis gear everyday so I could play anytime that we want. That's why Wardina was so lonely at home for the past weeks. I was reaching a junction where I spotted a white Viva trying to cross the road. I slowed down my bike just in case she wanted to do a quick cross. But the Viva didn't move, so I accelerated back and that was when the Viva moved. Aiyaa..I had to push the break and skid a bit. The Viva just stopped in the middle of the road. She was hesitating to take the chance and end

Malam Pertama Ramadhan - Sukses!! Terawih kat surau depan umah. Syaitan sudah diikat. Dulu bila kecik-kecik, time ni la aku sangat berani. Nak gi kedai malam-malam lalu jalan masuk umah yang gelap dan semak-semak tu..memang takde masalah. Sebab set memang takde setan yakni hantu time pose ni. Tadi masa nak stat semayang, imam mengingatkan untuk rapatkan saf. Rapatkan hingga bersentuhan kaki atau siku. Masa tu tiba-tiba ada soalan nakal menerjah otak aku. Kenapa nak rapatkan saf? Sebab taknak syaitan dok lepak tengah-tengah antara jemaah. Tapi time pose ni takde setan kan? Watpe nak rapatkan saf?? Ahahaha..setan je soklan aku. Jadi ada sebab lain rapatkan saf bukan? Sebab taknak putus saf? Camne pula nak kira saf tu putus ye? Sebab kalau semayang jumaat kat Masjid India tu, ada yang sembahyang kat koridor kedai-kedai yang ada kat situ. Aku pun tak paham camne dia leh kira masih lagi dalam jemaah semayang jumaat tu bila masjid dengan saf tu bukan main jauh..kalau adik beradik la met

Tomorrow would definitely be the start of our Eid al-mubarak - Ramadhan. A month full of blessing and the greatest annual chance we could have to get closer to the Creator. Most of us might say "Welcome Ramadhan!! Welcome" but only some of them really mean it. Some would just saying it because everybody does that. I remember how I would welcome the Ramadhan during when I was a kid. My father would give us RM1 to each of us siblings so we could buy any 'jajan' that we want as treating the day for ' the last day to eat what we want '. We would buy twisties, Ice-cream, jeruk sengkuang and so many things. At that time 1 ringgit could buy so many things for us. But mom would always say " It's not that you can't eat at all tomorrow. You could always buy the jajan anytime. You should be thinking on saving it for a greater good ". Well, mom's advise somehow manage to persuade us. But the 1 ringgit was still used even if it wasn't for that o

Sejak bulan lepas lagi aku cuba nak siapkan poster kempen ni. tapi tak berkesempatan. Eheehe..Skang dah siap dah. Harapnya cukup memmuahhh la poster ni. Ehehehe. (padahal tak smpi setengah jam pun buat). Kita sedia maklum yang sekarang kerajaan sudah mula menggunakan pendekatan menyenarai hitamkan pengguna-pengguna jalan raya yang mempunyai rekod saman yang tertunggak..termasuklah saman ekor. Banyak pandangan terhadap saman ekor. Ada yang kata sepatutnya tak valid lah sebab takde dalam perlembagaan, ada yang kata kalau naik mahkamah pun boleh menang kes lah. Tapi aku sebagai seorang blogger picisan akan memulakan kempen ni atas sebab-sebab aku sendiri kerana terkesan terruk dengan penyenaraian hitam saman ekor ni. 1. Ramai pengguna jalan raya yang tak tahu menahu pun kena saman ekor . Tau-tau bila nak renew sangkut. Bila check ada beberapa saman ekor. Ini tidak adil bagi rakyat. Sekurang-kurangnya kena dapat surat saman (ini untuk situasi yang surat saman tak dapat ye). Bukan semua

Berjumpa wife di Kemaman kali ni begitu menyakitkan hati dan jiwa. Rasa panas satu badan!!! Opsss~~ Jangan spekulasi dulu. Pada yang ternampak status FB aku mungkin tau yang aku sebenarnya panas ati ngan servis Transnasional!!! yes!! Bas yang aku ambik untuk ke Kemaman kali ni. Time nak beli tiket Transnasional tempoh hari di Bukit Jalil sebenarnya teringat pasal entri Joe..tapi sebab aku malas nak cari lagi kat kaunter lain, nak gi keje plak pastu kan. Time plak dah cun 7.30 petang. Aku amik 7.30 sebab kalau boleh nak smpi Kuantan tu awal skit, wife aku leh amek awal sikit sebab nak ke Kemaman balik lepas tu. Aku ni ye ye la sharp 6 petang aku chow dari opis, park keta kat park n ride Putrajaya. Sempat beli tiket kamis mlm minggu depannya nak berpuasa ngn kuarga mertua aku, amek tiket ERL turun Bandar Tasik Selatan. Turun je dari ERL aku dengan pantas berjalan untuk catch up LRT ke Bukit Jalil. Memang every minutes counted. ERL kul 6 and 6.30..so kul 6 punya aku tak sempat. Memang