TrudgeAlongMyNothingness

"We gonna go there at 8.00. By 7.30, we should be getting ready" Appointment has been made for our first meet up with the doctor that will be our savior on that big day of welcoming our hero. The appointment said 9A.M but they said if you went there early and the doctor is already available, they will entertain you even before the given time. But the next thing I knew, I was looking at a big tembam white face in front of me smiling. And in that half-awaken state, I heard "8.15 already~~~" . Bwahaaha...7.30 konon!!! Took a shower, grabbed my bag, helmet and my locker key, we left the house and arrived at Az-Zahrah 5 minutes later. Dekat je pun. Registered Cembam's name and after 20 minutes waiting, she was summoned by the doctor. Doctor Nuraini. The usual drill - Urine test, blood test and baby scan. Cembam was there lying on her back with her big belly. The doctor spread a gel over her tummy and start scanning. On the first spot that the doc put that sca

Heee...today, once I reached home, Cembam has already waited for me. We were going to attend her school's iftar. Cembam forgot the car key so she had to go upstairs to fetch it. We arrived around 7.15P.M and when the it was time to fast-break, I had a nice potato curry puffs and a very great taste of kuih pelita. Take note, I'm not a fan of kuih muih but that kuih pelita were soooo delicious. Then we preformed maghrib prayer before the real deal of the meal. Not bad. For RM15, we had a beef masak lemak, udang masak pedas, ikan masak cili, mix veggies, fried chicken, a bowl of super nice marinated kerang and jagung rebus. I sat at the table behind Cembam's. She had her meal with her fellow teachers while me mingling with the guys. Some are the school teachers and some are the student's parents. We had our nice Iftar meal while talking about house. Hmmm..a hot topic for this millenium though. Couple of new residence were discussed like Akademia, Bukit Mahkota, Teras Jen

Aku sedang mandi di bilik air luar mahu solat bersiap sedia untuk solat subuh. Bilik air tu tak berdinding. Kira macam mandi bawah air paip luar rumah. Sedang aku mandi, dari jauh ada satu kelibat berjalan perlahan ke arah aku. Mulanya tidak dapat dikenalpasti siapa gerangannya, tapi semakin hampir, tubuh kecil rendah tadi semakin jelas empunya nya. "Atok!!!!" Arwah atok aku berjalan perlahan dengan senyuman tua lemahnya yang ku rindu. Dengan baju kemeja lengan pendek kotak2 kuning hijau berseluar khakis, atok hanya tersenyum tanpa menjawab.  " oh takpe la atok nak lawat saya ". ketika ni aku sudah pn membaca al-fatihah utk disampaikan pada arwahnya. Aku sedar atok sebenarnya sudah tiada. Tapi di kesempatan itu, walau dalam mimpi..aku masih mahu berbual dengannya. Aku tak dapat menahan diri dari bertanya. Walau agak sebak aku tetap tanya kan pada atok. " Tok, bila kita mati..macam mana cara tuhan terima kita? ". Soal ku berkias mahu bertanya andai a

Last weekend was more like a hangout weekend. The thought that it was the last weekend spent before Hari Raya here in KL made the road full of cars, shops full of people and even shopping complex like IOI was out of parking space. Yep, Cembam and I went to IOI last Saturday to have our Memuah Iftar at the Little Pantry. Organized by Jard, we managed to gather and had our break fast together this year. Alhamdulillah... Well, from Bangi I used the ASTRO road coming from Sri Serdang because we stopped at Beryl's chocolate factory as they are having raya sale for their chocolates. But I don't really know whether they are way cheaper from the other brands outside but if I compare it with famous amos, Beryl's are 2 times cheaper..ekeke. Once arrived at IOI, we recce the place first and went for window shopping. Cembam bought a Raya Sandal and after that we just sat on the bench waiting for Maghrib. Texted Masy of our plan after we bought sirap bandung and apam kecik2 tu from Ju

Ujan lebat kat luar. Sebaik wife aku yg tgh tidur tu sempat cakap "baju tak angkat ke?". Terus bergegas aku gi koridor luar tu angkat baju. Mujur gak angin baru tiup. Jadi tak basah lagi baju. Tp time angkat2 baju tadi ada benda itam lalu sebelah terbang ngan laju..ahahahaha. Baju sapa la tu dah jadi mangsa kekuasaan alam. Mujur la aku kuar tadi dlm kul 2 ptg cari tudung Cembam ni ha..ate dah beli 3 pasang baju raya le katakan. Nak cari tudung yang matching plak. Haish...kita sbgi suami kacak mithali ikutkan je la. Ye la..selagi tak mintak duit kita...mwahaaahahahaha!!!! Siap pinjam kad premium gold apa kebenda dah ni kat cikgu skolah dia ni. Ariani kau. Haa...So pas parking and perjalanan 1.5km (kedai area umah je), aku pn masuk le dalam Ariani tu. Homak kau Leha!!! Rameii nyeeee...Aku sorang je laki yang masuk masa tu. Ada le abang tu dlm keta ngn anak 3 orang, ada yg kat bangku luar. Pas 3 minit camtu baru ada lagi 2 suami masuk.  Fuh..bila aku tgok rega2 dia...Amek kau

Ya Allah ngantuknya...padahal aku tengah baca komik ni haa...Hmm..nak pukul 5 dah rupanya. memang mengantuk sangat pose2 ni balik dari keje kul 6 camtu. Kalau tak kena gaya mau sedar2 dh dalam longkang. Aku plak mmg jenis leh lelap hatta tengah bawak moto skali pun. Kena la berwaspada dan lebih berhati-hati. Selasa lepas aku singgah kedai basuh keta sebelum balik umah. Aku basuh Wardina. Haish..dah lebih setahun aku tunggang Wardina ni tak mandi2. yelah, dok apartment beb. Susah ah nak basuh. Then aku nekad le selasa lepas singgah anta mandi. Kena Rm5. Orait gak..bersih. So pasni Laling pastikan Wardina mandi selalu yeee..hehehe. Aku ni jenis mudah memotivasikan diri sendiri. Kadang benda2 kecik dan enteng je pn dapat naikkan morale aku utk hari tu or semangat skit nk wat mende2. So bila Wardina dh bersih ni, aku rasa semangat je nak gi keje. Rasa cam senang hati je. Padahal moto lepas basuh je punnn...tapi inilah aku.Untuk sekecik2 hal aku leh rasa happy je sepanjang hari. Beli glo

Wokeh...baju raya dah beli!!!!! Cuti Nuzul Qur'an semalam aku dan Cembam kuar ke Alamanda dulu nak cari baju raya. Sebenarnya nak ke Alamanda tu semata2 nk gi pejabat pos je. Yelah, wilayah tak cuti kan..aku nak wat roadtax. Tapi leh plak aku ngn bebalnya tak bawak geran. So akhirnya just tgok2 baju kat Parkson and beli barang dapur kat Carefour. Oh, lupa..sempat beli 2 helai tshirt raya kat Reject Shop. Kalau ikutkan aku beli uptown je. "kenan ngat uptown tu" "yela..10 hengget je baju" "tak elok pun baju dia" "elok pa..tu tgok baju biru ngn oren tu" (kalau korang perasan aku ada pakai stripe oren and biru muda nye t-shirt tu beli downtown le. 2 ke 3 tahun lepas rasa..haha..) "wat raya cantik le skit" So aku ikutkan le kehendak Cembam. Dapat la beli t-shir 2 helai 56 ringgit. Oklah tu. Baru le ke PKNS pas tu. Cembam beli baju kurung silver gelap combined ngn itam. Lawa..bunga dia naik warna. Then misi cari baju melayu yg l

Hari ni Selangor cuti. Walaupun HQ aku di Wilayah KL tak cuti, tapi disebabkan aku kerja client site di selangor...kena la amek AL. Takpelah, memang aku plan nak amek cuti pn. Cembam awal2 lagi dah kabo; "Rabu ni cuti kita gi cari baju raya ek. Cari kat PKNS dulu" Tu dia..ayat yang bermaksud ate nampak gaya round banyak tempat le nak cari baju raya punye pasai. Hahahaha. Mana larat aku turutkan le. Kalau dah penat aku suh gi sendiri je, takpun aku lepak dalam keta tido. Ngahaahahaha!!! Tapi demi utk nk dapatkan baju raya yang nk dibelikan oleh Cembam, aku akan berusaha keras!!!! Lari betul la bajet bulan ni disebabkan road tax keta mati. Dah le bila renew tempoh hari dapat tau ada kenaikan basic insurans tu RM190 camtu..dem...Memang kelaut le bajet. Tapi takpela...mujur pose ni tak byk kuar duit utk makan..leh la cuba bertahan janji menang!!! Bertahan janji menang!!! 20hb ni utk kali pertamanya mungkin aku dan Cembam akan berbuka di luar. Hang out ngn dak2 blog yang m

Balik kampung wiken lepas memang bukan sekadar balik kosong tidur siang je. Aku memang dah bajet mesti ada benda nak buat kat umah tu. Kalau raya ni mmg mak aku detail skit dengan persiapan dia. Aku smpi kampung around kul 12 tgh malam dan kat rumah adik2 aku sume dah sampai tengah main Saidina.  Sahur memang makan sebanyak mana mungkin. Adik pompuan aku bawak kawan dia, Faris kali ni berbuka sama. Aku pes time jumpa. Mak dan adik aku penah jumpa dah. Fikri adik ipar aku siap bagitau kat Faris ni suh makan byk " kat sini banyak pakai tenaga ni waktu siang ". Lepas subuh masing2 tidor dulu smpi kul 9 pagi camtu. Then mak dh arahkan tugasan pertama, KASI CUN ITU POKOK . Well, kat laam depan tu ada pokok rendang yang memang abah tanam wat lepak. Mak suh cantas dahan2 dia kasi tak terlalu layut dan pergi ke jalan masuk. Kot tertimpa keta lalu ke apa kan. Operasi bermula. Pokok dia ni berduri2 tajam kecik. Lagi pendek dari ros. Tapi lebih keras dan tajam. Memang nak memanjat n

Fuh...baru sampai dari kampung. Tangan aku rasa kebas2 skit dek aircond keta. Yelah, aircond tu betul2 kat bhgian tangan dia nye position. Yang belah kanan aku off, tp yang tengah tu takleh off. Aku arahkan ke Cembam je. Tp angin sejuk dia masih rasa kat tangan. Tu yg kali ni balik kampung aku pakai glove noks!! Macam berlumba la plak. Padahal keta standard tanpa aksesori secolet pn. Tp ok la. Hasil dia aku tak rasa frostbite kat jari2 tangan ni. Ada bermacam2 option laluan dh skang ni nak balik Sabak Bernam. Macam2 highway ko boleh lalu. Plus boleh, Federal boleh, North-South boleh, MRR2 boleh and paling terkni, LATAR. Tadi aku balik lalu Ijok setelah 3 kali berturut2 balik kampung aku lalu S.Alam-Meru-Kapar lalu Setia Alam. Memang dekat lalu sini. Tapi sebab aku dari Bangi, perjalanan dari Bangi ke S.Alam tu pn dh around 20 minutes (trafik lancar). Kalau lalau SKVE tol berlambak2 plak. Jadi tinggal nk bayar tol, atau nak gamble harap jalan biasa lancar. Gitu le. Tapi malam ni try

I'm currently reading a novel entitled ISABELLA. I learned about it from Kapten Atok and somehow there's a blog publishing the novel via online, so when I clicked on the link given by Kapten and read couple of paragraphs, I felt so interested to it and keep on reading till now. It's a novel about how Injil and Christianity is being compared and debated with Qur'an and Islam. I've only read 4 chapters so far but it has already gave me a clear perception on how Christianity is nothing more than an engineered religion without basic created by some people and has been manipulated through years of its existence. No offense to any Christians whom dropped by here. We as Muslim has never been taught to treat any religions as enemies. We respect everyone's beliefs. But when it comes to the real truth and real religion, we stick to Islam till our last breath InsyaAllah. You can read the novel here . We always heard how Islam has been aimed, treated as a terrorist re

Feel wanna write in english with a little bit of novelish style today. Hope it works =]. It's 12.22 midnight. The tenth day of fasting and every passing day was spent by having the iftar with my beloved wife. But I've already shared with you how nice having a teacher as your wife when they have more time to cook for you, more time to have the house chores done because of their working hours =]. I always remember how my first days of fasting. Yep. I used days because I really forgot the very first day of my fasting attempt. But some of the early days were still nicely carved in my biological diary waiting to vanish and fade away slowly. How was your first day of fasting? Was it easy? Or did you guys started with half day fasting first to train your stomach slowly on adapting with the third pillar of what it takes to be a muslim. How did you accept the fasting itself? How did your parents explained to you the importance of fasting every once a year and the significant of do

Fuh..cam lama sangat plak rasa tak hapdet entri. Memang Ramadhan aku ni la plak busy dengan Knowledge Transfer. Kena la baca balik document2 yang berkenaan nak bagi ilmu tu kat orang lain. 2 jam utk KT tu je haa..kering tekak weh tiap kali abeh KT. Tu pn aku dh ckap dengan pace yg seslow mungkin. Abeh kul 1 sblum smyg gi le men ping pong ke, fuzball ke kan. Nak kasi mata tu tak ngantuk sangat le. Pastu baru stat wat keje2 harian yang biasa. Memang lebih busy dari bulan2 lain le. Camne pose korang tahun ni. Alhamdulillah dok sebumbung ngan wife memang sangat bermakna la utk pose kali ni. Dimudahkan lagi plak bila Cembam punya jadual seorang cikgu tu balik awal skit..leh rehat, dalam kul 5.30 camtu start masak. Bila aku smpi umah tu, Cembam dah rehat depan TV, siap masak dah..tinggal nak tunggu buka je. Alhamdulillah..best sangatttt pose tahun ni. Hmm..tengah tgok V3 Samseng Jalanan ni haa..ekeke. Buleh la nak tengok sampai abeh. Sambung sambil makan nasi tadi. Lisa Surihani jadi j

Fuh~~~ This week is a hectic week not just because of the fasting, but yah I think fasting amplified the effect in a way. The knowledge transfer started this week, so I have to set a 2-hour session with the other team to share my knowledge on the system that I currently support. At the end of the session, there's this burning sensation, a very dry feeling in my throat due to those 2 hours explaining about the stuffs. Haus!!! Then there's one shitty problem in the system which the responsibility to sort it out is on my shoulder and they are giving another 3 weeks to investigate the root cause and prepare the solution. Huwaaaa!!!! I've tested and analyzed every possible scenarios and possibilities but it still leads me to dead end. Now, I am really hoping for my programmer colleague to debug the program and get to the cause. Haishh!! The tickets are getting more and more due to the new approach and process. Need to coordinate some changes, enhancements and at the same tim

Bukanlah perkara kebajikan itu hanya kamu menghadapkan muka ke pihak timur dan barat, tetapi kebajikan itu ialah berimannya seseorang kepada Allah, dan hari akhirat, dan segala malaikat, dan segala Kitab, dan sekalian Nabi; dan mendermanya seseorang akan hartanya sedang ia menyayanginya, - kepada kaum kerabat, dan anak-anak yatim dan orang-orang miskin dan orang yang terlantar dalam perjalanan, dan kepada orang-orang yang meminta, dan untuk memerdekakan hamba-hamba abdi; dan mengerjanya seseorang akan sembahyang serta mengeluarkan zakat; dan perbuatan orang-orang yang menyempurnakan janjinya apabila mereka membuat perjanjian; dan ketabahan orang-orang yang sabar dalam masa kesempitan, dan dalam masa kesakitan, dan juga dalam masa bertempur dalam perjuangan perang Sabil. orang-orang yang demikian sifatnya), mereka itulah orang-orang yang benar (beriman dan mengerjakan kebajikan); dan mereka itulah juga orang-orang yang bertaqwa -Al-baqarah ayat 117- Wanna share tafsir th

Hmm..arrived at the office around 9.30 A.M today. Last night we kicked off from Seberang Takir at 9P.M after Isyak. Thanks to Ayah and Mok yang semayang Isyak kat umah sebab nak kunci pintu bila kami keluar. By the time we headed out from the house, terawih at the nearest surau has already started. Which means, Ayah and Mok missed the first 2 rakaat. Thanks for waiting and seeing us leaving =]. We expected 6 hours of journey despite of the clear road. Well, tak clear mana pun. We still need to continuously overtake other cars. The meter was around 110-130 along jalan pantai from KT to Kemaman. Once we emerged into the highway I managed to speed up 150-160. Itupun, we reached our home at 2.30A.M haaa... We stopped at Gambang Petronas to refuel and Cembam agreed to drive till Karak Tol. I was so relieved!!! Having a partner that you can count on is surely nice. Even with her almost-healed knee, big tummy, she still said OK to switch drive while me trying to get some sleep.  "Kala