TrudgeAlongMyNothingness

Fasting month comes again!!! It's hard to believe how fast the time passed by remembering how you feel the crab Iftar at Kemaman during my visit to my wife's home back then was like just a month ago and today, it's gonna be a totally different fasting experience when my wife is living with me. Gosh!!! A year has passed just like that?? **snapping fingers** Tahun ni punya first terawih buat kat Seberang Takir ni haaa..kampung mertua. Like always, the first terawih will always be the merriest night with the Saf pouring till outside of the Surau and eventually the numbers of the Jemaah will slowly getting fewer and fewer.  Tonight, masa rakaat ke 8 tu my stomach dah bunyi2..Lapar weh!! Yelah, tak makan malam lagi kan. Tersilap plak wat macam malam2 besa. Udahnya memang le lapo. Tapi memang plan nak wat till the 8th rakaat je. Then we headed home and had our dinner. Uh, Cembam tido dah. Tomorrow gonna work from home. Sometimes people would say and we would hear quote like ...

Hmm..Ramadhan kali ni aku sambut dengan kehadiran isteri di sisi. Hehe. Kalau dulu, balik keja aku beli ikan keli masak cili api, tanak nasi 1 pot then berbuka dengan sebelah je ikan tu, sebelah lagi plak lepas semayang terawih atau time sahur, kali ni tak dapek ar nak wat camtu.  Aku ada di Terengganu ni umah mertua. Wife dapat cuti skolah dia first Ramadhan tu. Jadi balik le ganu. Kira first buka and terawih sini le. Sanggup si Cembam ni tolak dari sini pas isyak. Selalu ada je la ngomel dia kalu balik pas isyak. Nak gosok baju la apa bagai. Haishhh~~~  Semalam pagi terus gi jumpa tukang urut kat sini. Lutut Cembam yang aku tarik ari tu, dapat betulkan 2 sendi je out of 3 rupanya. Aku mmg kompem ada benda tak betul lagi sebab bengkak dia walaupun surut, tapi tak ilang abis. Cembam pn takleh nk duduk antara dua sujud bengkok kan abeh lutut tu. Berdiri lama pn sakit belakang. Aku tau kena betulkan dengan cara bengkok kan plak lutut tu smpi abeh. Tp bila buat sendiri Cembam d...

Malam-malam hari aku menyidai baju hari ni. Abeh keje aku rempit ke Shah Alam. Mak aku bawak buah nangka dari kampung. Isnin siap call lagi bagitau kalau tunggu weekend 'bonyot' (lembik busuk) le dah nangka tu. So sebab smlm tenis maka hari ni la aku ke umah adik aku amek nangka tu.  Main2 ngan si Nahdan tu..hieee..geram. Tak smpi umur setahun mak aku dh masukkan walker. Galak betul budak tu menolak dengan kaki kecik pendek nye tu. Mak aku cakap siap lenguh lutut takleh tidur bila dapat umah kampung yang luas tu. Weng sana weng sini dia tolak walker tu. Pas semayang maghrib aku balik umah. Si Nahdan nak nangis tgok aku kuar. Alalalala. Pasni ada anak sendiri plak tak tau le. Kalau nak ikut men tenis aku ok je. Ekekekeke. Smpi umah aku makan bihun sup yang Cembam beli dari pasar malam. Mak aku ajak makan sama, tp semalam dah tnya Cembam. Dia kata nak makan malam ngn aku jadi aku terus balik le. Abeh makan Cembam suh sidai baju plak. Aiyah. Amek kesempatan tol lutut dia tengah...

Yep..semalam memang hari yang tak berapa nak cemerlang dan tersusun buat aku. Dimulakan dengan bismillah~~~~~ Eh, tu nasyid Raihan. Haa..dimulai hari semalam dengan bangun yang agak tak berapa nak time yang sepatutnya walaupun malam sblum tu dah pasang niat mai cemerlang skit nih. Lantas terus bergegas bersiap. Amek beg raket (sebab nk bertenis malam smlm), terus ingatkan diri utk amek towel and spek. Okeh, towel n spek checked. Nak kuar umah teringat sampah nak kena buang. Haish..kutip la dulu sampah ikat kemas-kemas bawak kuar. Amek lif dari tingkat 6 tu, smpi kat keta aku letak luar sampah sebab stail aku, panaskan keta, then aku jalan skit gi buang. Selang masa jalan gi buang sampah tu panas la skit enjin kan daripada terus jalan je.  Bila masukkan beg dalam keta, baru sedar beg galas tak bawak. Dalam tu ada spek, kalau tak bawk spek ate rabun le aku nak main malam tu. DEM!!! Aku pun naik le balik amek beg tu. Arghh..memang tensi le mikiorkan sepnjg perjalanan naik lif tu. Na...

Shoes are the only thing that will make me say "singgah sini sat" whenever I walked passed couple of shops in the shopping mall just to window shopping, adoring how nice the merchandise are and looking at the prices hoping to see a green sticker with "70%" written on it so I could grab one of them impulsively not because I need it now, but I need it way later and why not have one when the price offered was seriously a great deal?? And all that words in the first paragraph up there is just to tell you that I've bought a new pair of shoe last Friday night while waiting for my department's bowling outing to commence. I stopped by at one of the shop, looking at the sizes available and BAMMM!!!, I saw a nice figure on that thin white price tag and the next thing I know, a plastic bag contains a pair of white Reebok shoe was in my hand. =] When I reached home, it's already late, I put it inside the newly bought wooden cabinet I prepared for our first child a...

Let's continue about how Ice cream revolved around me =] When I was 15 year-old, we moved to our new house on a land which is supposed to be owned by my father. The old house was on a land that is gonna be inherited by abah's brother. My brothers and sisters quickly known by the villagers as we went to the surau almost everyday and Mom has already known by most of the people there. The Imam's house was located next to the surau. Now, Wak Mumtamah, the wife of the once our imam before he passed away last year loved to make tied ice cream or you can call it Ice Cream Malaysia or Ice Cream Ikat . It was very nice to have someone selling it just 20 meters away from your house and that we would always buy one when we prayed at the surau. And the best part - she sold them for only 10cents!! Speaking about Ice Cream Malaysia, I do think most of us have tasted one during any of their life phase and you might have your own favorite flavor. Me? I love bubur kacang the most. I t...

Hari ni busy..aku dok mikior pasal satu isu sistem aku ni smpi la ni tak dapat-dapat root cause. Haish..naik ijau mata aku compare data2 nak cari pattern problem..tapi tak jumpa2.  Tetibe, ada meseg masuk..bila baca hati sudah risau...Cembam jatuh terduduk debish dalam kelas time ngajar. Dia kata tengah berdiri, tau2 je ada satu rasa cramp kat urat dia tu, terus rasa lembik lutut, jauh terduduk punggung belah kanan. Dem..aku terus call tanya ada rasa gegar ke perut, ada rasa len macam ke..Cembam kata takde rasa gegar time jatuh. Perut pn rasa OK. Budak dalam tu masih menendang and gi cek kat tandas takde bleeding ke apa2. Syukurrr...tapi memang sok kena wat cek-up le gamaknya. Masa aku tgh lunch Cembam meseg kata cam tak larat nak bawak keta kaki tu. Aku suh pelan2 n try bawak kaki kiri. Alhamdulillah dia cuba bawak pelan2, sampai la kat umah. Tapi dari parking luar apartment tu dia jalan masuk umah memang terdengkot abeh le. Ada Cembam tanya nak gi sana ke amek dia. Tapi nk ke s...

Ice Cream is one of the best delicacy ever created and it's loved by almost everyone. When someone doesn't really like or eat ice cream, there must be reasons behind it. Sensitive teeth, too sweet or it makes you vomit right after having a scoop. Yah, the last one did happen to me when I had a McDonald Ice cream that one day. When I was a kid, Ice Cream was surely a drug to us. When you really wanted it, you'd do anything to get that 10 cents to buy the ice pop. I would scavenge ngisor kolong (below the house) hoping to find that silver dime lying anywhere there. I would even shared with my sisters or brothers 5 cents each. It was very easy to share it coz you could always break the pop ice into two evenly. Ice Cream Pop was the most popular ice cream during my childhood. It's a symbol of friendship and bonds. You buy one, snapped it into two and give one part to your friend. And instead of that cold feeling of the ice cream, you can sense the warmth from the one gi...

Wiken di rumah mak ayah kat Sabak kali ni memang lebih kepada ibadah tidur. Haha. Mak dan Abah sibuk kenduri sana sini, mak lagi lah. Dia lah tukang hidang, dia lah kumpulan marhabban dan macam-macam lagi. Nak ke umah nenek, nenek pn tak ada kat umah. Jadinya memang tidur sembang tidur je lah. Cembam siap bukak arkib citer korea yang ada untuk ditonton. Hehehehe. Jumaat malam, aku main gak smpi kul 9.30 camtu..mandi-mandi..terus gerak amek Cembam. On the way to aku meseg mintak potong buah2 yang ada kat umah tu wat makan dalam keta and buatkan kopi.  "Siap-siap" Bila smpi umah memang dh siap beg, tinggal masukkan laptop, kamera sume. Hirup skit kopi, then terus gerak. On the way tu Cembam suap cekodok pisang yang tak tau bentuk apa. Yang kompem bukan bulat lah. Ada yg bentuk peta kemaman, ada yang bentuk amoeba..macam2 ada. Ahhahaha!!! Tapi sedap...Dia pergi tumbuk sesikat pisang tu. Makan nye sikit. Last2 aku la yang ditujah2 nye masuk dalam mulut kasi abeh sepanjang jal...

"Esok balik lepas main? Mandi kat sana eh? Nak naik dulu tak?" Cembam bertanya masa layan Astro yang dah naik harga 10 hengget lagi utk Sport subscription. Babi kau Astro..babi kau!!! Babi kau Astro!!!..Oh, kelaut sudah. Sori... Soalan Cembam tadi adalah satu petanda indah yang menunjukkan rumahtangga kami masih terbina dengan sifat mempercayai dan memahami kehendak dan hidup sesama kami. Ye, esok aku nak balik kampung. Mak mintak balik utk wat preparation skit2 apa yang patut utk raya. Mak aku jenis wat preparation yg lebih baik sebelum pose. Mak cakap kalau time pose masing2 tak larat plak. Tp Jumaat plak jadual men tenis. Dh la main 2 kali je seminggu. So memang aku taknak miss la kalau boleh. Nak posel lagi pulak kan. So selalunya kalau balik malam memang lepas main tenis la gerak. Dalam 10.30 bertolak, 1.30 pagi gak baru sampai. Ok gak sebenarnya, elak speed trap pn yea.. Jadi bila nak balik sok ni, dah bgtu Cembam plan aku, n aku senang hati dia agree. Aku suh dia ...

When I was still a kid and having to watch circus during Hari Raya was such a feast back then, I've already a small boy with an ambitious dream and angan-angan to be 'someone' in the future. I pictured myself being a pilot, an ultraman, a superhero with his winning posture after saving a girl that I have crushed on with a huge explosion behind me. But most of the time I pictured myself with a nicely ironed black suit, striped necktie and having discussion with foreigners, a tele-conference and etc. And looking at me now, I kinda achieved that minus the suit and the necktie part. I also imagined myself back then having a nice home, nice wives..yess...wives. I like few girls when I was a boy and I pictured them as my wives. Ahahahahaha!!!! --------Simpang malaikat 44. Amit amit jambang bayik------- Ok sambung... Now, talking about home. A house, a place where you live your life with your loved one, building your family, watching your kids growing up and hopefully the pl...

Berjalan dari tempat parking ke bangunan opis selalunya mengambil masa around 5 minit. Dengan selipar diadora, baju tak berkolar oren, suar jeans dan tak membawa apa2 aku berjalan pagi ni menuju opis. Then aku spot kertas-kertas kecil sepanjang jalan saiz seperti resit-resit beli belah Giant. Terimbau plak kenangan lama masa aku kecik. Zaman aku kecik, kalau ada bangsa cina yang meninggal dunia, mereka akan bawak keranda dalam van keranda mereka dan diiringi lori pancaragam mereka. Aku masih ingat lagi rentak gendang ritma yang menemani si mati ke kuburan cina batu 2 sepintas tu. Dari jauh akan mula bergema. Du Du Ceng..Du Du Du Du Ceng!!!!! Du Du Ceng..Du Du Du Du Ceng!!!!!  Sambil gerombolan kereta-kereta tu lalu, mereka akan tebarkan kertas upacara kematian mereka sepanjang jalan. Zaman aku kecik dulu mungkin undang-undang tak menganggap perilaku tu sebagai membuang sampah merata-rata. Jadi berterbangan lah kertas-kertas upacara tadi sepanjang jalan. Aku yang masih kecik mas...

Yeaa!!! Baru je tengok Transformers 3 - Dark of the Moon kat Mines tadi. Aku saje nk try TGV nye website, register2 then terasa nk book..bayar guna kedit kad. Settle. Maka aku pn dah ada tiket le nak nengok. Tak amek yg 3D. Maleh ah pakai cermin mata tu. Amek yang biasa je. So bangun2..sarapan apa sume, 12 lebey tu kami pn ke Mines le. Cembam mmg ajak jalang2..so alang2 ke Mines tgok Transformers la. Alamanda kecik ngat nak jalang dekpong~~~. Ate kalau kome tak tau lagi, heroin asal dia si Megan Fox tu dah takde utk Transformers 3 ni. Megan mintak bayaran mahal lagi Michael Bay tak layan. Jadi dia amek heroin baru ni haa.. Heroin baru dia Rosie Huntington. Haaa..Aku pestime pn haa dengar nama beliau ni. Tapi cam besa la..mesti la hot. Nama pn aktres hollywood. Dia punya bibir tu haa..macam anak Rohana Jalil si Kila Fairy tu haa.. Haa cuba tengok. Tp cam Kila Fairy menang lagi ah. Ekekeke. Jadi mungkin Transformers 4 leh amek Kila Fairy plak la jadi heroin. Ah sudah ke...

Damn...jam dah pukul 2.19 nih. Tadi kul 1.30 ingat nak tutup PC siap dah log off garena utk men game tu...sekali aku terbukak folder movie yang aku tak tengok lagi..then terdabel klik citer She's Out of My League ni haaa... Romantik komedi..lawak n sangat buat aku jeles!!! Pasal budak nerd kerja guard kat airport hook up dengan awek hot gile. Awek tu pn ntah pasal apa nk going out ngan mamat ni. Memang klaka la setup kuarga mamat tu plak cam harem prgai masing2. Ni tgh part ada pobem skit. Awek hot tu ringan2 ngn mamat ni, terklimaks plak mamat ni..dh suar ada stain kan..sekali time tu la mak bapak awek ni balik. Ate bapak awek hot ni hulur tangan nak salam..mmg idok le dia salam weh tangan ada 'oyster'..jadi biadab la plak. Dh marah awek hot ni. Ahahahahaha!!! Klakar. Korang tgok la sendiri citer ni ek..Memang best. Ahahahha!!!!  Dia baru lepas bgtu apasal jadi malam tu..awek tu gelak gile tp suke sebab honest. So skang ni dh ok balik dh..Tp ada 40 minit lagi ni. ...

  Today, most of my working hours are spent outside of the office. The Friday prayer and then waiting for my number to be flashed at those rectangular screen with a red colored LED and a woman voice reciting my number. It was my first time doing banker's cheque.  One thing about the banking system, well I mean specifically on how the numbering is done and the counter prioritization, I really hate it when you were the first to come but the next 20th person that come after you got to finish his banking business first!! I mean, where's justice? Ahahaha!! Ya I know the fast running numbers are usually the counters with easier transactions and the other type of service like banker's cheque would fall into the other type of service which usually allocated with just 1 counter for it. But why don't just use the first come first serve method man?? Even if my thing needs more time to finish but I've spent a fair share of waiting minutes right? Haishhh...can I have a protes...

Nak pose dah. Heee..tahun ni kira cam first time dapat pose ngn Cembam sama-sama. Tahun lepas ada gak pose sama2 bila aku gi visit time pose. Ingat lagi masak ketam tahun lepas. Tup2 dh pose balik. Umah lain, negeri lain. Cepat masa berlalu weh.. Objektif tahun ni nye pose, ada sekali berbukan ngn famili aku n sekali ngn family mertua. Tgok le camne nk di arrange nye. Tahun ni turn first raya kampung aku. Kak Wa pn balik dari Ausie. Ingat nak beli tema baju sama..bila lagi kan..Hmmm Kodek2 gambar nampak gambar ni..Aku uplod n letak sini la wat modal update blog Hari Jumaat ni. Eehehehe Gambar beberapa bulan yang lepas adik beradik in-law aku. Kami lepak kat Masjid Terapung siap semayang garib kat sana. Best gak hang out ramai2. Along le yang bawak Serena ayoh. Hehehehe Along baju merah duduk tu keje Penang. Tengah plan nak beli keta baru. Hehehehe. Ateh Kuning wat Peace tu plak lening dh makin kurus kata beliau pas wat yoga. Ekekekeke. Moga sukses le teh weh. Bhasya Fighting!! A...

This morning when I woke up and stared at the desk clock with this fuzzy waving sight which slowly become solid and clear, I spotted the date - 07.07. Hmm..I do think there's something about the date but my Mamai situation just made me reaching for my towel and trudged towards the bathroom. When I reached the office and checked my phone, there was one message from Cembam; Happy Couple Anniversary. Love U so much!! Oh..no wonder. This is the first time Cembam managed to remember the date better than me. Ekekeke. Hmm..when I looked back at my 4-year ago entry , I felt so many tings rushing inside of me with each one of the feeling was trying to gush in and wanted to be part of it. The BodyShop perfume that Cembam gave me that day is still nicely kept by me here at the office. Just a bit of the liquid remains and I tried to spray it on me yesterday, the smell is still nicely there. How fast the time went on. We are happily married now, waiting for our first little caliph and fi...

Huhu~~~ Puas gak main tennis hari ni. Walaupun hari Isnin aku bangun tido sengal tergeliat urat blkg ni smpi tahap aku nk tunduk pn payah, tapi lepas aku beli SalonPas tu..(koyok) 3 kali, setel. Takde la hilang..tp tinggal just sengal2 cmtu je kalau wat excessive movements. Huhu. So dapat la turun main hari ni. Balik plak ada ketupat sotong menunggu. Nyum2. Masa mula2 makan tu aku cam muak skit. Skang cm ok dh. Nak makan 3 ketul tu no pobem. So sambil layan muvi Time Traveler's Wife ni aku smbil minum kopi O, makan ketupat sotong dan blogging. Ekekekekee.  Oh, malam ni aku dapat first experience kena unfriend kat FB!!! Mwahahaahahaha!!! Kawan opis aku, yang aku kenal as colleague/officemate and not more than that sebab tak penah satu team or kuar makan or sebagainya. Rasanya dia add aku kat FB, besa la add mana2 opismate kan. Hari ni dia wat status " start small and it will get bigger. You just have to start ". Lebih kurang la. Aku yg memang korg tau je la camne komen ...

Aku dan Cembam, entah bagaimana ceritanya dan macam mana prosesnya..tau-tau kami tengah duduk atas kerusi masing-masing untuk menghadiri sessi pembelajaran kami. Ye, kami sambung belajar melalui sebuah tajaan kerajaan. Dan hari itu Datin Sri Rosmah datang menjenguk kelas kami. Sedang asyik dok kat kelas tu tau-tau Datin Sri Rosmah ada tepi aku dan menegur aku; "Tu gelang kaki tu apsal lelaki pn pakai? Gelang kaki sapa?" Aku tengok kaki kanan aku ada gelang kaki. Dem!!! Ni gelang kaki bini aku ni. Camne aku leh pakai plak. What the heck~~~ Aku jeling Cembam yang duduk tak jauh dari aku. "Errr...ni gelang kaki tipu je Datin Sri" Aku bagi alasan kerana aku takut nak bagitau gelang kaki tu bini aku punye. Takut aku dikira langgar kontrak sebab kelas tajaan tu hanya untuk orang yang tak berkahwin lagi. Maka tu je ayat terbaik aku nk bagi reason. " Ooo..jadi ni gelang palsu la ni ", Datin Sri memegang gelang kaki aku tetiba. " Saya putuskan je la...

Auch..Adeh deh...Belakang aku tergeliat le..aku nk toleh blkg pn dh macam robot buatan giatmara haa nak musing tu. Cam ada tersimpul mati je urat aku nih. So tadi lunch try carik penampal yg nak melegakan kesakitan le kononnya. Panadol Pedaflex ke jadah apa ntah le. Tp takde..yg ada SALONPAS - Koyo Pereda Nyeri kata nye. Ahaahaha. Mintak kawan tampalkan 3 kat blkg ni, duduk kusi urut skit...ok la skit..skit je. Tapi kalau aku nk pusing badan tu masih sakit..alaaa..nek men tenis esokkk!!! Ni gara-gara work out kat gym ari tu. Ada la rasa sengal skit. Besa la otot tu disuruh kerja buruh angkat berat skit. Tapi yg wat jadi cmni sebab tido umah adik aku kat S.Alam sabtu lepas. Kononnya nak spend masa adik beradik satu family ngn Abah yang datang dari Sabak ngan adik BONSU aku (sebab masing2 cikgu dan sabtu lepas ada larian 1Malaysia, tak dapek nak balik). Ni sebab abah nak gi umrah.  Sekali bila dh smpi S.Alam tu lepas basuh baju, jemur baju aku kat umah sebagai suri rumah utk membol...

Second seed Novak Djokovic has beaten top seed Rafael Nadal 6-4, 6-1, 1-6, 6-3 on Sunday to lift his first Wimbledon title and his third major championship trophy. And he's now the world's no.1 Men Tennis Player!!! Damn..this year, Nadal has been losing to Djoko for 5 times consecutively. If I'm not mistaken only this time in Wimbledon Nadal managed to win 1 set. Other than that were straight sets. Haishhh... I watched last night's game when Sharapova lost, now it's Nadal's turn. Huwaaaa..But I have guessed the lost of Nadal actually since yesterday.  Anyway...a very great tennis game!!!

Yosh!!! This year's Wimbledon Final for Men Single would be between Rafael Nadal and Novak Djokovic!!! Djoko defeated Jo Wilfred Tsonga last night and Nadal beat Andy Murray and I managed to watch both of the matches last night. Very tip top matches. Well, I'm really looking forward to watch this Wimbledon Final. This year, Nadal managed to compete against Djokovic 2 times in a final match and both have been won by Djoko. And the worst part is that Nadal never managed to win even a set from both of the matches. Arghh..it's gonna be a revenge match for Nadal I think and it's gonna be a bloody match!! Go Nadal!! Please win it for this time!!! I root for you!!! Tonight will be the Final match for Women single. It's a match between a slowly coming to the top - Maria Sharapova and her screaming signature every match =p and Petra Kvitova. I've been rooting for Sharapova since the beginning of this year's Wimbledon and glad she managed to get into the final....

Adehhh...pedih pedih weh nye pun adoiiiii~~~~~  Waiting for the news is already a huge trial and upon getting the news is a bigger challenge. Haish~~ But no matter how the news would turn out, I just being grateful and syukur to ease that disappointment. Hmmm..enough said =]. Last night cembam didn't feeling well. After maghrib, once she finished ironing her outfit, we went to our favourite clinic. The doctor checked her and asked some questions and prescribed the medicine. Before leaving the place, we went into the Hot Sport shop. It's like AL-Ikhsan shop la. I was attracted by the discounts posters. Belek-belek, compare the prices with Al-Ikhsan (to those that I remember) and checked the size. Shoes discount will usually favor the 8-10 size owners. Me, 7 is the typical malay guys size would always be disappointed.  Finally I bought a slippers, but a decent one which I could use more than just going to the shop. And then Cembam asked for a pair as well. Hmm..OK. Ameklah~...