TrudgeAlongMyNothingness

Huhu..macam tak percaya pun ye..anak yang aku cium2..peluk2..gomol2 sungguh2..yang ku timang2 ku lambung2..ku tuang air panas..opsss..besar dah ha...6 tahun dah. Alhamdulillah..6 tahun pun..skang ni aku masih sekali sekala out of blue akan mintak dia kiss aku "XIyad..sayang ayah" ANd he will still come to me and give me a kiss on both cheeks. Balik keje pun kalau dia tengah syok layan tv ke apa..aku cakap "Assalamualaikum...xiyad taknak sayang ayah..salam ayah keee" then he will come to hug and kiss me..salam apa smua..ni kalau dia tgh ralit. kalau dia takde watpe atau ada benda nk tunjuk..belum sempat mati enjin dh dengar dari dalam dok jerit "ayah" and bukak pintu tunjuk segala benda yang dia exsaited nak tunjuk..kadang tu nk tunjuk homework dia, berus gigi baru, ubat gigi, adiah ari jadi kawan dia..anything yg he thinks nak share ngn kita lah. Alhamdulillah..aku rasa disayangi anak lagi sampai skang..hehe MInggu cuti sekolah hari tu mi...

Hari ni  tertinggal henpon. Jadi masa2 yang dicurik sekejap2 tika waktu kerja untuk cek2 henpon terasa perlu diisi dengan sesuatu. Nah..blogging saja lah. Untuk hilangkan mengantuk pun nampaknya dengan cara menaip saja lah hari ini. Tiada apa yang terlalu menarik untuk diceritakan. Sedikit sebanyak FB sudah dikongsikan pelbagai ceritera harian ku. Jadi aku cuma mahu menukilkan sedikit tentang anak2 ku berdua it. Usia berlalu dan bertambah dengan cepat. Semakin hari kerisauan yang suatu masa nanti aku akan jadi orang asing bagi mereka itu semakin menebal. Walaupun masih jauh rasanya tahun2 yang memungkinkan perkara ini, tapi memang itu lah aku rasa. Xiyad sudah 6 tahun. Well, mengikut tahun. Usia sebenar baru 5 tahun lebih. Jadi tahun depan sudah perlu memulai sessi persekolahan darjah 1. Xiyad masih belum kenal huruf jawi sepenuhnya lagi. Tersangkut2 bila sudah sampai huruf Rho dan seterusnya. Bacaan rumi, Xiyad baru mulai mengenal perkataan yang ada 3 huruf. LAM, CAN, TIK. Tek...

Salaam everyone~~ Hey..its 2017. Like usual, almost everyone started to use it as a starting line to achieve and do something in their lives, strive for something better. Like a famous saying, "Resolution is not a goal..its the goal post..the goal remains the same, but the goal post keeps moving, usually getting further away". kah kah Im at Mazda Service Center, waiting for my car. This is the last service under warranty. Last free of charge service. After this, hmmm poket rabak. I've already snapped the cost for the rest of the mileage services. Alright..so new year will now start with Xuwayla Asfiya. Yep..It's already a year of fun time raising her. She doesn't really cause too much trouble during her growth except for occasional crying and shrieking every now and then without any reason. Other than that, Alhamdulillah..all went well and hoping for years of fun with her and Xiyad. InsyaAllah. Unfortunately, I am suffering skin eczema..which com...

Last Labor Day, my in-law family spent the holiday in Cameron Highland. My parents in-law, sisters in-law went there earlier than us. I already forgot why, but I think because I was still working and they have already took their leaves a day earlier. My parents and sister in-law went there from Terengganu and another sister in-law from Penang. We kicked off after my office day and it was our first time going up Cameron Highland at night!! We had our dinner at 1 restaurant situated just by the T-Junction out of the Taiping Toll. Then we headed there alone at first. No cars from front nor from behind. Spooky. I switched ON my car GPS so that I could get a clear view of the turns and corners because I cant really see one using my bare eyes in that darkness. And suddenly Xiyad was ranting his favourite lines.. " Ayah..apa tuu? "..HAHAHAHA damn!!! In that moment of darkness going up the hill, "apa tu" makes it more horror!!! Xiyad..xyah nak apa tu sangat la...

Memang lambat nak mampus...tapi takpelah..aku saja nak updet blog ni yang umpama journal aku sendiri. tapi tulah..sebab gambar2 ni aku upload dalam flickr. Bila aku dh takde, konon nak anak2 cucu aku baca segala sejarah hidup aku dalam ni...kot flickr tak renew license, tak kuar le gambonyeee. Oh and while Im writing this, I googled up about Google+ which now offers unlimited space for your photos and videos...nice!!! And my Note5 is currently syncing all the photos into it in real time. Well, in a way, Google owns all those pictures. Tapi takpelah..nothing that can be used against me pun. Im just a puny, tiny,  minute guy who is insignificant in life other than towards my families je pun. So aku takyah la guna "upload photo" function kat blogger ni dah...tinggal copy URL je la? woww..niceee Cumanya gambar2 yang kt flickr ni yang aku rasa best2 aku letak situ..yang biasa2 aku letak la kat google+ tu. Takpe lah..dunia je smua ni. So berbalik pada Aidilfitri 2016. Tahu...