TrudgeAlongMyNothingness

I withdrawn RM2K this morning, but nothing left even before 5 P.M. Hahaha~~~ Damn. We work so hard everyday to earn some money to be part of the community, living our life as a normal citizen yet that hard earned money would vanish without we even notice. Huuu~~~ Money would never enough huh?? I've already paid the boutique, my car, my credit card, my mom and the tents that would be used for my wedding ceremony. The only thing left is distributing the cards and the raw material needed for the guests' dishes. Ok, enough with my wedding update. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The whole family was watching the TV3 drama just now and how a village girl stood tall and persistently trying to get the justice after she was raped by the most influential person in her village. Her parents didn't believe her when she reported about the tragedy to her parents right after that. The villagers were against her. But she still stood on her feet and keep on getting to the d

My mom looks 10 years younger if you just look at her in a glance. She moves fast all the time when she's in the kitchen. She likes to do things impulsively and wants it to be done asap. Well, I have the "do it asap" thing in my gene thread for sure. For example, suddenly I have this feeling that I need a haircut. I can't contain myself to go to the barber the next day. I really want it to be done by that night eventhough the fact was that I decided to get a haircut at 12 midnight. The next day I woke up?? "Oh..I think my haircut still looks nice". Whenever we have a plan to travel be it going to my uncle's house, visiting my brother or having a picnic, Mom would start getting busy. Like " has the laundry done?!! ", " what are we gonna prepare for tomorrow?? Are we going to cook or what? ", " Fold all the clothes, what are you waiting for?!! ", " abang, let's go to the market to buy the instant ketupat and some ch

Sepasang suami isteri sedang bertekak, bertikam lidah dan berbalah. Anak2 kecil pasangan tersebut berpelukan sesama sendiri melihat adegan tersebut dengan hanya satu pemahaman dlm benak kudus mereka. Terpinga2 dan tidak faham kenapa dan mengapa situasi tersebut tercetus. Sedar2 ibu mereka ditampar oleh si ayah. PANGGG~~~ . Panas di pipi si ibu..namun tidak sepanas hatinya. Si ibu dituruti anak2 keluar dari rumah mereka utk ke rumah makcik mereka. Berjauhan agar situasi reda. Memberi ruang antara mereka. Si ayah begitu menyesal. Rumahnya kosong tanpa gelak tawa dan tangisan. Lalu diturut si isteri dr umah kakaknya. Memujuk dengan tangisan. Begitu pilu dan menyesal dengan perbuatannya. Si anak2 mula berasa simpati. Rasa benci pada si ayah kerana mengasari ibu mereka luntur begitu saja. Menangis2 mereka mendapati si ibu meminta agar dimaafkan si ayah atas perbuatannya. Pedih remuk hati si ibu diketepikan. Tidak sanggup melihat cucuran air mata anak2, wajah yg terpinga2. Diketepikan ras

Ujan kat luar...aku masih lepak2 kat umah. Plan asal mahu balik pagi esok saje. Tp tadi adik aku yg kehilangan beg dompet kat Puduraya telepon bertanya kot aku mai s.alam esok. Mmg aku mai. Tp mlm esok. Adik aku mintak bawakkan baju2 n uniform dia utk amek gambar pasport dan mengadapa pegawai pemerintah beliau utk buat balik IC askar dia yg ilang tu. Hmmm... Makanya aku bertolak balik la sat lagi...pas isyak ke..lalu hway paya jaras tu terus tembus s.alam..hmmm..OK la juge. Aku baca entri adik Jard tadi pasal true meaning of love yg dianjurkan oleh En Joe. Mcm mau tulis juga la. tp lebih kurang je genre ngan entri adik jard tu..tp takpe la ek..dh itu makna love bagi aku kan..aku nk pongeh camne plak kan... Tadi aku sempat gi kenduri umah kawan. Ingatkan kenduri kawin kawan aku..rupanya adik dia..Heee..Aku selaku org kmpung datang la utk gejubus/rewang. Hee..Aku dh plan balik esok pagi..so boleh la aku nk gejubus kan. Sll aku balik petang pas zuhur sabtu tu..penat le kan..lagipun sll

At my parents house lying on my chest like usual surfing the net. Gonna take my shower later. The wedding preparation seems to be on track. The goodies bags have all been prepared since last month. Fitting is done. The only things need to be tackled are the tents, the raw materials for the food and the invitation card. I really hope I could get the cards by next week. I'm in the middle of preparing a kind of a poster to be published in my entry to virtually invite my precious readers to come and make my big day even meaningful with you guys there sharing the moment with me. I'm gonna put the map here as well. To those who want me to send the invitation card by post, kindly send your address to my email address ; soulzeshifter@gmail.com yah. I will try my best to post them to you with the given time. It's just another 3 weeks before I end my single bachelor life. Nope, my hair is not tingling yet so far.  Ahhh~~~ Wanna have my bath..

  Selamat Pengantin Baru sy ucapkan pada my buddy, Ayman tak kisah yg baru sahaja menamatkan zaman bujang nye dengan kekasih chenta hati yg tertaut selama 7 tahun lamanye. Fuhh~~~~~ Aku sempat menghadirkan diri demi setiakawan dan kasih sayang..ekekeke. Pagi ahad tu tolak dari umah parents Cembam around 10 A.M. Sesat sana sini, masuk kuar simpang dan akhirnya sampai juga ke rumah mertua si Ayman ni. Simple je majlis yg diadakan. Aku smpi tu mmg Ayman pn dh usai dh makan beradab dia. Tengah menyambut tetamu2 yg datang. Segak sungguh cuma baju je aku rasa besar sangat..ekekekeke. Tp apa pun..tahniah man!!! ko dh ada bini. Mmg perit skit la duit tu kuar sbb ko kena sara famili man...jap lagi wa rasa apa lu rasa!!!!!~~~~

Baru lepas makan tghri mcm besa. Time ni urat saraf ketiduran akan mula terjentik dan menegang yg akan menghasilkan posyen ngantuk mahasleepy gayanye. Maka utk mengelak dr menguap dan mengular di dlm surau, aku mengambil lgkh prokonstruktif dengan menulis entri baru utk blog gue. Sebelum itu, terima kasih ditujukn pada kawan yg baru memfollow blog comel aku ini. Mekasih byk n sila la amek award yg cute sexy tu dan buatlah semahunya ye. Xie xie!! Owkh, aku terkenang zaman kecik dulu-dulu masa rambut sikat belah tepi, minyak rambut warna hijau yg mana botolnya ada gambar pompuan india pakai sari..itam berkilat aku tempek..aku sisir ke belakang...pastu tolak balik ngan tangan ke depan menghasilkan remos berbentuk ombak yg tampak kacak bangettt. Ye, zaman-zaman tu la. Aku sll gak ditinggalkn di umah atok dan nenek masa kecik dulu. Mula2 aku dan akak aku, pastu adik pompuan aku besar skit..dia pn kena tinggal. Kadang sbb mak ke umah sedara, kadang sbb mak ke hospital kat teluk intan nu.

I'm a self-claimed natural born athlete..hik hik!! I've played various kind of sports and games since I was a kid. Whether it's the traditional games, indoor sport or outdoor sports. They share the same thing, unity and friendship!! I earn a lot of friends by playing sports. The best sport for me is sepak takraw. The reasons??; 1) It's a game of pure unity and sportsmanship. Sepak takraw is a game of 3 in a team. 1 Person (tekong) would serve and try to gain points. But in order to get a great serve, another person (killer) needs to feed him a nice ball by throwing the ball towards the tekong nicely towards the spot the tekong wants so he could drive the ball as fast as he could to gain point. Bad feed from the killer, bad serve, no point!! Then the killer needs to spike the ball to ensure the opponent's serve would not give them a point. In order to do that, everyone needs to receive the opponent's serve as best as they could. The 3rd person (feeder) would

Sebelum aku bercerita lagi pasal cuti 4 hari yg aku habiskan di ganu..aku nk publish dulu gambar2 yg diambil sekitar outing family aku 7Feb lepas. Aku nk uplod and letak link2 satu2 kat sni pn satu hal. tu yg bila tgok ada blog letak gambar spnjg percutian berjela..mmg salut..kita best je tengok..nk letak link satu2 senak gak ujung jari woh. Okeh, entri lepas dh letak gambar kat depan laman sebelum bertolak..meh layan gambar2 time kat tempat kejadian. Mcm aku citer, tmpt tukar baju 100 langkah dr tempat berendam..kena byar 50seng lak tu. Plan asal nk ke kuala woh, tp ntah camne nmpk signboar lata kinjang 18km je lagi..so why not try tempat lain kan. Smpi2 je terus tebar tikar..mak tukang jaga sebab dia malas nk main air..terus keceburrrrr~~~~eh, aku tak kecebur..aku suh diorg pose dulu.. Tu dia adik bongsu aku dh mcm kamen rider aneroksia..ahahahaha!!!   Tengok abah aku tu..dh 2-3 gambar pose dok tuding jari..bajet kacaks la tu.   Yaaa..tengok..bila model sebenar turun..camni

Jumaat lepas, aku dh mintak permission awal-awal dari bos aku utk kerja half-day dengan tekaan yg org ramai akan berpusu-pusu menuju ka arah pantai timur utk cuti raya cina ni. Gi settle keje, balik smyg jumaat kat surau area umah aku yg mengadakan smbhyg jumaat pertama kali kat situ. Habis je smyg terus siap2 and bertolak. Dlam pukul 3 petang cmtu aku gunakn MEX, lalu depan istana negara dan terus ke jalan duta. Not bad..smooth juge la. Masuk Duke, terus tembus entrance nk msuk highway LPT. Sakit ati skit sebab time2 camni diorg nye touch n go sistem nk topup leh failed. What the hell betol. Last2 baru terpk nk topup guna maybank atm machine je..huhu.. Time belek2 pelamin pilihan. Si Ekal main kamera aku..dpt plak satu shot ni yg kira ok. edit skit cun le kan..hehe=] Ni haaa...si Ekal. Satu2nya adik laki kuarga tunang aku. Alhamdulillah..kamceng gak ngan aku..hehe Aku lepak umah tunang aku utk 3 malam la kiranya. Aku ke ganu nk gi kenduri member baik opis aku si Ayman tu yg

Esok amek half day..nak ke opis awal skit..ekekeke...lepas smyg jumaat je aku akan terus bertolak ke terengganu. Top up touch n go n I'm ready. Harapnya dapat la elak sket jem menghala ke LPT tu. Aku tak penah ke terengganu wktu puncak macam raya cina ni. Aku pn tak pasti akan jem camne punya teruk. Tp aku redah je la. Kali ni maybe tidur umah parents tunang aku..alaa..lagi sebulan je nk jadi family. aku tak segan sangat dah..eehehe. Kali ni leh kata sume adik beradik dia balik..d.e.m. Segan2..sume pompuan lak tu. sebaik ada sorang yg bongsu tu laki.  Sabtu nk ke butik utk fitting baju..amek gambar skit utk bunting kata Cembam. Ahadnya kenduri kawan opis aku kat Besut. Oit..penyu..mu nk jumpa aku tak??meh le jumpa..leh aku main ngan Qariena..ehehehe. Mu amek no tepong aku kat sidebar tu ah...Kita jupe le mana2..amacacm??? Sapa lagi yg rasanya ada kat ganu cuti weekend ni??ehehehe..kot nk gather blogger lak kat pantai timur..cara gak tu...nak berkemas..baru habes basuh baju

Dapat tau dari blog sorang ni tadi, 10hb smpi 11hb ni Wimax nak buat upgrade. Tadi lampu ijau je, la ni dh jadi oren dah. Mmg mcm celcom broadband dh koneksi dia kalau lampu tu oren. Kalau pink, purple putih silver tu haaa..lain plak kang jadinya. Ngantuk bhek!!! Aku baru usai menhapdet CV aku. Ingat nk try je redah sume yg ada. Kalau rezeki mana la tau kan. Tak cukup gaji skang ni ngan expense yg makin naik, rega barang makin naik. Cukup2 je. Tapi kalau takde saving bahaya..nak save lak, takde lebihan..hmmm~~~ Tgh layan citer pa kat TV3 ni. OneNation Mcee. Aku suke tgok awek ni nari. cantik gak gerakan dia. N makin slim lak..dok nari selalu la ni. Hehehehe...Aku minat menari, tp tak berapa minat lak zapin2 ni..minat yg moden2, yg hindustan moden sll wat tu. Tp nk kena join geng2 yg lepak kat uptown tiap malam kah? Lepak ngan geng suar ketat warna hijau terang terkinja2 kat koridor pasar raya?? Hmm..masalah. Menari tu cam sihat gak, tp sebab kita ni terlalu taksub, dari nari tu jadi g

30th Jan 2010 - It was a very early morning which I would usually still on my toto sleeping, I was on my journey towards Sungai Besi camp with my sister to attend the watikah ceremony of my brother who has just finished his 3-year of study. My family has already at the marching field at around 7.30 A.M. I reached there, parked my cars and the seats were all occupied. I just bersila with my camera looking for my brother. They marched and finished around 10A.M. The convocation was held in the hall where only my parents are allowed to get in. While waiting, we just hangout outside near the parking. I contacted my friend and she came with her husband. She even bought breakfast for us. Thank you kak tie...really appreciate it =]. After the convocation ended, we took some pictures while waiting for my brother to have his photosession with his whole batch. Then we visited Kak Tie's house and had a rest there. Thanks again Kak Tie for the nice and warm hospitality. She cooked for us and

Huh~~~~ Dapat gak berblogging. Byk tiket dari user hari ni. Dh la setiap satu tiket tu amek masa gak nak settlekan. Naik senak anak mata aku. Sebaik la kalih pandangan dari skrin laptop yg makin hari makin merabunkan aku dengan berjlan ke pantri utk mengambil secawan kopi. Ni ingat tadi nk meniarap atas toto dlm bilik smbil beratas-talian..tp supernatural cam best lak tv3 ni. So aku lepak dulu la kat sofa sambil menaip samibl menonton supernatural nih. Baru lepas main tenis tadi.Mlm semlam pukul 1 pagi baru smpi umah. Kawan aku ajak gi lepak2 smbil ajak kawan2 yg lain. Tmpt jumpa, Pak Li kopitiam Seksyen 8 Shah Alam. Tmpt blogger gathering pertama aku.  Ada la 4 org kawan yg datang. Yg sorang siap bawak wife n anak dia si Fahim, godson ku itu. Uhhh..mesra banget fahim ngan aku. Siap gelak mengekek aku agah dia..Si Fahim ni suka melompat2..pastu kalu biar lepas, abes sume yg ada depan mata dia sapu. Tp bila lama2 besa la budak tu ngantuk dh haaa...meragam la skit. So tu maknanya kena

Hi..Happy Monday everyone!! I bet the weekend has being given a nice impact on your performance today..=p. Me? I am working from home today. I've already informed my team leader last week that I would probably be working from home on Monday this week. I have the privilege, why not using it once in a while right?? My brother has started his 3-week leave before he is assigned to Tawau later. So, it's such a long time since the whole family being able to gather together. Hence, we decided to have an outing yesterday. The destination was supposed to be Kuala Woh waterfall. But due to some navigation reason, we ended up at Lata Kinjang. Pun boleh. Lata Kinjang review : what the fuck!!! The toilet is far away from the waterfall. I couldn't find the surau..Ok, maybe that was because we didn't plan to perform our prayer there. But if you compare with Kuala Woh. Kuala Woh is way better. The toilet is soooo convenient to be used. I didn't remember being charged for parking

"Ni kenapa pulak ni?" , tanya abah bila melihat wajah cuak aku dan mak sesampai kami di rumah "hilang beg isi borang pindah sekolah, IC sume" , aku dengan berhati2 mengeksplen pada abah dengan isyarat tangan sbgi sokongan. Abah punya pendengaran dari kecik tak berapa bagus..lagi tua lagi la kureng " HILANGGGG???!!! " PANGGGGGG!!!!! Tangan kasar abah yg besar tu menampar pipi aku..Ye, bukannya nak tenangkan aku. Aku lagi kena penampor ada..berpusing aku terus tersembam atas katil. Pergh...panasss je pipi aku. Abah dh mula membentak2 menjerit2 mamarahi..memarahi emak. Bebelannya panjang dan keras. Fuh..ini lah salah satu adegan aku kena sepak ngan abah aku. huhuhu~~~ Banyak lagi, kena terajang pn penah. Tp aku tak pernah ada sikit sekelumit pn dendam pada abah. Abah mmg nature nya begitu. Bila org tgh susah, mak kena ragut nangis2..dia bukan nak tenteram kan ke apa...kena tengking lagi ada lah. Entah la..sememangnya abah begitu. Kadang2 aku ada terpikir,

Dia seorang yg bajet comel...mana2 pergi, mmg ramai la yg akan melayan beliau. Dilayan bagai puteri..Tiap gelak tawanya disenangi dan orang bagai mahukan lagi dan lagi. Pergi ke mana ada sahaja yg mahu memimpin tangan beliau. Tapi kerap kali beliau tolak mentah-mentah. Ada yg menawarkan pemberian, hadiah tapi selalunya beliau tolak juga. Kadangkala sudah diambil, yg memberi diketepikan begitu sahaja. Disebabkan itu, ramai yg sakit hati, bengang dan sudah bercadang mahu mengenakan beliau. Hari itu bukan hari yg baik buat beliau. Sedang beliau leka, sekujur tubuh keras telah merapati beliau dan memeluk beliau dr blkg. Pipi beliau habis dicumbui, tubuh beliau dipeluk erat2. Berkali2 beliau dicium sana sini. Beliau digomol dengan rakus....Beliau hanya mampu menangis... Oh, kantoi plak sang penggomol. Lihatlah beliau menangis...ahahahaha!! Tu la, jual mahal lagi..padan muke..nyiahahahahaha~~~~

Watching "Wipeout", it's 12:41A.M and I still haven't take my bath after playing tennis just now. I thought it's a sport-less afternoon after the heavy downpour around 5 P.M. Didn't intend to feel the chilling breeze right after the rain, I decided to stay at the office till 7.30P.M. Stopped at Jusco to buy Express Post envelope and was in the line to pay for my briefs when I got a call from my friend. Oh Shoot!! I forgot that I've promised him for the evening tennis. I thought no one was gonna play after the rain, but my friend said, the court was not that wet. And he's already at the court. Arghh~~~ I was so feeling guilty!! I asked him to wait for 20 minutes. I rode Wardina as fast as I could towards home. Upon entering the house I asked my housemate to move his car because I parked my car inside. " Urgent..hurry!! ". Put down my bag, fetched my car keys and speeding towards MMU. Huhu~~ I texted my friend asking for an apology, " 7

It's 12:06 PM. Most of my colleagues have already out for lunch. Hmm..I'm still on my chair preparing this very entry when nothing specific in my head to be poured down to form a simple story to be shared. Hmm hmmm.. I've just finished calling some numbers just now. The printing guy to set an appointment this Saturday at Kuala Selangor for my wedding card. My friend to buy fully synthetic engine oil with half of the market price. Wimax call center to check the status of my report. Hmm, after that heavy rain with the loud bang of the thunder last week, the browsing seems to be a bit slow albeit of the consistence speedtest result. Based on my experience, they always refer to the speedtest result. Hmm..need to prepare my lines to tackle their questions once they contact me for any update. I'm gonna make sure they would be fully responsible to restore my smooth browsing as I'm so used to having. Previous entry seems to attract the women to share their opinions on how

Alhamdulillah~~ Curry squids and cucumber and kacang botol for today's lunch. Just waiting the after-effect of the consumption to attack the fragile nerves that will trigger the sleepy head. Hehehe~~ Update on my wedding plan. So far so smooth. The doorgift for the guests have already been prepared by mum while sitting and leaning towards the pillar watching the soap opera. Outstanding things are the wedding cards that would be tackled this weekend. The rest are just the pelamin, wedding attires, the tents, the cooking ingredients. Ok~~ Nothing to be panicked about. Another one and a half month before the day this very cute guy is going to be taken for the rest of his life. Ekekeke. Another one and a half month of enjoying my bachelor life and before I share the same situation like my fellow colleagues. Situations like; " Arghh..I can't join you guys tonight (tennis), need to tapau char kuew tiau la for my wife " " Argh...hilang focusss!! My son is waiting at

  Mak dan abah satu waktu dulu..berkompang di rumah client.. Kepala hutak rasa lega dan rasa best mahu buat my leisure activity sket instead of just 98% towards my client's album design. Ekekke..tak habis lg sbnrya..ada satu lagi..tp takde la rushing sgt yg last ni. Mlm tadi smbil layan raja lawak, smbil surf dan smbil ilangkan penat aku amek gambar ni yg aku scan balik kampung ari tu. This is the start of our family's living curve. Masa ni aku around 16-17 year-old. Kami ada geng kompang di kampung. Ada pompuan gak kumpulan kompang ni. Bertahun gak aktiviti kumpulan ni. Dr aku form 2 mcm tu jugak la. Aku yg mula nye hanya dengar je..pastu slow2 dok tepi mak amek kompang yg lebih..aku pukul2 ikut gaya yg aku rasa senang n boleh ikut. Lama2 aku pn cm minat gak. Sll gak mak bawak gi latihan tiap minggu. Cumanya aku malas nk nyanyi..segan beb..ekekeke. Aku ingat lagi hari pertama aku betul2 follow kumpulan ni kat satu kenduri ni. Kira first performance aku la kan. Kalau korg