TrudgeAlongMyNothingness

Assalamualaikum semuaa~~ Hope everyone is doing fine. With your own daily life running, living your life to the fullest. I came to the office early today and as I expected, my colleagues kept on saying "awal ko ari ni" when they walked into the office and spotted me at my place. Hehehe..I told ya, I choose to come late because I wanna spend my time with Xiyad in the morning before sending him to the nursery.  So today we gonna fly to Singapore!! I'm not that excited actually..yaa..singapore..ok. I know that's nothing much there (oppss dont get angry singaporean~~) hence our itinerary while spending our 3 days there would be going to their landmarks and the must go Universal Studio. This is the 2nd country for Xiyad!! Yeayy..Lucky him huh? Me? My first flight was when I was 24 year-old!! HAHAHAHA!! We departed at around 10:20P.M tonight and the only concern is the transportation to our hotel once we arrived there. I've checked the map, our hotel is ne

Tengah ada masa lengang cari idea berblog tiba2 kat twitter ada citer pasal apon goyang shae plak. HAAHAHAHAHAHA!! Pastu tetobe ada mental image created dalam pale otak aku ni..so aku doodle kan je lah..hahaha Shaeyang dengarlah permintaanku Jangan raaaagui cintakuuuu~~~ Phuiiii p/s : Aku tersalah lukis pouting tu then liquid..skali aku tersapu plak part tu..tu ada itam skit mulut tu..sowi.

Assalamualaikum semuaa~~ Harap semuanya sihat dan berkerja dengan tekun sambil bermulti tasking lah ye hendaknya. Hehehe. Aku nak share something comel pasal Xiyad in this entry. Lama nk share. Tapi nak doodle kan citer ni Nak lukis satu2 penat la plak. Tu yg tggu wacom dulu baru buat. Sebab leh copy paste je. HEHEHEHE.  Xiyad ni kan ada satu peel cute pergi ke ruang tamu baring atas toto tiap kali kami dendangkan lagu La'ila ha 'illAllah..Muhammadur Rasulullah . Ni lagu paling kerap aku, cembam and even nenek dia pakai untuk tidorkan dia dari kecik. Aku pun perasan peel comel dia ni start bulan lepas. Contoh kadang kami tengah makan2 malam. Dia plak tiba2 boring ngn mainan2 dia. Tengok tv pn boring..mula la dia datang kat meja makan tu. Bila suap taknak pulak. And sebab dia dah tinggi, dahi dia tu asek la berlaga ngn bucu meja kaca tu. Mujur bucu tu tak tajam..Hahaha. So kadang dia nangis2 gitu. Kalau nak susu, leh buatkan kejap. Tapi kadang tu baru je lepas

Salam jumaat semua. Ari ni nak citer pasal waktu kanak2 dulu. Dengan dibantu grafik tak berapa nak lawa hasil pertama wacom aku. KEKEKEKE. Colouring masih out..malas pun ye, nak siap cepat sebab nak main game pun ye. Haaa..So layan je la ek. Masa aku skolah rendah, antara benda paling best main ialah main sorok2. Yelah, kami takde IPAD, gameboy apakejadah sume tu. So selain baling selipar, layan main sorok2 lah. Selalu kira dalam 40 and ada lingkungan kawasan yang dah ditetapkan. Contohnya tempat biasa kami, dalam kawasan pagar balai raya.So pandai2 la nak sorok bawah kolong balai raya tu, atas pokok jambu, belakang jamban..asalkan dalam balai raya. Tapi main sorok2 versi aku ni mencabar sikit. Bukan setakat boleh sorok je dan mengharap tak detemui. Tapi yang menyorok pun boleh bertindak aktif. Rule sorok2 aku dulu, boleh SEEEPPP!!! Maksudnya sebelum si tukang cari yang terjumpa ko sempat sebut nama ko, ko touch dia dulu sambil jerit SEEEPPPP!!! HAAAHAHAHA Tapi ada lagi

Salaam semua~~ *Pasang lagu Salaam by Sami Yusuf in my Iphone, sumbat telinga and ear set* Hari ni nak citer detail la pengalaman di ligan polis ari tu yang aku share kat FB. Huhuhu. Ok kita mulakan dengan memperkenalkan jalan yang aku selalu lalu kalau nak kuar dari tempat aku yang ceruk siap kerbau berkeliaran bagai tu haaa.. Jalan ni jalan lama yang stretch dia dari Pusat Nuklear Bangi tu, sampai keluar simpang empat jalan nak ke LCCT lalu Pekan Dengkil. Haa..Jalan lama ni akan lalu Jenderam Hilir bagai. Kiri kanan dia memang sawit2 juga la diselang seli kan penempatan gitu. Jadi memang ada masa banyak keta, tapi selalunya takde keta sangat. Ada 4 lampu isyarat aku nak kena tempuh sepanjang jalan lama ni. 2 tu kat tengah2 perjalanan and lagi dua kat hujung2 dah nak kuar jalan besar. Korang paham je la kan...lampu trafik bukan jenis guna censor..jadi kadang side takde keta pun hijau gak. Aku ni kalau dah nak gi main, hati dah berkobar2 memang la nak cepat sampai. Jalan t

Morning all!!! Today is March 18th!! Yeaaa!!! 30 years ago at 12:01 A.M, I was born into this world with tears and hope. I was the first child of mom.  It was like a dream. 13 years ago, I was preparing for SPM, and once in a while I would imagine myself in a complete suite, stripe necktie, inside my own room, having teleconference with foreigners from all over the world. And I've already did that!!!! Except for my own room part. HEHEHE. Well who knows, one day I would have my own room!! Thanks for all the wishes!!! From the FB was overwhelmed. Numbers of wishes from all of my friends and I really appreciate it so much!! I purposely put it a day earlier in FB for my own certain reasons =]. Ini budak asik naaaaangis je kejenya skang. Aku dah start strict marah2 ngan dia. Huhu.. I've achieved quite handful of things throughout my 20's. I've gone through things that made me crumbled for a while, made me smile, made me proud, made me ashamed and lots

  It has been 3 years since the day I made that vow while shaking the Imam's hand. We lived through joy and laughter. Full of love which sometimes only we could understand it.  We lived separately before, moved to our own house, and blessed with a gorgeous little son who is currently being loved unconditionally for every second passed.  Happy 3rd Anniversary Cembam..May Allah blessed our marriage and let us be happy and loving each others till the last breath. I love you..MmmuuahhhXX

Semalam sampai2 je kat opis, aku nampak mak missed call dlm iphone tu. Tapi aku tak sempat nak telefon balik sebab cari data yang consultant sistem kampeni aku beli. Lepas zuhur aku try call, tapi coverage tak berapa nak elok. So still tak dapat. Masuk balik opis dari surau tu aku call balik baru la dapat. Di hujung talian bunyi desir angin. Aku punya tekaan yang mak dalam keta memang betul. Rupanya mak call aku pagi semalam sebab nak mintak aku amek mak kat kampung. Adik pompuan aku yang mengandung anak kedua tu dah dimasukkan ke wad bersalin, menunggu masa sebab dah bukaan 3cm. So sebab tak dapat nak kontek aku, adik pompuan aku yang baru kawin ari tu la pergi amek mak kat kampung. Mak cakap mungkin tengahari atau petang lah adik aku ni akan deliver. So semalam baru je sampai kat umah dalam 2-3 minit, mak mesej kata adik aku dh selamat bersalin dalam pukul 6 petang gitu. Aku call mak tanya apa patut and end the conversation. So yeah!!! Tahniah Nurul, Fikri a

Happy Monday everyone!! How's ur weekend? Hmm..surely some have had plenty things done, some just laid back at home doing nothing and some just spent their time with their families and their loved ones. Just treat any of those activities as escapade from your normal weekdays and it will definitely labelled as an ESCAPADE no matter how sucks you think you have spend those 2 precious days. =] For me, it was just a normal weekend. Xiyad was having a fever that Friday night. So far as I've observed, whenever Xiyad had to stay till late evening at the nursery, he would come home unhealthy. This one time when he had just cured from his flu but back with runny nose after spending a whole day at the nursery. This time he came home having fever and so cranky during the night. Hmmm~~ His upper body was hot but his lower body was normal. Usually this means ada urat terseliuh. Hmm..I texted the nursery if Xiyad fell or hit his head on the floor. I'm not trying to put a blame

Lama dah tinggal challenge doodle ni. Ari2 doodle. Tapi random things. Tak ada tajuk. Hahahaha. So hari ni sambung lah. Ini kali kena lukis Zombie la plak. Haa tu lah zombie versi aku. Dah macam lukisan kartunis bawang punya style. Yang page selangkah ke alam apa ntah tu kan. Hahahaha. Aku nak pau drawing tablet ni dari Cembam untuk birthday pressie aku. Tapi tengah survey2 gak kegunaan dia. Yelah..kang beli2 tak melukis plak kan. Bazir je. Tapi rasanya akan digunakan sepenuhnya. Cuma aku baca survey orang2 lain ni dia kata susah nak lukis guna tablet tu. And ada gak yg kata memang susah tapi bila dh biasa jadi senang. Yang best colouring jadi mudah guna tablet tu. Tu aku berharap dengan adanya tablet tu lebih meriah la blog aku ngn digital doodle kan. Ha...

Salaaammm.. Okeh aku cerita betei2 kisah mimpi aku masa tido kat surau time lunch. Masa tu aku tak berapa sihat. Rasa demam. So aku telan parasitomol sebijik and gi tido kat dalam surau lah. Surau gelap je..aku tak bukak lampu pun. Aku baring kat satu sudut, berbantalkan sejadah..and tido la aku dengan harapan bangun tu sihat sikit. Tapi ntah camne aku bermimpi plak dalam surau tu. Mimpi tu sangat jelas. Sebab bila aku bangun tu aku blur apsal aku gelap2 ni, mana plak diorang bertiga..haa gitu. Aku mimpi ada 2 mamat ni masuk gak surau. Siap tegur aku, "eh abang tido sori ek. Kami pun nak rehat2 dalam ni". Yang sorang ni je tegur aku. Lagi sorang terus amek port bersandar depan aku. Aku senyum je lah. Pakaian diorg just jeans, t-shirt je. So memang aku bajet alam betul la. Kalau pakai jubah putih bagai..memang gua rasa bangun2 ada kat puncak KLCC ke apa la kot kena alih. HUU..tu dh kes horror dah tu. Tapi yang ni macam orang2 biasa je. Cumanya dia macam bukak satu ting

Ofis aku ni punya cerita supernatural la sikit-sikit. Ada yang kata pagi2 datang kerusi semua berpusing or paling pada satu arah yang sama lah. And yang first aku dengar masa aku join was one of my colleague ni tak pergi teambuilding company kami kat Bukit Tinggi. Dia datang opis masa orang lain sume gi teambuilding. Sekali masa lalu nak ke meja dia, dia nampak sorang lagi colleague kami kat bilik printer. Dia tak tegur terus sebab tengah rush uruskan something. Bila dia dh smpi kat meja dia, dia pun mesej kawan yang nampak kat bilik printer tadi. "Man, ko tak gi teambuilding ke?" Tak lama lepas tu mamat ni dapat reply; "Aku tengah kat teambuilding la ni" Apalagi beb..berciciran la tinggalkan opis time tu gak. Mujur on the way kuar si 'Man' ni takde plak tunggu kat depan or kat meja Man tu kan..Kalau tidokkkkk...mau pingsan kat situ. Lepas dengar citer tu aku saja bajet Man saja nak kenakan. Padahal memang dia tak pi. Sekali selang seminggu, geng H

Dah lebih 6 orang rakyat kita terbunuh. Doa kami untuk anda semua agar dapat mengusir anasir jahanam dari Lahad Datu tanpa terkorban. Semoga Allah melindungi anda semua .

Just got out from a meeting for an hour. Well, like usual, I would bring my 'doodling' book - a 2010 Shell's planner that I got during my previous project attachment 2 years ago. And these are some doodles that I managed to draw during the meeting. Kikiki.. Almost a month after Xiyad's first walking attempt and now he's starting to kick the ball instead of slapping it with his hands. The crawling has becoming less and less. At first, he just walks towards the ball and eventually the ball would be hit by his legs. But a few days after that when I put the ball in front of him and asked him to kick it, he showed the kicking motion with his left leg. Yeaa!!! He knows how to kick now!! So far, we don't really being so 'busy' looking after him with his walking. He's a behaved boy for now. Even if he went to the kitchen by his own, he will come back to the living room after not more than 5 minutes. He would only climb the stairs if he knows one o