TrudgeAlongMyNothingness

**This's my mom's bike...She rides it so fast..!!** Hmm...I'm going home (kampung) tomorrow. I thought i might kick-off home after work..but, i think tomorrow morning is better. Anything happens..workshops still open! I wish to swap back to my own bike after this coz it has been a month i use mom's. I miss my own bike...so, i think i'm going back to KL with her (my bike) this saturday. I miss one of my auntie. the one secluding herself from us after her heart broken when she knew that my uncle, her husband intended to marry another one. She was divorced twice b4 she married with my uncle which younger than her..her previous Ex-husbands..one of them abused her n it's really horrible life for her untill she finally met my uncle. They have 2 girls..n they are so close with my my family. For me, aunt is still pretty even after 3 times married..her body still maintained..but yet my uncle married another one. But my auntie did a huge mistake..borrowed money from Alon...

Me..with my own space near the pantry..glancing people passing by to refill their flusks..mugs..n counting how many times i make myself a milo..=]. Seems i'm gonna get stronger every cup i had..hehehe.. During my childhood..i faced various kinds of difficulties with my life. challenges..the trudge along the blizzard of life which when i remember it back..sometimes i cried and sometimes i smiled..The sorrowness..the Sadness when ur mom left home and stay with ur auntie for a while to clear things out between she and Dad.. The moments when dad going berserked..when i mistakenly taped the wires together which dad asked the other way..the fear when he pulled my leg and slammed my head against the cupboard..the moment he kicked my leg so i could fall on my knee when he found my slipper on the cement which he washed it yesterday and the spinning moment when he slapped with all his force after i lost my bag which contains my IC and all the form to swap school. But the best thing..i never ...

1st Feb is Federal day..eventhough KL is not entitled for Thaipusam leave..but still we have federal Day..ehehe..my AL for 2nd Feb has been approved..kicked off to kampung then..heee..which means, i only work for 3 days this week..hmm..nice..kikiki.. Last weekend was quite fun. Nothing much on saturday..woke up at 3p.m..wat a looongg sleep bought my regular french fries..fried and enjoyed. On SUnday..due to my gf hesitation to ask me out (ahaha..ok..i'm difrnt ait..y only guy need to ask gal out..u r a couple..give n take..when u ask him out, it means u really miss him..a metaphore..ahaha..=]), I decided to enjoy my time at home b4 my friend asked me out to play bowl. SO, Bangi..warta Bangi..we had 3 games...i lose..arrr..since we played..i think..this is the 3rd time i lost..yaa..that means..i always win!!ahahaha!! After that i asked him to play snooker with me. my friend has play snooker for a long time..plus the fact that i just started to play this sport months ago..i dont thi...

Yeaa..Friday!! For an employee like me who hasn't being assigned to any project here in the office, i get my usual weekend off..unlike the rest who involved with any projects, they need to work based on the requirements and tasks..some of my friends worked for 2 consecutive weekend..pity..hee..but they will get their replacement leave..no problem!! Not really sure wat i'm gonna do this weekend but for sure..i'm gonna buy a kg of french fries..fried it myself and enjoy them!!There's no need to pay for Rm3.70 for large frenc fries from mcDonald coz with the same amount of money..i can buy a kg of it..hehehe!!It's more worthy aint it? I've really looking forward to buy a medium siza table, a tier..to store all the onions, potatoes, chillies..all the cooking ingredient so the kitchen would look more decent and well-managed..not like now..u know..bachelors..we use anything to store anywhere..so..a bit messy i guess. It's far worth of money if at night u cook ur o...

After a very routine of mine in the office, at 12 noon..my friend and I went to our regular nasi kukus stall to have our lunch..err..his lunch actually coz i've had my breakfast, Nasi lemak (rarely..very rarely i would have my breakfast)..ended up still full..and just had a glass of teh o ais limau... along the way, we realized something that we never saw beore..n here it is before us..an armory shop!! I dunno..but me?I never see an armory shop here in Malaysia except in the movies..US country n sort of..Kinda cool..coz if u can see from the picture above..just look how many numbers the phone number for the shop are..ahaha!!six numbers!!damn long time it never been updated ain't it?hehehe!! Well, maybe most of the customers are the rangers, or some people with license who always involve with the "shooting crows" project..some farmers who buy some bullets..spread bullets to shoot monkeys and boars..heee..but it really is the first ever armory shop i see...=p

"Practice makes perfect" "Nobody is perfect" **So y we need to practice..wahahahaha** Haaa..I got those quotes yesterday in my mail box..kinda funny aint it? just link it like that brings some new meaning of the quotes. I've just done my bloghopping today..not really take me hours coz as u can see my favourite blog link list just has few links in it..some of them have a very nice stories..nagging to be shared..and some..i adore the way they write, the words they use, the sentences they arrange..adorable..I learn how to write better from their posts..=] i'm sitting at the pantry, still nothing to be proud of..no assignment assigned..just a brief chat with my project leader reminding me to familiarise the malaysian payroll thingy, this employee..with this salary..deducted how much..how many percent..bla bla bla..stuff like that. I'm working on it..a bit..aaa..too little bit..ahaha!! I've just applied my first AL for 2nd February so i could enjoy 4 days...

Dua tiga menjak ni aku dok terkenang kisah2 lampau laa..sampai kan selalu mimpi kawan2 time kecik, kawan2 kolej dan juga yg skang...malam tadi aku termimpi pulak rumah lama aku yg kini tinggal tapak n tangga batu merah yg menjadi tempat terkuburnya memori2 zaman kecik dengan segala pahit maung..suka duka dan misteri mistik yg mencorakkan idup zaman kecik aku smpi umur 15 tahun. Kat rumah tu juga la anda boleh dengar ayat-ayat ; "Mak..mak..adik jatuh mak!!!" "Haaaa...camana adik boleh jatuh?!!!!" "Adik tembus dindingggg...!!!" "opocot...makkkkk..sapa yg garu bontot kita" "sapanya pulak..takkan la kucing" "mak...nape bau kemenyan...??" "sshhh..jgn tegur...diam je" "Ko jgn balik selagi tak jumpa penutup bekas air ni!!!" "mana kita tau mak..td kat umah ustaz bajuri ada lagi...huuu.." "Sudah...mak nak korang cari jugak!!!skarang..pang!!(pelempang)" "abang..halau ayam tu..dia tenggek atas...