TrudgeAlongMyNothingness

Let's start the day with a flowery feelings in spite of what u are facing now or just now..traffic jam? workloads? sign-off due date? defects? or..nothing to do? Don't give a damn on it!! Just flourish ur inside everyday for a better view of life. That's the least thing u could do rather than screwing ur face, making a weird dont-disturb-me-moron!! face..=]. That will just makes u tensed a whole lot easier. Our team are currently focus on re-testing again and again all the changes made, consulting the development team for any issues and try to make sure we could deliver things required for the sign-off today. But apparently, things become stucked when issues arose and the one who knows how to deal with it is working aboard in a different time zone. Brilliant!! Another 2 weeks before Hari Raya. I was dealing with the insurance and road tax thingy and just happened to get a lower fee which is RM200 less than the previous one discussed with the CIMB KL agent yesterday. I don&#

The 'dendang perantau' ringtone beseechingly asked me to wake up from my deep sleep for sahur. Cembam whom obediently and never fails to ring me up for sahur can be heard on the other end of the line. If it's just my own effort, for sure the intention of having a 'sahur' would be thwarted by all those dreams. I bought a sandwich bread last nite for my night snack and sahur. I made myself a tea, not really a tea. Habbatus Sauda'. Ever heard of that. Most of u have huh? I just got smacked on my face by a new, how can i call it,emmm..financial situation. My sis rang me to inform that the car insurance (the one i continue to pay as my own after her new vios. remember?) will be expired this coming october. 6th if I'm not mistaken. This is the first time I need to think about car insurance which i'm not so swizz about it. The reduction of the insurance fee of the car after years paying it (what they call it?) has been transfered to my sis' new vios to get

My mind seems to be taken by the holy reminiscence of my past since last night. When I tried to look back in my archive, there's already a post bout some of it..Therefore, I just copy paste it back here for today's entry...aci yeeee=] ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Dua tiga menjak ni aku dok terkenang kisah2 lampau laa..sampai kan selalu mimpi kawan2 time kecik, kawan2 kolej dan juga yg skang...malam tadi aku termimpi pulak rumah lama aku yg kini tinggal tapak n tangga batu merah yg menjadi tempat terkuburnya memori2 zaman kecik dengan segala pahit maung..suka duka dan misteri mistik yg mencorakkan idup zaman kecik aku smpi umur 15 tahun. Kat rumah tu juga la anda boleh dengar ayat-ayat ; "Mak..mak..adik jatuh mak!!!" "Haaaa...camana adik boleh jatuh?!!!!" "Adik tembus dindingggg...!!!" (punya la uzur dinding umah lama ku) "opocot...makkkkk..sapa yg garu bontot kita" "

I've posted a very simple yet efficient workout for your belly to whom it may concerns.However, this simple exercise hardly done by you isn't it? Some of you especially the guys seems to underestimate how it can affect ur tummy to a shape u desire. Ok then, we aren't gonna be human if we are satisfied so easily are we? Alright then. To those who owns a dumbell at your home. Or your own personal mini-gym, I can share another workout which u can utilise ur dumbell for your ab-work and tummy shaping. See those pictures below? All u need to do is to install all the weights u have so that ur dumbell is as heavy as it could be. The heavier ur dumbell, the greater the result would be. 1. How u hold your dumbell from a front-look 2. How u hold ur dumbell from ur side-look 3. Sway it slowly with ur straight hand as high as u could and back to the 1st position 4. Lift it up as high as u could and back to ur first position Just hold end to end of ur dumbell on your back. Just straight

Huwaaa!! Hi e.one!! How's ur weekend? Sleep like a rock for the whole day and woke up just to realize it's only 15 minutes to go for your fast-break? Wow..that really is some achievement. Getting back to work in Monday surely overwhelmed with laziness, sleepiness and god!-who-knows-else feelings. Again, I came late... I managed to meet my sister which is studying in UPM. I had not give her the souvenir I bought for her back then, so meeting her on Saturday and pau her to treat me for fast-break would be considered give n take I suppose. I brought Najwa along coz she mentioned nak ikut. Luckily both Cembam and my sis have no problem spending time together..definitely fine with me. Well, they get along pretty nice. They can chat like friends..that's nice. And now my sis knows that I would never treat differently between my gf and my siblings. U know that now don't U sis?? Hehe..We just had our fast-break at the Mines after a depressing window shopping at South City Plaza.

Ini bukan taipan untuk mengkecurkan perut2 kamu yg sdg kosong dan bukan juga utk mengurangkan pahala puasa. Takkan la tgok gamba makanan ilang pahala pose kan..Ini merupakan laporan sessi makan2 mahal free di shangrila semalam..yaaa..amat hebat dan mahal...Saya jumpa Umie Aida..mmg cantik..mungkin setelah makeovernya yg skali pndg seperti nisdawati..owkh..brckp pasal umie aida mungkin kurg pahala..maka hentikan..ahahaha!!! Ini bukan makanan smlm. Ini Fish n chip aku mkan di Perth sblum ni. Mmg beza ngan sini skit..sgt mengenyankan dan fresh. Saja letak gamba kat sini..wahaha!! Ini juga gamba di Perth sblum ni. Lupa letak sini. Coklat for taste yg aku amik n refill setiap kali abih..nk beli mahal melampau..ahahaha!! Baiklah..skrg berbalik pada makanan di Lemon Garden Shagrila. Mmg ramai makan sana..kaya2 rupanya org malaysia ni. Mana taknya..satu kepala RM98++ wooo..Mmg bila kamu2 pusing tgok makanan..tak tau nk makan apa. Aku last2 tak makan nasi..makan benda2 yg aku tak penah makan. Y

Sitting at my desk looking at the screen before me which so far causing my eyes damage which sometimes makes me reckon myself that I 'm gonna be a far-sighted person in no time. When the air-cond tortures u with it's chilling n freezing breeze ur hands might get numb till u put them under your lap for the whole day - anyone cares to lend me your gloves? It's the 7th day of fasting yes? It's not that challenging for me to begin with..I mean, not eating for the whole day..nahhh..not a whole day, just around 13 hours right? That's why Ramadhan is not just about not eating anything for around 13 hours. Coz that would be extremely easy..(I wonder why so many people don't fast and proudly eating in front of people). Maybe a lightning struck while eating or, swallowed half body by the earth or get burnt on their stomach with a black burnt-like scar on it would be appropriate kind of punishment for them. But again..Allah is merciful. I'm gonna have my fast-break lat

Aku dlm mood mogok ari ni..muahahaha!! Takde mood wat keje..tp still gak test portal yg baru up ni. Sudah la begitu sejuk tangan ni kena air cond..sweater cover badan je..mn cover tangan. Aircond sini mmg tak berperikeaircondnan woo..tak hengat nye bagi sejuk kat kitorg. Owkh...ini pisang goreng yg lebey sedap dr kentang grg McD..serius shit!! Gamba ujan yg di blkg umah..aku amik gamba ni lama dh tau..tp tak tau nk letak entri mana..aku kodek folder gamba baru ingat..aku letak je la sni..muahahaha!! Lagi gamba ujan membasahi pokok ciku itu Sebenarnya byk keja gak..cuba tgok ayman kat bawah tu...gila busy..kertas bersepah2..kasut bertebaran di atas jln raya mcm darah...Tp sebab aku tgh mogok..maka aku baca komik Bleach smpi abih..tp aku wat keja gak sbnrya la..test portal. Ada problem..trus consult Hans sang portal developer... Ayman pura2 busy Ini pula meter motor yg aku smpt amik gmbr stlh terperasan keunikannya..ehehe..sapa mau nombor ekor 6 angka..mari2 Baiklah itu saja edisi mog

Yeaa..jumpa family dapat lawat embah lanang n mbah wedhok!! Maka cilake lah trapik jem di Lebuhraya persekutuan..Huuu..punya smgt kuar opis kul 4, tp kn amik adik kt S.alam..dh la pusing2 sbb tak familiar..jem lagi. Adik bawak jln lalu kapar yg takbest dan sempit berbatu2...Huwaa..2 jam kapar pn tak smpi lagi..Andai aku balik shj dr opis lalu sg. Buloh, pasti aku dh smpi k.slgor plg cikai pn. Tp dek krn darah caring aku ni..gi la amik adik aku..balik sama2..huwa huwa!! Aku ngan adik. Baju t-shirt tu baju form 4 aku beli tau..cantik lg kan..Org tua kata aku ni disayangi barang2 aku..hehe Best..dpt buka best2 la mak msk uu..mmuaaahhh!! Tp sbb gue mcm dh nk demam smpi umah dek kesejukan air cond opis yg tak berperi-keaircondnan..aku tak gi terawih(ruginya)..nk wat sdri malas la plak..binasa betul ini umat tuhan. pokok Rozel mak. Best air dia? Mau? order saja dr saya..jem pn ada..hehehe Ari sabtu gi balik umah nenek. Nenek yg dilaporkan mungkin diguna2 oleh pakcik yg duduk dirumah nenek it

Hari kedua Pose - Ari ni bawak keta gi opis..hehe!! Maka dalam sejarah mari-ke-opis, aku telah mencipta rekod paling awal bertolak dari umah hari ini iaitu pukul 7. Time sekolah rendah dulu je penah wat gila gi sekolah kul 7 tau. Ni gara2 nak balik kampung pas keja ni. Tu yg bawak keta. Teringat plak pesan mak.."nk balik biar ajak adik2 sekali". Huhu..padahal plan asal nk tolak dr tmpt keja kat damansara ni..dh tentu dekat je dah ngan tol dmansara nk ke sg. buloh. Tp kena la plak amik adik kat Shah Alam..huwaaa...korban seorg abg yg kacak comel la kira ni. Owkh..tetiba malas nk tulis plak..k la..smpi sini saja...trime la pantun dr hamba; Ba alif ba ya kena tembak, Kena tembak perutnya rabak, Ari ni aku nk balik sabak, jom balik sabakkkkkkk

Malam itu..suasananya berbeza skali. Cerah lampu dari surau kecil yg asalnya rumah lot tepi itu kelihatan lebih terang dari biasa. Jemaahnya juga luar biasa ramai. Dari semua sudut...keluar penduduk2 taman menuju ke surau tersebut. Anak2 kecil girang berlari2 ke situ, menunggu giliran untuk berwudhu'. Wajah2 yg sebelum ni tidak pernah dilihat oleh pengunjung tetap di situ muncul entah dari mana (termasuklah wajah ini). Terdengar dari satu sudut, "mana pegi selama ni..tak penah nmpk. ramadhan baru nmpk". Aucchhh..pedihnya kalu aku yg ditanya di kala itu. Malam itu sgt girang suasananya. Masing2 cuba mendapatkan rahmat terawih malam pertama. Bila saja aku berdiri atas tikar smbhyg..hati aku mula terusik. Aduhh..mengapa hanya waktu begini saja aku ke sini..?? Saat menunngu sang muazin melaungkan iqamah..fikiran aku mula menerawang jauh ke zaman2 kanak di kampung. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ di satu kampung tahun2 yg lalu... " Mak

Tiba lagi Ramadhan tahun ini. Aku masih lg diberi nafas utk cuba m'hayatinya seperti saban tahun ia menyinggah. Tiap kali ia menyinggah di ruang idup hamba allah yg punya banyak dosa ini..aku cuba menyajikan layanan istimewa padanya. Aku cuba beramah mesra dengannya...aku cuba merapatkan diri dengannya semampu aku. Mampukah aku memuaskan hatinya? Mampukah aku merapatkan diri padanya? Mampukah aku memberi layanan istimewa padanya? ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ 9/11 dan ancaman bom? Semalam kami dikejutkan dengan ancaman bom dari pihak yg agak benak dan bebal. Tidak tahu bgaimna lagi mahu menyeronokkan diri tanpa menyusahkan org lan. Entah apa yg si bebal ni dapat daripada tindakannya membuat panggilan sebegini rupa. Sedang asyik kami-kami melayan internet, berborak maya dan sbgnya..masing2 berdiri smbil bertanya2 sesama sendiri..termasuklah kami2 sekumpulan ni. Apa ke jadah? apa ke hei nya? Kami pn ikut saja la gerak

Sunday~~~ A planned vacation mentioned in the previous entry could be defined as a total failure..=[. After a week of SMSing my friends and gave them rang, most of them didn't make it due to their own reasons. It was planned on Sunday. At the end of the plan, just Cembam and I, with Fariz and Hawa..dah jadi jaln2 kapel plak. Nora - given an emergency case to examine the spoiled milk occured in some schools Iza - ran her car errands Ajak - his job. Getting informations and articles for TV9 Anip - His wife was working that day Irmantaha - Treasure Hunt at Kelantan ke Ganu Omar - balik kampung Liz - joined us till she decided to backed off when there's only us. "taknak kacau korg kapel2..nk gi karaoke" Intan Azmira -jauh sangat. sapa nk jaga baby and baba..=p So..it's just us. Sungai Congkak. If I were to compare Sg. Congkak and Gabai. I'll definitely recommend u Gabai. It's worth clambering all ur way up when it's deep enough for u to dip ur body a

Yoshh~~~~ Back from hell'a weekend everyone?! Ohaiooooo!!! I came so late today. Woke up at 9.40 a.m (dude, I start at 9 a.m ok) !! Arrived at the office later at 10.20a.m..Wa rempit tak hengat. Then 'messenger'ing my TL asking for an apology for my lateness coz seriously I didn't mean to (eventhough I do come late always..but not this late). ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Saturday, Friday night to start, while waiting for Cembam as usual (hegeh tol bersiap.nga ha ha!!), my friend rang me asking if we could join them to watch Zoom IN with SPIDER that night at 8p.m, free pass. I'm not a fan of any singers or bands..but SPIDER is one of the coolest band in Malaysia - local band with their self-composed nice songs. I asked Cembam, she agreed..rather than doing nothing that night before driving her home... First time watching kinda-concert like that really is nice. No drinks allowed (haus siut), no camera

Ok..I thought today is thursday untill I got an SMS from cembam last night to drive her to Bangi as usually I do on Friday. I just returned back my friend's digital camera this morning. No more fancy snap-n-check-it-out for me then. I wonder when I would have my own. I was going to give her a souvenir from Perth, what else - keychain. But, my nature kicked-in, so I just forgot to place it in my bag. Nga ha ha ha!! Hurmm..I did something bad last night.nope..arr..precisely said, Cembam found out something last nite which makes her feels so bad and cried till her last message to me last night. I didn't mean to hurt her. It has something to do with the things inside my laptop which I lent it to her since last monday. I'm not sure whether I could be forgiven for that. It doesn't mean anything for me sincerely but, I forgot to consider what cembam might thinks of it when she discovered it. Well, it wasn't suppose to be discovered if the laptop is not lent to her in a fi

Hik hik!! The hours passed by overwhelmed with a pure boredome as we were on the bench back in the office. Surfing, talking bout things, teasing, grab some drinks, having lunch and going for a pee. That's the things I've done so far today. It's kinda heaven in a way, but it'd be excellent even more if we could kick off earlier..right mate?! I am planning a small vacation with some of my friends mostly from the secondary school. It's not that grand and the destination is just Port Dickson/Teluk Kemang. Well that's originally. BUt since everyone has their own agenda, matters to settle and so forth..Sg congkak comes as optional plan of it. One of them feel reluctants to drive a long way to P.D and got tanned. Another one needs to rush in from Sabak to join and another one, his newly wed wife is working this sunday. Ok..that really is something to sort out. If none of them available, Cembam and I will still go for the vacation. The reason PD or the beach is chosen b

Ok..before we start my nagging..here is a very simple and nicely fit to those who doesn't have so much time to jog around ur small area, those who can't stand their own sweat or those who always wanted a flat stomach. P/S : This is not an offending entry. It's more towards share n love baby.. It doesn't need u to wear ur fancy tight pant with the sexy sport bra showing ur belly. It takes not more than 5 minutes before u sleep. Just lay down and raise both of ur leg straight like the first pic, and slowly put it down. Don't bend ur leg. That's it!! Simple huh?! It works more towards the area under ur navel. If u can't even do this and at the same time whining bout ur belly..u really are a pain in ur own ass..nga ha ha!! Hmm..a lot happened this week and the past week of course. So many jokes to laughed about, gossips and issues being discussed. Just get an email from my TL saying that he can't give us permission to go home early anymore due to some toad-m

Bloody idiot!! I've told u about the incident where I scratched my car (technically my sis' car) during a very time-consuming-due-to-lack-of-exp reverse haven't I? Well, last night..another brute stupid incident happened just in front of my house which involved the medium size mango tree outside the gate. Aaaaaaaa....I really am dumb and bengap enuff to hit the innocent terrified mango tree during a parking session in the middle of midnight. Argghhhhhh again!! I can't really estimate the gap or the distance between my car and the rest of other things around it. Sometimes I was too afraid hitting something which resulted a big gap between my car and the thing i afraid to hit..and sometimes too confident till i hit the thing which i afraid to hit!! Now, there's two kemek on my left headlight and a broken headlight cover as a bonus. Ngaaa..I really need to find Brothers shop to buy the replacement. I'm damn sure my sis will ngomel again to me..huuu...sy budak baru

Yeaaa~~~ I'm back and just happened to check my task-of-the-day. It seems the analyst is yet to amend the problems I lodged earlier last week, which means it's photo-uploading time!! Hehe..I'm currently transferring the pictures from my laptop to this no-personal-content company's PC so I could upload them here and there . First time flying huh? It's not as bad as i think of it. No puking-sensation deep down my stomach, spinning airplane or a moment of stepping on the person next to you desperately looking for a paperbag for my vessel of mixed, assorted vommit. The flight is fantastic. I managed to get the window seat during the flight to Singapore. The blue skies and the clouds, I wonder whether I can hop and roll all day long and have a nice nap with those fluffy cloud-pillow. What a dream~~ pic : The in-flight entertainment which suddenly crashed after I tried to watch a one of the movie. Thank god it's only 15 minutes more to land. Owkh..the right one - Just