TrudgeAlongMyNothingness

Bini ku pulang dari Hock Eng~~ Bini ku belikan beg tennis~~ Beg tennis Wilson warna merah~~ Boleh ku bawa untuk walap~~~ Zap zap zap zap zap~~ Zap zap zap zap~~ Beg wilson merah ku bergaya~~ Marilah adik mari main~~ Boleh ku walap macam Federer~~~ (sila nyanyi macam lagu keta kecil merah lagu kanak-kanak tu ye) Yiehuu!!! Tak sabar nak mewalap wehhh... Ari ni aku cuti. Malam tadi Cembam dah rasa tak sedap badan. Nak belikan panadol tak tau plak camne ghupe orang ngandung ni nye prescription kan. So Cembam kata kalau sok paginya masih rasa demam, nak gi klinik lah amek ubat n M.C. So memang aku ajak gi klinik sama-sama lah. Pagi kul 9 bangun bagitau team lead aku yang aku cuti. Lagipun smalam dah wat meeting utk sume incident ticket update. Looks ok and takde keja sangat yang penting. So aku cuti je lah. Kalau memang perlu aku amek half-day masuk kul 2 ptg. Cmtu le agreement dia.  Pas gi klinik n sarapan, aku ajak Cembam belikan adiah birthday tertunggak aku. Ekekekeke. Meman...

Masa lepak makan tengahari bersama rakan opis, teringat pasal time aku sekolah menengah dulu jaga adik-adik. Time sekolah rendah pun jaga adik-adik juga. Masa kami ada adik kecik, mak memang takde masalah nk menjaga sebab kami (kakak aku, aku dan adik ketiga aku) mmg suka nak jaga. Bila adik tu nangis dari dalam kelambu pagi-pagi, berebut nak gi angkat dan bawak kuar dari kelambu tu. Time nak mandikan pn kadang kami nak jugak buat, nak bagi makan suap nestum pn nak jugak wat. Hehehe..comey kan kami?? Kadang tu bila mak ayah takde memang tinggal kat kami je adik-adik kecik ni. Masa adik bongsu aku bila dh tak menangis nak susu mmg tinggal je dengan rilexnya kat umah ngan kami. Then aku plak bila memang turn aku jaga adik, tak kisah la nak bawak mana pn. Kadang bawak nek beskal. Masa adik tk pndai lagi nak duduk, aku akan dukung sebelah tangan, then nek beskal sebelah tangan gi kedai dengan bawak adik tu. Korang tak kena orang mesti kena sound dh aku kan? Tp maybe orang kampung aku p...

Aku jumpa warkah ni yang dishare oleh rakan FB aku. Rasa nak share kat sini. Layan ye; BERBALOI PENAT LELAHKU by Wardina Safiyyah OfficialPage on Friday, March 11, 2011 at 8:47pm Dear Mama, Ummi, Mum, Ibu, Bonda... I have to share this with you... because i feel so happy and i feel that all my penat lelah paid off..I started to make my Amna to solat 5 times a day when she was 7, on her 7th birthday...we had a talk...(check note lama) tapi preparation since 6 la...tapi dari kecik memang selalu ikut2 la kami solat....she hasnt missed her solat since. Walaupun lambat, tetap solat. I made sure of that - because the key is SOLAT ni kalau tak tanam dari kecik memang LIAT nanti....But it is very important to keep this in mind:- 1) kalau kita bagi dia tinggal WALAUPUN sekali nanti we are sending the wrong signal - kena make sure - every waktu without fail, walaupun penat, ataupun lambat 2) Selalu kalau boleh solat together. .mula2 memang kena solat together....kalau tak ada rumah mak...

Masa aku bercuti dengan adik beradik ipar aku tempoh hari (tempoh yg lama juge la), kami ke Tasik Kenyir dan melawat dua pulau. Pulau Air Terjun Jeriau tu aku dh share dalam entri sebelum ni. Kali ni aku nak share pasal pulau kedua yang kami pergi hari tu - Pulau Herba. Namanya saja korang leh tau lah yang Pulau ni pasti ada bnyak herba-herba yang ditanam. Memang mcam-macam pokok herba ada. Kebanyakan pokok kat situ telah ditag dengan nama dan nama saintifik herba tersebut. Aku dapat la tengok n kenal ghupe kacip fatimah, tongkat ali, misai kucing and macam-macam lagi. Kat bawah ni nama dia Setawar Hutan . Lepas dok explore 4-5 minit, kami sampai kat satu pondok ni haaa. Kitorang jadikan dia pit stop untuk lepak-lepak dan makan-makan bekalan yang kami bawa. Kat pondok ni plak, ada sediakan air tongkat ali dan kacip fatimah yang piorrr punya. Kacip fatimah dan tongkat ali tu mmg direneh kat pondok ni haaa.. Tu tengok dia reneh pior and panas dari tungku punya. Aku try segelas keci...

 Monday..nyiaww~~~  Well, nak update entri pun I afraid it won't be a hot thing as Masy and Khir Rahman's scandal kan. Tapi my fingers are itching and I just have to write something for today. Ekekeke. Tak kisah la kalau tak se'hot' kisah headline semalam " Masy cuba mengayat Khir Rahman ". Ahahahaha!!! I visited my mom and my sister last Sunday. Nahdan Fitri has been growing more in term of his age, but he seems to be a bit 'susut' and not as plummy as before. Well, his arms are still like the popeye and sangat sedap untuk dikemam. Eekeke. He's starting to chat with his own language, giggling every now and then, shrieking happily and laughing adorably. Ah~~ can't wait to have my own (yaa..right) Then I had 2 bowl of ABC Fradoo hoping to get my card from Erina, but she was in KL and didn't manage to leave the card at the stall. Takpela, niat asal memang nak belasah ABC tu.    Credit to Carlastey.blogspot.com. Kalau anak ku secomel ini....

Lepas maghrib lening, Cembam akan luangkan masa untuk baca surah Yusuf seperti yang disyorkan untuk amalam first trimester kandungan. Surah Yasin dan Surah Yusuf disyorkan untuk dibaca ketika 3 bulan pertama kandungan. Kami memilih untuk amalkan surah Yusuf. Yelah aku akui, tak baper nak rajin plak nak baca dua-dua, tapi kami masih mencuba la baca untuk kandungan or at least pasang mp3 dia hok? Nak istiqamah bacakan tiap hari tu pun satu challenge. Betapa sayangnya mak ayah korang yang masa kita dalam kandugan tak pernah miss baca surah-surah ni untuk diperdengarkan pada kita dengan harapan bila besar nanti kita tak stray away dari path of a good muslim/muslimah.  Patutlah bila aku kecik-kecik dulu aku wat mende bahaya macam contoh main kejar-kejar kat kenduri lari tepi kawah minyak menggelegak mak aku akan jerit kat aku; "Ko lari kat sini kenapa!!! Meh sini mak curah minyak panas tu kat ko tak pun mak celup je ko dalam tu alang-alang!!! Kalau ko jatuh sendiri, mak tak puas hat...

Friday... Like always, even if I were to make a fuss about how the late comers parked as they like and emerged out from the mosque like nothing happened and causing the flow of the traffic cramped up, nothing will change and I'd probably just gonna get some bad marks from the angel. Sigh~~~ My sister in-law and her hubby were at my place last night. My house was honored as the pit stop before they continue their journey towards Johor. We just hope you guys enjoyed your tenure last night, feeling fresh for your trip and pleased with our hospitality. We had a nice dinner together and hope we will have the chance for our next meal =]. I've just completed my e-BE form just now. Got my EA form from my colleague and luckily, one good thing about having the same internet password for most of your account is not forgetting your e-tax password too =]. I'm exempted from the tax again this year. Why? I have 3K for the personal computer exemption, RM200 for the books (Reader'...

Huu~~~~ Done with my Anniversary Fraser Hill trip entries. I had a fun time editing some of the pictures I took there and still trying to take better pictures in the future. I was so inspired during my trip by some of the professional photographers like Yuri Arcurs and even Ustaz Azhar Idrus from his Digital Mukmin web. I know the pictures in Digital Mukmin are mostly have been given an editing touch, so that would be my next thing to explore - The Art of Refining. When you are aiming for something new, something to improvise..whatever daily things that you've done all this while will look more interesting and the passion is somehow rejuvenated in a new spirit like never before!! If I could count correctly, this week should be the 9th week Cembam is carrying something inside her belly. That tiny flesh is is evolving and getting bigger. I once learned about the cycle of a human. I still remeber zygote, embrio, fetus, janin but not really sure anymore which comes after which. ...

First time aku tengok diri aku dari blkg dengan begitu clear. Betul lah orang kata. Kalau kacak, dari belakang pn tetap kacak. Lepas abeh sarapan tu, plan nak baik jam genap seterusnya tak jadi. Kami plan balik terus. So boleh singgah opis nuffnang amek 4 tiket free sempena birthday and layan movie Merong Mahawangsa. Tapi sebelum blah kami abadikan la saat indah dan kenangan kami bertiga kat bilik resort ni.  *Blushing* Ni gambar kat landmark tengah pekan dia. Tower jam tu. Aku pn tak tau nak amek angle camne lagi kasi cun. Memang camni je lah cara nak bergambor nye ngan tower. Nak lompat-lompat malas plak orang tengok. Ko kat tengah2 bandor nuh. Malu yaiyyyyy~~ Apa beza 2 gambar bangku merah di atas?? Ye..betul. Komposisi gambar. Korang leh tengok beza komposisi gambar akan memberikan mood yg lain dan penceritaan gambar yang berbeza. Gambar bawah nak tunjuk lokasi tempat, nak amek landmark Fraser Hill  Golf Club tu haa..tapi tiang tu kacau kan. Haa..sekian tips foto...

"Bila masa pulak ko ada amek tuala untuk akak Ziana ke sapa ni? Wat citer je ek. Tak caya lah. Saje wat kasi orang takut" "Ler..kan aku suh tunggu kejap masa pas amek gambar tu. Ko siap pegang kamera aku. Tapi aku kuar2 je lepas dapat tau pasal Kak Ziana nye story ko dh jauh gerak sorang-sorang nak balik blok " "Eh..agak-agak la. Aku jalan ngan ko ye balik bilik" "Bila plak..aku catch up dengan ko depan lif" "Eh..depan lif tu la ko ada tinggal aku kejap kata nak meludah kat longkang. Pastu ko datang balik aku tanya nape ludah jauh-jauh. Then ko macam blurrrr....errr.." "Haa..haaa..bila masa plak aku ludah? Aku ingat memang ko saja nk jalan sorang " "Abes tu sapa yang jalan ngan aku...alaaaa..apa semua ni" ........................................................................................... .................................................................... ......................................... ...

Usai je kami bersembahyang jamak taqdim untuk maghrib dan isyak, kami keluar untuk ke foodcourt yg kami singgah tengahari tadi. Sebelum ke foodcourt kami nak amek gambar kerusi tepi jalan bawah lampu tu. Nampak cam nice je. Aku teringin nak amek gambar low light kat situ. So lepas park keta 20m dari bench tu sebab kat selekoh kan, baca ayat kursi in case, kami pn amek gambar. Nak ke korang berenti kalau tengah malam awek camni tahan kereta?? Huhuhuhu~~~ Kami amek kat dua tempat. Kalau ada setting lampu utk lighting muka tu lagi jelas mungkin lagi nice kot. Hehehe. Tapi takpe la. Kita guna alasan nak amek mood la utk gambar ni. Bila dh siap nak masuk keta Cembam spot satu katak yang memang besar. Cam arnab besarnya "Eiii..katak..tu tengok tu.." "Mana?" "Tu..." "Jangan tegur..ekeke. Jom" "Taknak masuk ikut pintu sana" Cembam masuk ikut pintu driver sebab taknak lalu bahu jalan sebab katak tu kat longkang belah penumpang. Ekeeke...

Yah, sambung Fraser Hill nye citer. Lepas dh layan amek gambar kat umah yang ditinggal, hampa tanpa dapat amek gambar entiti lain dalam gambar aku, aku terus tengok map dan redah cabang jalan yang lain. Aku tengok Air Terjun Jeriau (bukan seriau ye) nye signboard 4km je lagi. So kami gi je la walaupun mulanya tak plan ke situ sbb abang guard tu kata agak jauh gak. Tp dh takde tmpt sangat pn kan. Ni la entrance air terjun tu. Jalan nak ke sini tiap selekoh kena hon tau. Nk bgtu org depan kita bergerak arah depa. Tp kalau org depan kita plak bebal lam-alif tak hon balik, sudhnya kat selekoh masing2 break le..Jauh gak jln nk ke tempat mandi dia. Aku jumpa satu kapel ni jalan kuar, tanya dia jauh lagi tak. Depa jawab tempat mandi tu jauh lagi..ujung. So kami terus benti lepak kat pndok dia, amek gambar sana sini, then balik. Hahaha. Buleh? Malas ah nak jalan jauh. Ni antara pemandangan bangunan-bangunan lama yg korang leh jumpa byk kat sini. Aku pn tak tau kena tinggal atau mmg tak mai...

Bini aku pagi-pagi tadi pas dia semayang subuh bangunkan aku usap-usap. Haish..wa dh seriau. Takkan time mamai-mamai ni..tak perform ah. Tapi rupanya dia rengek-rengek ajak balik kampung ganu. Ajak balik petang ni and work from home je Jumaat. Aku bukan takleh, tapi risau nk bwk bini first trimester ni jalan jauh. Bawak steady pn 6 jam..kalau dengan berhati-hati lagi, 7 jam weh.  Memang la doktor kata boleh, tapi dia ada selitkan tapi kena hati-hati. Yang wat aku seriau, baru ni je kawan aku dh 3 tahun tunggu, pregnant...last-last gugur sebab balik raya je. Ganu le. Memang la orang kata kalau dh memang tuhan bagi rezeki, ada le kan. And kalau kita tak rasa risau sangat, kompiden je takde pape mesti ok. Tapi kawan aku tu bini dia rasa takde pape kot..but miscarriage gak kan..Tu yang aku risau. Mujur kerja aku leh mintak work from home once in a while. Ni tengah kerja dari umah temankan bini aku yg kesunyian sebab takleh balik kampung. Huhu. Takpe la ek Cembam..Dah lepas 3 bulan ki...

We reached Silverpark Resort around 12 noon after 2 hours dizzy drive going up the hill and when we arrived, it was just nicely the time for the cars to go up. There's a schedule for the cars to go up and coming down due to the narrow road. After the payment and the key collection, we headed to our room and it was so vast~~~ It should suffice to accommodate my entire family of 10!! Huhu. It has it's own kitchen too!! As of our travel theme is nice and easy, we just had a nap first right after we arrived to sooth our dizziness and woke up around 2.15. After prayer we headed out and asked for a map from the receptionist but they've already ran out of them. We had to ask from Puncak Inn at the City Center (that's what they call it). Then we asked for the nearest foodcourt. We didn't really check out the stalls and just dined in at one that has nasi campur. We spotted some squids left and decided to have them. I took 4 squids around 3-inches each and Cembam did the ...

Cembam tak jadi balik kampung. Dia lawat makcik dia tadi, makcik dia nasihat tkyah travel first trimester ni. Biladia bgtu aku pesanan makcik dia, aku tambah lauk je la kata tkyah balik. Hehehe. Cuma dia bosan la cuti sekolah dok umah sorang-sorang Alkisah balik dari Fraser Hill, aku singgah dulu Mines layan movie Merong Mahawangsa ni haa. Hajat mula-mula nak gi amek 4 tiket free utk TGV nye movies yang nuffnang kasi aku sempena birthday month aku. Tapi cari jalan tak jumpa, sudahnya aku terus menghala balik je lah.  Untuk membuat review yg honest, kita kena masuk dengan expectation yg tak terlalu tinggi dan bersesuaian dengan industri perfileman kita ye. Bukan la nak kata review orang lain yg sblum ni korang jumpa tak honest, tp review aku ni neutral lebih. hehe. First - Dia nye warna, contrast dan suasana filem tu mmg best. Senang citer jauh lebih nice daripada movie-movie macam Sifu dan Tongga yang macam drama je bagi aku. Yang ni ko rasa la yang ko actually tengok wayang....

It has been a year!!!! Yep. I've been a husband with a flat tummy for now. And trying my best to give my love to my dearest Nyai, Cembam. I'm juggling my priorities, my hobbies and my time among my wife, my tennis, my PC and lots more..ekekeke. And so far I think I did good. Do I Cembam?? I've already planned to spend our 14th March together and requested for a leave weeks earlier. We wanted to go to a high altitude place, cold one as around the time we thought of the plan, it was scorching hot even my colleague's newly bought racket bent and snapped when it was left only around 3 hours in his car. Yep..that hot!! That's why we chose Fraser Hills. Simply because we hv already went to Cameron for our honeymoon and Genting's hotel was fully booked from Sat to Tuesday. The night before we headed to Fraser, I slept at 1A.M after my usual online game with my colleague and some other virtual players that I don't even know. We play DOTA every night. Hehehe =]. ...

Aku dok cuba nk upload gambar ni kat FB aku and tag my SIL, tapi ntah kenapa tak boleh-boleh. Takkan nak tunggu sampai zaman kejatuhan Amerika baru nak siap. So aku tepek je kat sini wat modal apdet blog.  Ni gambar outdoor yang bukan aku amek, tapi kawan pada pengantin lelaki. Hari tu depa bagi tengok gambar2 yang diambik dlm DVD, so aku suh si Haikal tu copy kan dalam laptop kot saja2 ada masa aku nak edit wat latihan photoshop kan.  Trick kat gambar ni, aku main 'Channel Mixer' pada slider merah dan biru. Cara ni adapt daripada cara nk hasilkan gambar dengan menggunakan filet IR (Infrared). Tapi tak sememuah IR photography yang sebenar la. Tapi kalau setakat nak kasi sdikit 'spice' dalam gambar kita takde hal lah. Hehehe. Ala-ala dreamy fantasy gitu la kononnya. Esok aku nak ke Fraser Hill dengan bini aku. Saja nak jalan. Haaa..tau tak bersempena apa tu nak jalan? Ekekeke. 14hb ni first wedding anniversary aku. Ihik!!! *blush*blush*. Setahun dah kawin upanya. Ma...

It's 1:47 A.M and I just didn't fell sleepy yet. Just transferred my Malacca trip picture last weekend and this adorable little fella is the first one that caught my eyes from all those thumbnails. It was taken in the homestay house with the orange walls. The lighting will be more warm or orange-like when you snap your photo without using any flash. It's normal. But sometimes this warm tone is not what you are looking for. A simple tweak can transform your picture to the tone that you desire. You just need to have the right software and it's actually easier than how it looks. Below is the original shot of Nahdan Fitri here. See the warm tone excessively caused by the wall's colour of the house. Some might prefer the one with the warm tone. But my style of photography is more on high-key. I like my portrait 'whiter' and brighter. So I tweak the portrait to the other version I love more below. Magazine-look pictures are mostly shot in the white-room. I...