TrudgeAlongMyNothingness

Kami benti mkn & solat kat hentian kuantan. Hujan renyai2 sejak dr seberang takir smpi la ke sini. Pasni cembam plak bwk keta. Hehe..buleh la elakkan speedtrap ;p. Aku kena gilir2 solat & tandas ngn cembam. Time aku smyh dgar dh si Xiyad ni menangis. Cembam bg susu dulu skit sblum dia plak smyg. Aku dh siap2 anmum tp sbb dh mengamuk2 ngantuk xsmpat. Ni has si professor X tgh tido smbil tggu next departure. Sedap haaa tisu pas ujan ngn selimut dia. Ayah gak yg sejuk ni haaa.... Nk jmp wafa kat lanchang, dia kirim kopok leko BTB. Harapnya esok x ujan le gi cameron... ----tambah update--- Aku smpi 7.30 td. Terus men tenis kt cyberjaya~~~ ekekeke. Beh beb!!!!

Huhu..lagi live blogging. Pagi ni cukur rambut xiyad. Aku gunting dulu mana yg buleh then kasi ayah cukur. Payaj gak nak cukur sbb rambut lembut n nipis sgt. Lama juge la proses dia. And x berapa licin sbb xiyad dh stat nk ngamuk. Wat time dia tido kat pelukan cembam nyusu. Pas mandi pa sume aku bg minyak kepala dia n urut slow2 kasi tanggal kerak2 kepala dia. Mak aku meseg suh letak bedak sejuk kepala dia nk kasi tak pedih bekas cukur tu. so ni tafi baru bg Dh mcm bruce willis dh haaa...ekekeke.

Huhu...aku mintak Tok tolong buat tapai pulut. Dia suh cari ragi n daun dia. Yeaaa..tok nk buat. So pg td ayah gi cari ragi tggl aku la kena cri daun jambu laut utk wrapping dia. Cari2 bg kat tok kul 3 ptg td dia kata xckup, skit sangat. Aku dh agak dh sbb ayah aku kata pulut dia bg tunleh wat dlm 200 bungkus tapai :) nyum nyum. So pas asar aku gi cri lg seplastik. Hehe. Baru je pass kt atok plastik daun kedua. Tok kata tapai ni wat time raya je. Pestime dia wat saja2 atas permintaan cucuntu dia (cucu menantu ye bukan cucu hantu). Then jln2 ngn moto wave ayah aku ni sblum singgah pasar mlm, aku spou basikal dlm gambar ni mmg hot betil area kampung sini. Memang mana2 leh nmpk. Dr yg bujang, budak skola, awek2, fuhh... Mmg the big thing la skang kt sini. Aku lalu jalan nk ke imah tok tu leh kata tiap umah ada. Huhu. Ni aku curi2 tgkp dlm pasar mlm. Mana leh letak bwh pokok, mangga ke solex ke..takut ilang kot. Mcm2 warns weh. Striking belaka. Ekal kabo nama beskal ni FIXIE. Ate ka...

Smlm susu snow yg az-zahrah bg free masa deliver (free la sgt. Kompem dh kira siap2 dlm bil.haha) dh abeh haa.. Mmg buat pn jarang2 sgt. Tu bertahan 2 bulan tu. Kadang buat2 x minum pn. Tp start mggu lpas xiyad boleh minum smpi 4 OZ time pagi. Baru dia x rengek2. Mak masa tgok ari tu kata mmg xiyad x puas minum. Tu kejsp2 nangis kena susukn smpi xle nk wat keje. Jadi, dengar nasihat.. Bg susu formula mmg nmpk la dia lg kenyang n tido n kalu xtdo pn xdela dia merengek2. Jadi susu pn abeh. Mlm td tgok kat rak tu mcm2 jenis. Saing2 dutch lady, dugro n lactogen ni yg plg murah. Adik aku last dulu mak aku bg lactogen elok je 9A haa PMR baru2 ni. 2x ganda gak rega dia nk banding ngn anmum, frisolex, snow dll. Harga susu plak baru je naik kan. Mikior le juge teman. Budak kuat minum. Ate amek susu mahal ni kang parak juge. Nk bli yg murah kang kata kedek, xpk tumbesaran anak lah, gula berlebihan la, x ckup formula kepandaian nk amek sudu bawah meja dgn magnet plak kang (penangan dakyah media...

Kalau sblum mmg penah blik ganu dr sabak berdua. Tp kali ni bertiga dh ngn xiyad. Benti Sekinchan td bli jambu madu ngn jagung si cembam kata nk bwk ganu. Jambu madu sekilo rm7 bila cembam msuk blik keta (aku jaga xiyad dlm keta). Tau sekilo rm7 aku kuar lh bli lg rm10. "jambu dr mana kak?" "sini punya. Kebun blkg ni yg dengan FAMA Mardi tu" "oo..mintak rm10 kak. Sekilo stgh ek" Aku mintak tawar 50sen, sekali kakak tu bg 2 kilo rm10. Aku ckp kat cembam ni sume rezeki org muka jujur innocent dn baik pekerti :). Then amek LATAR kuar Sg buloh nk pendekkn skit masa pjlnn. Bila benti isi minyak, cembam suggest mcD. Aku on je cembam belanje sbb aku x gaji lg haa.. Tp sempat abehkn laju2 sblum xiyad meragam. Masuk keta tukar lampin gerak blik. Skang tgh benti kencin n smyg kt hentian Maran sbb RnR temerloh padat orang. Si xiyad ni xle tdo plak. Dia dh pndai senyum2 n cam gelak2 skit. Jadi bila xtdo dia nk org men ngn dia. Ate xdapek le kalu dh mak dia ...

Aku kt sabak skang. Hari sabtu majlis simple marhaban si xiyad ni. Just jemput kumpulan marhaban je sbgi tetamu. Yg len pakcik makcik yg dekat2 je. Aku smpi sabak 11 mlm. Niat nk tolak awal petang dlm kul 4 tk dapat sebab status tamat projek aku xsure. Last2 aku tggu smpi kul 5 n blik pas emel opis aku. Ujan lebat plak bila dh smpi umah. So nk bertolak terus mmg xdapek ar. Kompem jem org blik keje tmbh plak ujan. Kena la tunggu pas maghrib. Tu pn renyai2 lg. Time kuar tu jiran dpn tgh nk msuk umah dia. "balik kmpug ke?" "Haah" "oh baru nak jemput kenduri cukur jambul esok anak sy" "oh..saya pn blik ni nk wat marhaban gak ni" Lama dh dok situ tp xknal pn jiran. Kenal la muka tp xtau pape. Sekadar senyum or tahankan lif gitu je la. Bila kami kuar dgn brg2 yg mcm2 nk amek lif, jiran aku ni td dgn lg sorg kawan dia bawakkan gak brg aku. Mmg jd mudah xyah aku punggah satu2 msuk lif. Time masukkan dlm keta pn Abg Nizam (lepas dh salam n tanya ...

I bought a new 3gs 2 weeks ago. It was not advisable by my friend but due to the dire situation caused by my wrong judgement the week before, we really have this strong urge to buy our iphone asap. So cut the story short, we bought a 3gs there and it is original, but it's an AP set or refurbish set. It works really fine but then we couldn't get the phone signal anymore. Bu its not bcoz of the phone. It was cause by the small sim stuck inside. So we brought it back to the store while fetching my 4S. They replaced it with a new set. This time they didnt jailbreak it 4 us like the first one. So no game installed at all inside The only thing was that the phonr was actually already jailbroke. I noticed the cydia (jailbreak software) inside. But its already corrupted. So i tried to rejailbreak 4 2 nights (i didnt know anything to begin with). I successfully did it!! But the phone was locked..:(. Cemba managed to install lots of games app but cant use it for normal phone. I trie...

Aku hari ni patutnya offboarding. Maksudnya habis projek ni le. Tapi ntah macam mana objektif projek ni tak kesampaian disebabkan ada jurang pemahaman expectation di antara aku, business, manager dan committee. Ate last2 nye tak dapat le sign-off dari diorang (sign of = approval ) Depa bagi masa sebulan, nak suh bagi definitive solution..DEFINITIVE ye..maksudnya takde risiko, mmg kompem itulah solution dia takde problem dh pasni. Aku plak just consultant yang gather information dr sume pihak and kena plak trust sumber tu. Kalu depa tipu, maka tipu la information tu. And aku kena hadam sume, kena proses and analyze satu2 dan cuba come up with solution. So skang kalu org atas tu tanya kompem ke ni best solution or approach? Ate aku nk jawab cane? Solution tu pun orang lain baru pakai bulan lepas. Apa benefits dan risiko pn depa tak tau. Tu projek depa. Tapi aku kena jawab plak? Demm.. Ibarat Chef Riz punya menu baru...then dia bg je resepi kat aku skit cane nk buat tak detail..Ate ak...

Wow...been days without new entries. I dont know man. When I was on my company PC, there's a feeling where your mood to blog has just been ripped out of your soul abruptly. Maybe I dont want to have any excuse that can be used if...just IF something bad happen to this project of mine. I got some feedback of the report that I emailed to the business analyst and they are lots of comments that I need to pay attention to them and I felt nervous and terrified to one extend. But when I tried to do and catch things up 1 by 1, I managed to shove those puny feeling away and thought to myself " I still got this ". This weekdays are gonna be challenging as I'm approaching my dateline this Friday. This past 2 weeks, I've been trying to get my hand on 1 of the smartphone. I've used my previous Sony W810i for 6 years and I do think it's time to upgrade as it's battery life is already so messed up, and most of the time I would just carrying a dead phone for the...

I was writing about the unfortunate event that struck me to the ground last weekend. Err only that it struck me to the bed je la coz I was so depressed I tido je to let it slide =(. But I just gonna put in in the draft for the time being. Well, we've already laughed it out from our chest and move on.. Last weekend at my hometown, we were buying things for Xiyad potong jambul and marhaban ceremony. We bought some goodie bags and barang dapur yg diperlukan. On Sunday noon, we went to Grandma's house to meet my auntie that I've last met 2 years ago. We had a blast when the Latah Duo, Grandma and Mom were being teased so much. Ahahahaha!!! And I got to enjoy Nira nipah, 4 bottles of them..hick!! Hehehe..Xiyad always looking forward for his bathing time. He now used to it and it was such a long time since his last cry during the bath. He really enjoyed the hot water. Even during me applying the soap pn he's not shrieking anymore. Every morning after subuh he will b...

Huhu...yesterday's working hours was truly torturing..so coolldddd~~~ I had to put myself on mute during meetings whenever I was not necessarily needed to speak so the other participants would not hear the chattering of my teeth. Thanks to the oversize t-shirt that I borrowed from my friend, I didn't die of shivering yesterday. Thank you bro~~ And yes my phone cover is pink..lalalaala~~~ I look sexy with that pink phone ain't I? And yes I've just recently cut my hair like that...ahahahaha!!!~~~ If I'm not mistaken today Cembam is officially ending her 44days pantang. A good timing as a Monday-holiday is waiting so I would have extra 1 day to spend at my hometown and we are planning to visit my grandma. She hasn't see Xiyad yet and if all goes well, we might also meet up with my auntie that lives in Kelantan. The last time I saw her was during my engagement day. **Ok sambung. Baru lepas tukar lampin itu budak dan bedung** Xiyad's cukur jambul will ...

I was trying to post Xiyad's bathing time this morning via the phone, but apparently something needs to be installed first. Bathing Xiyad is my every morning routine. He doesn't cry during the bath now. Attaboy!! It was mildly drizzling when I was about to leave my house. I pull the throttle and managed to escape away from the drizzling zone. But only to realized that another 50m from the destination, it was a heavy downpour waiting. My god!! I couldn't suddenly stop to put on my raincoat coz I've already soaked wet just after 3 seconds. So I redah je lah till I reached the office. Huwaa..a new shoe that I wear it for the first time today is like a mini pond to my ankle. My pants and my t-shirt are soaked wet. I switched ON my lappy and asked around if somebody has the company free t-shirt that they don't even wear it and was just left in the office. I successfully got one from my friend. I changed to my friend's t-shirt and now I look like an R&B rappe...

Last night tennis session was a blast!!! Puas sangat main. Siap extend dari kul 10 ke 11 malam. Alhamdulillah ok je coz Cembam memang understanding orangnya (puji bermakna dalam). And it was a session with the most laughs memang terduduk2 guling2 literally rolling on the floor!!!! Mana idaknya, my friend with all his force trying to make a winner but ended up getting a home run!! Bwahahaha..kalau beginner takpe lagi..ahahaha. Aku pn wat home run double backhand...Ahahahaha!!!  Haihh..aku ilang spek lagi. Bwahahaha!!! Well, kalau memang takde announcemet or email tanya sapa ada ilang spek, maka aku officially dah takde spek rabun le. Dah le makin teruk rabun jauh ku ini. Tapi masih tak suka nak pakai selalu #modetakbolehterimahakikat. Aku dok wat keje pedih2 mata..aku pun gosok2 le mata aku. Then baru perasan. " eh, mana spek aku? ". Bwahahahaha!!! Jenuh la aku backtrack kat mana je aku pegi beberapa jam sebelum tu. Bilik air, pantri, meeting room dan surau tapi to no avai...

  Xiyad means Kelebihan-kelebihan. It's a jamak word for Zaid.  Asytar means Charming, memikat, menawan and all other words that define it. So when I chose to name my son Xiyad Asytar, I was hoping it would mean that he would grow up to be a person with lots of talents, gifts, abilities that will attract others. Captivate them. I pray that he would become someone with captivating talents that could be of use for many things, helps many people and do many great things!! That is my Xiyad Asytar D. Captivating Talents It's true that the original intention was to named him Hasuna Asytar or Asytar Hasuna which means charmingly goodlooking. But lots of people see and feel that the name Hasuna is somewhat girly. So I kept the Asytar and finding up a couple more options to match it with. I like a single, just Asytar maybe. But if it happens that he doesn't really assimilate (rasi) with the name like some occasions that we've heard kan, at least he has another name to be...

Today is Dec 5th and it was the first birthday of my nephew Muhammad Nahdan Fitri bin Muhammad Fikri. Happy Birthday Nahdan!!! You are our Mom's first grandson and your grandma loves you sooo much!!! Even when you were just a small infant once, you have grown up so 'antep', tough and chubby and Wak really love to gomol you everytime we meet!!! See, you were so small~~~~ But now you are so tegap and you can smile easily!!! Your mom and dad are really proud of you!!! Well, everyone love you!!!! Wak nak ucapkan semoga sihat wal'afiat sampai besar, jadi budak yang pandai, patuh cakap mak ayah, senangkan mak kasi sejuk perut mak dan perut abah gak.  Wak mintak maap ye ari tu jatuhkan Nahdan dari sofa. Wak tak tau Nahdan tak pandai turun lagi dari sofa. Nanti Xiyad dah besar main sama2 ek... Selamat Ulang Tahun Kelahiran yang pertama ye!!!! Wak dah belikan something. Tapi semalam tak tau camne plan makan2 awak, takde sapa yang reply meseg wak jadi wak lost camtu je ta...

New LHDN building Bandar Baru Bangi Hehehe..the picture has nothing to do with today's entry..ekekeke. The new bulding is just a walking distance from my in-law's house. The rent around here probably around RM700 and above. So those LHDN employee that are going to be relocated here, better start scouting your new house..=) Well yesterday we went out casually with my SIL that came all away from Kuantan. She was 1hour plus late because she ate lots of langsat...berbakul2 (orang sesat sll kan kata makan langsat). I managed to take a looong nap waiting and at the end we went out after Zuhur. Mines' escalator has the sticker of "no stroller" allowed all over them. But the lifts are a bit slow. I just use the escalator with Xiyad in the stroller apart of the warning. I assume it's just to ensure any accident by the customers are not gonna be blamed towards the management. Yes..yes..that must be the case. But I was really careful everytime we use the escalato...

It was Xiyad's first shot this morning as scheduled. Well, we supposed to bring him on Wednesday at Az-Zahrah, but we wanted to save some money and decided to take it at the regular government clinic near Cembam's school. Like every other morning, Cembam would took care of some house chores while me handled Xiyad and bath him. There were around 4 parents when we reached the clinic. First was Xiyad's weight-in. He put up 1.3KG after a month and now his weight is 4.3KG. Not bad. Hehehe. And while waiting for our turn and a bit checkup, I was having casual conversion with one of the dad and when the sofa was empty, I just took a nap and doze off for couple of minutes. So sleepy man~~~Ahahaha!!! Then Cembam woke me up coz it's time for Xiyad's shot. He cried till his forehead turned slightly bluish and his voice reached its highest peak where you got this silence at the end of the shrieking. I managed to picked some rambutan after I asked to have some from the nurse. ...