TrudgeAlongMyNothingness

**This's my mom's bike...She rides it so fast..!!** Hmm...I'm going home (kampung) tomorrow. I thought i might kick-off home after work..but, i think tomorrow morning is better. Anything happens..workshops still open! I wish to swap back to my own bike after this coz it has been a month i use mom's. I miss my own bike...so, i think i'm going back to KL with her (my bike) this saturday. I miss one of my auntie. the one secluding herself from us after her heart broken when she knew that my uncle, her husband intended to marry another one. She was divorced twice b4 she married with my uncle which younger than her..her previous Ex-husbands..one of them abused her n it's really horrible life for her untill she finally met my uncle. They have 2 girls..n they are so close with my my family. For me, aunt is still pretty even after 3 times married..her body still maintained..but yet my uncle married another one. But my auntie did a huge mistake..borrowed money from Alon...

Me..with my own space near the pantry..glancing people passing by to refill their flusks..mugs..n counting how many times i make myself a milo..=]. Seems i'm gonna get stronger every cup i had..hehehe.. During my childhood..i faced various kinds of difficulties with my life. challenges..the trudge along the blizzard of life which when i remember it back..sometimes i cried and sometimes i smiled..The sorrowness..the Sadness when ur mom left home and stay with ur auntie for a while to clear things out between she and Dad.. The moments when dad going berserked..when i mistakenly taped the wires together which dad asked the other way..the fear when he pulled my leg and slammed my head against the cupboard..the moment he kicked my leg so i could fall on my knee when he found my slipper on the cement which he washed it yesterday and the spinning moment when he slapped with all his force after i lost my bag which contains my IC and all the form to swap school. But the best thing..i never ...

1st Feb is Federal day..eventhough KL is not entitled for Thaipusam leave..but still we have federal Day..ehehe..my AL for 2nd Feb has been approved..kicked off to kampung then..heee..which means, i only work for 3 days this week..hmm..nice..kikiki.. Last weekend was quite fun. Nothing much on saturday..woke up at 3p.m..wat a looongg sleep bought my regular french fries..fried and enjoyed. On SUnday..due to my gf hesitation to ask me out (ahaha..ok..i'm difrnt ait..y only guy need to ask gal out..u r a couple..give n take..when u ask him out, it means u really miss him..a metaphore..ahaha..=]), I decided to enjoy my time at home b4 my friend asked me out to play bowl. SO, Bangi..warta Bangi..we had 3 games...i lose..arrr..since we played..i think..this is the 3rd time i lost..yaa..that means..i always win!!ahahaha!! After that i asked him to play snooker with me. my friend has play snooker for a long time..plus the fact that i just started to play this sport months ago..i dont thi...

Yeaa..Friday!! For an employee like me who hasn't being assigned to any project here in the office, i get my usual weekend off..unlike the rest who involved with any projects, they need to work based on the requirements and tasks..some of my friends worked for 2 consecutive weekend..pity..hee..but they will get their replacement leave..no problem!! Not really sure wat i'm gonna do this weekend but for sure..i'm gonna buy a kg of french fries..fried it myself and enjoy them!!There's no need to pay for Rm3.70 for large frenc fries from mcDonald coz with the same amount of money..i can buy a kg of it..hehehe!!It's more worthy aint it? I've really looking forward to buy a medium siza table, a tier..to store all the onions, potatoes, chillies..all the cooking ingredient so the kitchen would look more decent and well-managed..not like now..u know..bachelors..we use anything to store anywhere..so..a bit messy i guess. It's far worth of money if at night u cook ur o...

After a very routine of mine in the office, at 12 noon..my friend and I went to our regular nasi kukus stall to have our lunch..err..his lunch actually coz i've had my breakfast, Nasi lemak (rarely..very rarely i would have my breakfast)..ended up still full..and just had a glass of teh o ais limau... along the way, we realized something that we never saw beore..n here it is before us..an armory shop!! I dunno..but me?I never see an armory shop here in Malaysia except in the movies..US country n sort of..Kinda cool..coz if u can see from the picture above..just look how many numbers the phone number for the shop are..ahaha!!six numbers!!damn long time it never been updated ain't it?hehehe!! Well, maybe most of the customers are the rangers, or some people with license who always involve with the "shooting crows" project..some farmers who buy some bullets..spread bullets to shoot monkeys and boars..heee..but it really is the first ever armory shop i see...=p

"Practice makes perfect" "Nobody is perfect" **So y we need to practice..wahahahaha** Haaa..I got those quotes yesterday in my mail box..kinda funny aint it? just link it like that brings some new meaning of the quotes. I've just done my bloghopping today..not really take me hours coz as u can see my favourite blog link list just has few links in it..some of them have a very nice stories..nagging to be shared..and some..i adore the way they write, the words they use, the sentences they arrange..adorable..I learn how to write better from their posts..=] i'm sitting at the pantry, still nothing to be proud of..no assignment assigned..just a brief chat with my project leader reminding me to familiarise the malaysian payroll thingy, this employee..with this salary..deducted how much..how many percent..bla bla bla..stuff like that. I'm working on it..a bit..aaa..too little bit..ahaha!! I've just applied my first AL for 2nd February so i could enjoy 4 days...

Dua tiga menjak ni aku dok terkenang kisah2 lampau laa..sampai kan selalu mimpi kawan2 time kecik, kawan2 kolej dan juga yg skang...malam tadi aku termimpi pulak rumah lama aku yg kini tinggal tapak n tangga batu merah yg menjadi tempat terkuburnya memori2 zaman kecik dengan segala pahit maung..suka duka dan misteri mistik yg mencorakkan idup zaman kecik aku smpi umur 15 tahun. Kat rumah tu juga la anda boleh dengar ayat-ayat ; "Mak..mak..adik jatuh mak!!!" "Haaaa...camana adik boleh jatuh?!!!!" "Adik tembus dindingggg...!!!" "opocot...makkkkk..sapa yg garu bontot kita" "sapanya pulak..takkan la kucing" "mak...nape bau kemenyan...??" "sshhh..jgn tegur...diam je" "Ko jgn balik selagi tak jumpa penutup bekas air ni!!!" "mana kita tau mak..td kat umah ustaz bajuri ada lagi...huuu.." "Sudah...mak nak korang cari jugak!!!skarang..pang!!(pelempang)" "abang..halau ayam tu..dia tenggek atas...

wau..What a nice weekend i had..off day from friday till sunday but the only bad thing was the raining. I tought i could play sepak takraw for those 3 evenings..but friday and saturday evening were raining..but i cant say it was bad..no rain is far worse right? Well, at least saturday i managed to adore the nature by visiting KL bird park..dont tell me u dont know where..hehehe..It's nice coz i really love nature..here are some pics; The Peacock..dia kembangkan ekoq gak akhirnya..payah nk pujuk ni...malu konon..nga nga nga!! Usaha memujuk sang merak utk mengembangkan ekor utk ditangkap gambar bersama. "weh..cepat la kembang weh..cepat la..woii..baik kembangkan ekor kau..kalau tidak..weh..jgn lariiii" NI la burung cenderawasih...dah nak pupus dah org dok batak ngan kuasa mistik dia..nnt aku citer sikit pasal ni..aku tau..ada yg tak tau kan..kan.. "ko tgok tu..macam patung la dia tenggek kat situ kan.." "tapi kan Wa..itu mmg patung la" Perbualan bersama...

Ahh..Sunday...I was at my friend's house to return some of his belongings which i borrowed from him and i borrowed his internet line for a while for this post..nge nge..Just wanna share something. Last friday..i was off..woke up at 12.55p.m and realizes\d it was friday and i need to perform my friday prayer..went up to wake up my friend and kicked off with my bike to the nearest will-be-mosque..under upgrading. While riding..i saw an indonesian..pokcik walking towards the mosque. I stopped and offered him a lift. He smiled and hopped on. then he placed his palm on my lap..or hip (which one suitable ah?) where i placed my wallet. sincere help now become a doggy feeling..does this man own a 'toyol' that can snuck my money just by placing his hand on it?or ..or..some bad things imagined and came crossed my mind..but it ended up okay..he said thanks and walked towards the ablution room. Then i started to realize something..that sincere help i favoured to him..will it counts by...

Aiyaa..mungkin krn ayat itu tk serupa dengan nada yg kita cakap.. ..... Terpanggil pasal tudung yg ditulis oleh blog AdiekIntan..nk tulis sikit je sini pasal pandangan aku spy tidk disalah erti atau salah anggp aku ini m'buat dakyah ttp sekadar m'beri pndgn apa yg terpk di kpla dan benak aja..Psl tudung labuh..kakak aku pnh ckp,"bila kite pkai tudung labuh..org akn pndg kita baik sgt..wat slh sikit je kn laa..". Kakak yg used to wear tudung labuh..skang ni dh pakai biasa2 je..dia ckp.."akak nk jd org yg btul2 boleh dicontohi..then pakai tudung labuh spy org takkan ckp pakai tudung labuh pun buat benda tak betul..akak nk btulkan diri akak dulu". Mungkin ada yg rs itu ada silapnya.berbalik pd blog Intan..yup..btul..tk semestinya pkai tudung labuh..esok takleh pakai tudung biasa..tp pndgn n pdpt org lain2. asalkan tak terlajak pndgn n pendapat dia tu dari hukum. ok la kan kalu dengan nk memakai tudung labuh..dia nk btulkan diri dulu..tak salah kan..??jd btul sa...

My colleagues contains of variety of races, indians, chinese, filipinos, ausies etc. But my batch just contains the first two. So, sometimes it happened that we talk about religion, love stories n etc. Once, my colleagues (chinese) asked one of my colleagues about this ; " why my fellow malay friends, they didnt perform their prayer ah?they said the ablution (wudu') is very leceh..that's y they dont perform theirs " " Haa...no la..it's just a reason. If they didnt perform their prayers is just because they dont carry out their obligation..no reason..they are malas " " OOhh..is hasnul perform his?(my God y my name?).I never see him performing it " " Haaa..Hasnul?he performs it la..if u notice he will leave the class for 10-15 minutes.that is when he performed it " " OOoo..ya ka..i thought he just went out to make his drink " Hmm..come on..it's not about me carrying out my obligation guys..haha!!It's about performing o...

Today is wednesday..two more days than it's holidays..or precisely off days..hehehe..I came late..again..n again failed to fulfill the resolution to stay awake after subuh prayer..cannot la..arrived at about 9.30 a.m.Thanks to the no-punchcard system..hehehe.. It was so crowded in the training room today due to most of all the will-be-consultants are sitting inside here with some of them with a project to completed, testing to be finished and nothing to be something ..the last one is me..ahahaha!!so, the management asked us the 'nothing' one to sit nest to the pantry with the bar-like-table coz we need to give the priority to the one with projects to be done..huhu..so here i am sitting just next to the pantry..or should i say part of the pantry..it's already my 2nd glass of milo..nice!!ahaahaha!! I've decided to visit my auntie who lives at Kelantan..i never been there..and she keep asking when and when..so i'm going there this upcoming chinese new year holiday....

menongkah arus smbil menahan air..besh!! posing smbil meluncur..wehehehe!! Working in KL...u need to be familiar with the traffic jam..the smoke and the blemish on ur face..traffic officer that always prioritize cars coming from the highway and it always take more than 10 minutes waiting for our turn to move..huhuhuuu..being fined by the traffic force due to parking lot not available and u just parked under some trees..but..it's not that bad. i ride my bike..not driving..we gonna be very skeptical to buy a car nowadays..need to think bout the jam..n also the oil price + oil consumption = more money. I went to Gabai last saturday with 2 of my friends...lost in the middle but still arrived safely..no punctured tyre n no problems with the bikes..smooth journey..n no rain. that's the best. IT consumed about 40 minutes at most i think to reach there. I used to go there with my fellow floormate..in a big group..that was really fun!!all the time spent with my floormate!!miss UPm, miss...

thursday... uuu...i failed to stay awake after subuh prayer today..felt so sleepy..Nang fen wooo..so just sat and leaned against the wall..sitting-stance sleep it was..i thought it would at least make the sleeping journey a bit less-indulging so i would manage to awake at 8a.m and do my laundry..instead i awaken at 8.15a.m. so, rushingly washed my laundry..some self-hygienes and kicked off towards the office at 8.45p.m which made me late..(9 a.m supposed to be at the office=p)but..hehe..nevermind..there's no punch card yet..nga nga nga!! but i wasn't the only one..some of my colleagues arrived at the same time i was..hence..not bad!!ahahaa!i'm still in the middle of familiarising the malaysian payroll process. that is the task given since the beginning of the year. my supervisor asked us to familiarise it based on the country assigned to us...n still reading. not yet absorbed to any of the projects. looking forward to it..coz i wish i could visit some other countries during...

huaaa..i always heard about this blogger thingy. i am used to writing my blog in friendster and my friends do read it and i really appreciate it so much. but i just hope to have more friends from this blog coz i'm thirst to learn more about writing..my grammar skill n how to write intriguing stuff..hehehe... 2007..new year!!but i was at my 'kampung' that night..so i didnt watch any firework from my kampung..none to be see..so pity..hahaha!! it was really nice to spend the raya at kampung, met my grandpa and grandma..my grandma is having a difficulty with her hand. sometimes she cant use her hand to lift something even a glass of water. when u get old, the nerve and the ligamen start to betray u..wouldn't they? but she is still strong, running her usual erraands, cycling to the market and everything. she cant stand sitting still watching tv at home and that's so not her...=].i love her so much. i am her first grandchild...and i will always remember the days i spent w...