TrudgeAlongMyNothingness

It's 2:13A.M as I started writing this post. Ok, I mean typing this entry. I took a day off tomorrow, that's the reason why I'm still staying up this late. Lucky Xiyad, he doesn't have to go to the nursery tomorrow. But I don't think he hates it though. He loves being surrounded by friends. The last time I peeked from the outside of the window, he was sitting innocently with his krik krik face, looking at the other kids playing around him. That moment when I saw him, my heart instinctively prayed that the other kids would not bully him. He can't defend himself yet. In fact, he doesn't really know what are others doing to him or what is he doing towards others. Hmmm~~~ wanna share a concern of mine which has been bothering me lately. It's financial-related thing which everyone of us surely has. And I know, "like you are the only one with financial problem" might be the case. But I'm just pouring it out to make it easier to be bear with..we...

Teringin nak aktif balik melukis or kalau tak layak dipanggil lukisan, menconteng lah..haa..Jadi kena ada satu booster nak kasi istiqamah skit. Kadang tu takde idea. Tapi selalunya ada idea tapi tak pandai nak lukis ikut idea tu. Maklum la..idea besau everest, skill sekecik siput je.. So aku surf2 terjumpa 30-day doodle challenge ni. Aku jadikan ni sebagai starter lah. Maybe tak buat hari2..tapi aku try abeh kan 30 assignment ni. So assignment pertama - Self Portrait Err...aku tak reti beb lukis potret. Seumur idup aku penah lukis yg ada mirip skit potret Hritihik ngn Pak Lah je (Di mata aku la). Jadi bila suh self portrait, memang kelaut di bawa bah la. Haa..jadi ni je la self portrait kemalu2an aku sebab tak reti nak lukis haaa... Terima lah seadanya..EKEKEKE...Aku aim by the end of 30-day challenge ni aku dh makin biasa melukis jadi la..takde nya makin terrer..hhehehe

Salaam everyone!! Wah..today is the first day working after an unplanned 6-day holiday. Why I said unplanned? Well, according to the plan, it's supposed to be just 4-day OFF. Starting from Saturday, annual leave on Monday and until Christmas Tuesday. But Last Friday when I've already sent Xiyad to the nursery, I was on my Wardina (my bike) when I found out my clutch cable was torn off!! Daymmnn~~ Cembam already out by early morning to school. I pushed my bike towards the nearest workshop but it was still closed at 10A.M..Daymmm!!! Only at 11A.M the workshop opened and I got my clutch cable replaced. Well, at 11:30 I didn't feel like going to work plus it was Friday. So I just worked from home, answering the emails etc. I would surely headed to the office if I have tonne of works waiting. But because there was and is nothing urgent, I don't think working from home with access to the company's HUB and email would jeopardize anything.  Then on Wednesday, I...

Sitting on this bench by the court watching my friends walloping each others hitting that small green ball at the sweetest spot they cud find while waiting for my turn to play. Thanks to Allah, tonight is not raining...yet as I saw lights flashing here and there behind the unreachable clouds..I pray to him that tonight gonna be as clear as it is now till the time when the blue uniform uncle shut off the lights. Oh it's already 5-3, my friend with the best skill here serving. I think my turn to play wud be sooner...ohh..my turn!! ************************** I think personally I played OK. Not too many easy error tonight. Tried to keep the videos I watched in the youtube and try to practice it on the court. I lose the first game n won the 2nd game. But I never aim for a win in any of my game though. I JUST AIM TO PLAY BETTER

Habis bersukan, kudin dan kawan-kawan duduk meydhang di Restoran Al-Aqsa, tempat kebiasaan Kudin dan kawan-kawan melepas lelah selepas berpeluh-peluh memukul bola hijau terang ke sana ke  mari. Masing-masing memesan makanan mengikut rasa tekak masing-masing. Selang beberapa minit, minuman dan makanan terhidang. Seperti biasa, macam-macam perkara jadi bahan bual bicara. Sedang asyik bersembang, mengunyah dan menonton WWE di kaca televisyen, suasana aman tadi terganggu oleh bunyi deruman enjin yang memekakkan telinga. Deruman enjin dari tak kurang 4 biji kereta buatan malaysia yang sudah dimodifikasi sana sini mencemar keheningan malam yang sudah hampir jam 12.  Masing-masing memandang arah bunyi tersebut. Pelbagai warna kereta, dengan lowered nya tahap tinggi seekor tikus merangkak je. Bunyi deraman masih mengganggu orang-orang yang bersantai di kedai makan. Aku lihat meja sebelah yang anak nya tidur, terjaga dengan bunyi jahanam jentera modifikasi tadi. " sial la...

Bila memandu tak kira lah di mana-mana. Jalan satu lane sememangnya satu azab bagi kaum marhein macam kita ni. Hahaha!! Tapi bila 2 lane atau lebih pun sama!! Sebab memang manusia ni bagi la nikmat camne pn..ada je cara dia nak buat onar jadikan benda tu azab. Apa lagi kalau bukan geng2 bajet laju dok kanan sekali. Orang hon marah, high beam pun marah. Cucuk rapat bagi isyarat kita ni lagi laju dari dia mintak tolong ke tepi pun tak heran. Ni jenis kaplah banarrrr..ghaplah terkois punya orang. Kadang bila kita potong dia lalu lane kiri..dia potong balik tunjuk dia pun laju. Ate memang la sume orang leh bawak laju. Tapi bila kau tengah slow, ke kiri la. Drive kiri tu bukan bermaksud KO BAWAK SLOWW DOWH. Tapi bermaksud KAU TENGAH SLOW OK!! Haa!!! Kalau lah esok gomen or JPJ gubal undang2 jalanraya dari "PANDU KIRI KECUALI MEMOTONG" kepada " PANDU KANAN KECUALI MEMOTONG ". Aku boleh potong lidah...kompem sama je ramai kena cilok lane kanan n masuk ki...

Salaam.. Moga semua sihat lah yea. Hari Isnin masing2 kerja balik. Yang cuti pendek, yang cuti panjang..biasanya Isnin la masuk kerja balik. Nak buat camne, kita takde talent, takde produk hebat macam Youtube, Facebook yang boleh jadi aset hidup  generate duit dan kita hanya duduk. Kita ni macai yang kuar pagi, balik petang cari rezeki untuk anak-anak. Ada masa senang, ada masa susah. Kadang cukup, kadang ikat perut. Biasa lah tu. Yang penting kena syukur dengan nikmat dan rezeki Allah bagi. Baru la hidup ni Allah rahmati dan sekecil2 nikmat tu akan terasa mencukupi untuk seluruh hidup dan kita pun hidup bahagia. Mana boleh share, kita share. Mana ada lebih, kita bagi pada yang memerlukan. Hak orang jangan diambil. Kalau dah rezeki kita..InsyaAllah... Haa.. tuddia ucapan alu-aluan entri hari ini. Saja nak kasi relates and ada metafora skit ngan gambar. Haaa.. Tu la antara gambar terawal aku shoot ngn lense baru aku tu. Yang tiba-tiba takleh nak convert EZ payment. Dah t...

Berhari gak rupanya tidak berhapdet. Mahu mendoodle tidak berkesempatan. Mesyuarat diskusi sepanjang hari-hari yang lepas. Bukan lah dari pagi smpi ke petang..tapi habis mesyuarat, lunch dan kemudian mesyuarat lagi. Masa senggang tengah2 tu lebih seronok bermain telefon saje. Lebih2 lagi addicted dengan satu game yang baru download ni haa..hahaha Malam ni takde mood nak main DOTA, so aku edit la gambar-gambar main boling ngn family aku kat Kuala Selangor beberapa weekend yang lepas. Selama ni aku ingat tempat boling ni dalam Tesco Kuala Selangor tu..rupanya dalam mall apa ntah nama. Kuala Selangor dah ada mall rupanya. HAHAHAHA!!! Slowpokemon betei lah. Aku kiranya pestime lah ni mai mall ni. Kuarga aku yang lain dah banyak kali pi sebab diorang dah penah banyak kali gak berbolingan kat situ. Abang Osman aku ni plak memang suka main boling. Tapi kat Ozy tu tak pernah nye gi main boling. Datang malaysia ni je la dia main. So lepas dia dah tanya-tanya, dapat gak dia main boling ...

Attended a presentation about IO, Integrated Operation. Simply say its about setting up an integrations between all the units of a company, the departments and leadera to simplify related processes and optimize efficiency. The core value is "having the right people,making right decisions, at the right time with the right data. But at the end of the slides, my manager asked for a clearer and more specific thing on how HSE cud benefit from this IO rather than corcling around on higher level processes Hmm another meeting at 2:30 but cant go to the HLA building as its raining right now.

Lama gileeee aku tak join kontes kau tau??!! Haaa..ni tertarik hati plak nak jain satu kontes "beri dan berambus" blog Le Lanun Ranggi ni haa..Aku baru gak la follow blog ni time mencari2 blog kartun bila tetiba rasa nak melukis balik (walaupun huduh je aku lukis kan). So inspired by this blog salah satunya...aku pun folo lah haa... Syarat2 dia mudah je. Korang leh belek sendiri kat blog brader ni Kalik banner contest tu haaa..tinggal klik je pun adoii!!! Haaa so ni aku nye entri la...dengan keikhlasan hati ku bukan milikkku ni aku buat ni..haa. Aku sangat berharap untuk menang siap sumpah lepas aku join ni..takde sapa dh join..bwahahahahaha!!! Aku nak mug dengan katun dia tu woii..smart woihh!!! Aku dh la pengumpul mug yg kacak. Kepada bro Aujinz..aku rasa baik bagi aku menang..sebab kalau aku tak menang..aku akan serang kapal lanun ko, takluk sume krew ko dan aku jadikan kau tukang pantau pulau je dan aku sebagai bos kau..macam ni!!; Aku tukar nama krew ...

Weekend was spent like a normal one with the routine of Cembam doing the housekeeping, mopping and sweeping while me playing with Xiyad making sure he won't bother Cembam and her work. Well, I did that half-asleep though. Hahaha!! Thanks cembam for making sure our host is like a mosque hygienically. Hehehe~~ We wanted to check how our AIA card could be used in their panel clinics. And the Ummu Ammar clinic that we went during Xiyad's incident months ago fortunately is one of their panel clinics. So we wanted to find out how the card-for-free should work and planned to buy some medicine. But the clinic was closed when we reached there. Hmm. So our Saturday was just a first-time-visit to the night market at Sri Putra to buy barang umah. Sunday was BigBadWolf time!! The plan to go there around 9-10A.M was left to dust as we ended up going out at 12 noon. Somehow I drove half-asleep and only realized that I didn't take the UPM exit from PLUS when we were about to reach t...

Haha.while watching runningman 122, testing out my newly bought 0.25 pilot g-tec C4 pen..

Last 2 weeks, cembam's brother and sister came to KL to spend some time jalan2 holiday. Somehow, Haikal agreed to tag along with his sister, Ateh to spend his school holiday here. Usually he would only come if his Mom comes along HAHA!! But because they came during weekdays, Cembam was the one driving them here and there while me went to work as normal. But we set a day to visit Aquaria so at least during lunch, I could join them at KLCC. I think it was Wednesday, Cembam drove to KLCC and we planned to headed to Shah ALam I-city after my office hour together leaving my bike at the office and came to the office by KTM the next day. Haikal in front of the center of Suria KLCC with christmas decoration This one is the entrance around the office lobby. We had our lunch at the foodcourt around aquaria. I set my camera to a noob setting so that they could use it by themselves. And here are some of the pictures that they managed to snap. Unfortunately battery 1 bar only wh...

Funtime with Zoffea and Zaffar. More pictures here or just click the picture =] -----------*****-------------------------------------*******------------------------------------*****-------------   "Mana ada kita kena sampuk laaa~~~~~" Balik dari Sabak wiken lepas lalu Shah Alam sebab nak drop adik bongsu kat umah adik aku. Dia cuti skolah. Jadi lepak situ la sambil tolong jaga anak buah gitu. Alang2 kat Shah Alam, mak aku urged aku gi bawak Xiyad jumpa Pak Mat tukang urut area umah adik aku tu. Hmm..yelah yelah.  Citer nya gini..anak buah aku si Nahdan tu penah wat perangai pelik tengah2 malam bangun cergas gile2 main. Mak ayah dia plak jadi seram tgok tengah2 malam cergas melampau. Ntah camne leh kenal Pak Mat ni, bawak la berubat. Cara Pak Mat ni, dia pegang tasbih n sambil sebut nama pesakit, dia akan tanya " adakah si pulan ni ada gangguan makhluk halus ". And kalah ada tasbih tu macam goyang2 sendirinya. Haa gitu. Ate masa adik aku bawak ...

Last wiken balik sabak. Tujuan asal nak gi kenduri sanding kawan. Dia kawin lama dah. Tapi bila balik tu ada adik laki aku askar yg kat tawau julung2 kali balik, and bila buat plan ahad nak ke Kuala Selangor main boling, terpaksa la cancel ke kenduri tu.  Abang Osman ku dari OZ tu teringin benor main boling. Kat OZ tak penah gi boling upanya. Sampai je umah mak pagi tu, aku nampak benda ni atas sofa depan tu. Jambu Susu!!! Gile legend. Lama dah tak makan buah jambu ni haaa!! Dia macam jambu keling..(tu pun kalau korang tau la jambu keling tu rupa camne). Tapi dia sume putih n lagi masam. Ni la rupa jambu susu yee. Ni pulak cendawan busut. Dulu kami tau cendawan memang rupa ni je. Adik aku stranded kejap dari Tanjung Malim nk ke sabak lalu belakang Ulu Bernam, Felda Gedangsa tu sebab ujan air naik. Kereta takleh lalu. Then nampak indon tepi jalan jual benda ni. 2 plastik RM20 weh. Cendawan ni ko siat kulit luar itam dia, then ko goreng kunyit cukup. Orgasm weh!! Oh...