TrudgeAlongMyNothingness

This brilliant week has come to the end..I meant, office days yah. Most of us have already planned something this weekend. That includes me. I keep on dreaming one after another of my friends..Most of them were my schoolmates. So I decided to ask everyone of them whom I could contact to gather around this weekend, spending quality time together. Last night I dreamt of my other schoolmates, Zaidi, Yahya and the rest which I forgot once I woke up from my sleep. I dreamt of Zaidi with his baby from his marriage with Nazpulena. Well, they both are having relationship last time I checked. Heee..It would be nice if I could meet them this weekend..But I've lost contact with Zaidi for a very longggg timeee..we were so closed back then in the primary school. We are going to Ulu Yam this planned Sunday. Of course I'm bringing Cembam along. For the time being, those who have already confirmed attendance are 6 of them. Hopefully there would be more. The more the merrier. I thought this wee...

Still waiting.... Still trying to believing... Still saving and saving... I'm listening to the song 'Umi' from I-don't-her-name and Hadad Alwi. Peacefully beseeching through the thin air of the night while my other housemates have already succumbed in a silent sleep filled with their own dreams. I realize that I'm so lazy to read english material anymore. I mean..a real one like novels, readers digest or other magazines. I do read manga everyday, but surely that doesn't count. So, forgive me if I keep on using a simple sentences and u felt like reading a 12 year-old english homework. I'll try my best to empower, enhance, improve, any words with the same meaning as to put my skill into another level..=p. Alright, I'm gonna share with you the 2nd principe on how to get from where you Are to where u want to Be... 2nd principle : Be Clear Why You Are Here. As a muslim, we were created to serve Him, following what have been told by our beloved prophet SAW and...

Huwaaahhh!!!! Metari mula menyinggah ke muka ku menembusi tingkap kamar ku yg tertutup kemas memastikan sang tikus tidak mampu menyelit dan masuk ke rumah sewa kami. Tp ku rasa panasnya pagi ini agak berlainan..tidak sepanas mentari 9 pagi yg selalunya aku rasakan tiap kali bangun dr toto berlubang yg perlu dihantar dobi tatkala masuk gaji nanti. Ku capai h.set di tepi dan ku lihat jam sudah menunjukkan pukul 10 pagi. Oh tuhan!! Pastinya labat banget hari ini aku ke kerja. Aku tukar pose dan meniarap lagi..ahaha!! Syaitan itu duduk di blkg aku smbil melompat2 riang...brengsek lu. Lalu dgn segala kudrat aku bingkas bangun dan bersiap. Ku panaskan enjin moto smbil bersiap kerna ku tau dia bakal ku rempit utk gegas ke opis. (BFY2195 plat moto aku), baca : aku pggl benaffe bini pertma aku itu. Kalu Benaffe dirempit tanpa dipanaskan perutnya terlebih dahulu, aku tkut dia muntah hijau nnt. Nahhh..aku smpi opis jam 10.40. Buat2 sibuk di meja sendiri sebelum mendapatkan minuman percuma seperti...

Another week before the next salary Additional Project assigned Another financial path to be choosen Another chocolate received Hmmm...wonderful!! Just wonderful. Today started with a very funny incident. I left my bike here at the office because yesterday we had had a Dinner and Learn session, conference with the Netherlands Consultants and analysts. We had a great dinner before the meeting, Pizza hut, crispy chicken wings and a mushroom soup..hehe!! So I thought it was better to hop on Ayman's car and have a ride with him home. We could chat all way long. This morning he fetched me up. Ayman was thinking of using the Putrajaya - KL link and enter it from Bukit Jalil. There is an exit to bukit Jalil if you drive from KL. So, technically there should be an entrance as well right? I thought Ayman has used it before. But apparently he had not. He just use the entrance towards Putrajaya!!! Ahahaha!! a plan to get to the office earlier seems to take much longer than usual. So the...

Selepas pakatan penipuan utk mendapatkan kerja di kilang itu gagal, aku dan makcik pulang ke rumah semula. Kelaparan berpuasa dan kepenatan menunggu di dlm kereta perlu dihilangkan dengan tidur petang yg singkat. Dlm perjlnn pulang, kami singgah di sebuah pam minyak cengkerang. Secara tidak langsung makcik bertanya andai mereka memerlukan perkerja. Pemilik stesen itu yg ku panggil kakak meminta kami dtg semula tatkala suaminya ada di situ. Maka petang itu kami dtg smula slpas tidur dan mkn tghri. Abang Zul, pemilik stesen tu setuju utk menerima aku berkerja di situ dengan gaji Rm400 sebulan. Dia tahu aku hnya mahu bekerja utk 20 hari shj. Maka aku mula berkerja di situ keesokan harinya. Hari pertama yg agak sukar, dtg pelanggan mahukan botol minuman kosongnya diisi dengn minyak merah. Pam minyak itu agak kuat tekanannya. Minyk marah td terpancur deras dr botol yg kecil sekali mulutnya menyirami muka aku. Sejuk sebentar muka aku dan panas serta pedih ku rasakan selepas itu. Aku berlari ...

Sedang aku membaca komik atas talian di pagi yg sengal tanpa kerja, aku teringat kisah kerja pertama aku tika umur baru 16 tahun. Kala itu, baru shj tamat tingkatan 4 dan bakal menduduki spm tahun hadapan. Bayaran peperiksaan SPM harusnya lebih mahal dr yuran sekolah yg biasa dibayar acap tahun. Atas rasa ingin berdikari dan tidak mahu menyushkan ibu ayah, aku mengambil kptusan utk mencari kerja di Penang, tmpt paman ku tinggal. Maka bertolak aku setelah mndpt restu mak dan 50 hengget bekalan dari mak. Aku singgah di Ipoh dek kehabisan tiket perjlnn terus ke penang. Smpi di penang aku turun depan USM dan paman aku menjemput aku dr situ. " kalau dpt 600 cukup tak nk byr yuran ", paman memulakan bicara. " Uihhh..byknya!!! " bg budak belasan tahun, zaman minyak masih 1.30 seliter, nilai itu begitu tinggi rasanya. sprti boleh beli kereta lagaknya. Kala itu bulan puasa, aku mula mencari kerja ditemani makcik. Mula2 kami mencuba nasib di sunshine square. Restoran2 mknan s...

I don't know u guys...but I couldn't log into blogspot since this morning. Was I the only one having the connection problem? I doubt cengkerang is blocking the site though, coz it doesn't bring them any harm if their staffs are blogging..ahaha!! I'm surfing from Amir restaurant Bangi. I'm supposed to join my other housemates playing futsal, but this evening I played all out with my friends..so I kinda feel tired right now to chase the ball and try to score..I decided to fetch my car from Cembam and wait here, trying to update my Avira antivirus which seems to be a failure attempt and found out the blogspot is up!! That explains the update..=p. I realize that I have a nice air with my project manager..uhuh..I hope that smiles, giggles and nice tone would be the same when it is interpreted into a lines of sentences and reviewing my performance as a so called team lead..nahhh..a post which u can't really brag about it. It's the same function as a mere macai laa...

I just came in...I've just checked things to be done for today..and found out that I've already halfway towards completion. And some other things still need to wait for the transport of the new changed program. Therefore, blogging in the early morning of your day is not a sin...eheheh!! I wanna share something I learn from a book that I read currently. I was thinking to write and share bout it in my other blog. But looking at my very very low daily hit of the blog..i bet that other blog will get a negative visit..ahaha!! So, I guess I'll share it with you here. Principle number 1 : Take 100% responsibility of your life. We always grunting...sighing or complaining. We pissed when someone do something which affecting you in a bad way. We sometimes or always blame other people around us when something is not right. SOmetimes it's true that they are the one to be blamed, but from their own side, you are the right one to be blamed based on their own reasons. We can't alw...

Huu..let's write something before the works coming after you... I watched a movie last night - The Rise. Starring Lucy Liu. This film is rated 'U' during the showing time in the cinema which raised an issue bout it. It's true that the movie contains so many scenes which exposing Lucy Liu's naked body. Hence, the 'U' classification is inappropriate for this kind of movie. Worst thing, this movie about dracula, vampires, isn't worth watching. There's no action like 'the blade' or other dracula movies. A very slow story line and the quote from a column writer of a malaysian paper saying that the movie is just exploiting lucy liu's body is damn true. From 5 stars, I could barely give 1 for it. Wasting my hard disk space though.. After finished with that, I walked upstairs and joined my housemates..err.actually my housemates joined me watching a korean film at TV3 - My beautiful Missie. It's about gangster group which needs a new leader. ...

Monday comes again with a trackback of an abandoned and ignored 'life' while you spent your off-days and weekends. You started to realize back that something is left unfinished when u started your holidays earlier. Our minds start tickling on how to execute and finished it within the timeline. And as usual, we are back in our routine working life...=p. How's your weekends everyone? Such a long one huh? Plus you don't have to apply for any additional leave on top of that with your AL because it's already long enough for everyone to kick-off to your hometown. But yeah, some of you might had to work that days. It's just a simple one for me. Having my time at home with my mom, dad with his 'aren't u ashame your friends with lower salary have already married' and my other siblings. God dad!! It's not that I dont wanna get married though!! I need money for that and hopefully I don't have to use yours...=p. Mom was playing the Sally's Salon game...

I'm just waiting for my eyes to ignore the world and succumb into the dreaming zone when I thought of writing this entry so I could post it the next morning, this morning. It's been days since my last update huh? Eventhough last week was kinda week without things to do. Not because I didn't want to, but I couldn't. The system was having maintenance and upgrading leaving most of us staring on the screen blankly.So, this week is gonna be pretty busy to cover back last week's disturbance. That's y this entry making more and more sense to be wrote tonight. I had a nice weekend with the extra friday off as person who works in the federal area. Bila nak siap itu kereta?sy mahu pegi smyg jumaat maaa Owkh..dah siap?? W an H aya T i ku yg dimakeup I spent my friday at Shell Autoserv for my car's maintenance. Saturday with my sis and my old pal. Haven't met him since more than one and a half year. We met at seksyen 16 after Cembam and I had had a short visit to Bu...