TrudgeAlongMyNothingness

It's 2:13A.M as I started writing this post. Ok, I mean typing this entry. I took a day off tomorrow, that's the reason why I'm still staying up this late. Lucky Xiyad, he doesn't have to go to the nursery tomorrow. But I don't think he hates it though. He loves being surrounded by friends. The last time I peeked from the outside of the window, he was sitting innocently with his krik krik face, looking at the other kids playing around him. That moment when I saw him, my heart instinctively prayed that the other kids would not bully him. He can't defend himself yet. In fact, he doesn't really know what are others doing to him or what is he doing towards others. Hmmm~~~ wanna share a concern of mine which has been bothering me lately. It's financial-related thing which everyone of us surely has. And I know, "like you are the only one with financial problem" might be the case. But I'm just pouring it out to make it easier to be bear with..we...

Teringin nak aktif balik melukis or kalau tak layak dipanggil lukisan, menconteng lah..haa..Jadi kena ada satu booster nak kasi istiqamah skit. Kadang tu takde idea. Tapi selalunya ada idea tapi tak pandai nak lukis ikut idea tu. Maklum la..idea besau everest, skill sekecik siput je.. So aku surf2 terjumpa 30-day doodle challenge ni. Aku jadikan ni sebagai starter lah. Maybe tak buat hari2..tapi aku try abeh kan 30 assignment ni. So assignment pertama - Self Portrait Err...aku tak reti beb lukis potret. Seumur idup aku penah lukis yg ada mirip skit potret Hritihik ngn Pak Lah je (Di mata aku la). Jadi bila suh self portrait, memang kelaut di bawa bah la. Haa..jadi ni je la self portrait kemalu2an aku sebab tak reti nak lukis haaa... Terima lah seadanya..EKEKEKE...Aku aim by the end of 30-day challenge ni aku dh makin biasa melukis jadi la..takde nya makin terrer..hhehehe

Salaam everyone!! Wah..today is the first day working after an unplanned 6-day holiday. Why I said unplanned? Well, according to the plan, it's supposed to be just 4-day OFF. Starting from Saturday, annual leave on Monday and until Christmas Tuesday. But Last Friday when I've already sent Xiyad to the nursery, I was on my Wardina (my bike) when I found out my clutch cable was torn off!! Daymmnn~~ Cembam already out by early morning to school. I pushed my bike towards the nearest workshop but it was still closed at 10A.M..Daymmm!!! Only at 11A.M the workshop opened and I got my clutch cable replaced. Well, at 11:30 I didn't feel like going to work plus it was Friday. So I just worked from home, answering the emails etc. I would surely headed to the office if I have tonne of works waiting. But because there was and is nothing urgent, I don't think working from home with access to the company's HUB and email would jeopardize anything.  Then on Wednesday, I...

Sitting on this bench by the court watching my friends walloping each others hitting that small green ball at the sweetest spot they cud find while waiting for my turn to play. Thanks to Allah, tonight is not raining...yet as I saw lights flashing here and there behind the unreachable clouds..I pray to him that tonight gonna be as clear as it is now till the time when the blue uniform uncle shut off the lights. Oh it's already 5-3, my friend with the best skill here serving. I think my turn to play wud be sooner...ohh..my turn!! ************************** I think personally I played OK. Not too many easy error tonight. Tried to keep the videos I watched in the youtube and try to practice it on the court. I lose the first game n won the 2nd game. But I never aim for a win in any of my game though. I JUST AIM TO PLAY BETTER

Habis bersukan, kudin dan kawan-kawan duduk meydhang di Restoran Al-Aqsa, tempat kebiasaan Kudin dan kawan-kawan melepas lelah selepas berpeluh-peluh memukul bola hijau terang ke sana ke  mari. Masing-masing memesan makanan mengikut rasa tekak masing-masing. Selang beberapa minit, minuman dan makanan terhidang. Seperti biasa, macam-macam perkara jadi bahan bual bicara. Sedang asyik bersembang, mengunyah dan menonton WWE di kaca televisyen, suasana aman tadi terganggu oleh bunyi deruman enjin yang memekakkan telinga. Deruman enjin dari tak kurang 4 biji kereta buatan malaysia yang sudah dimodifikasi sana sini mencemar keheningan malam yang sudah hampir jam 12.  Masing-masing memandang arah bunyi tersebut. Pelbagai warna kereta, dengan lowered nya tahap tinggi seekor tikus merangkak je. Bunyi deraman masih mengganggu orang-orang yang bersantai di kedai makan. Aku lihat meja sebelah yang anak nya tidur, terjaga dengan bunyi jahanam jentera modifikasi tadi. " sial la...

Bila memandu tak kira lah di mana-mana. Jalan satu lane sememangnya satu azab bagi kaum marhein macam kita ni. Hahaha!! Tapi bila 2 lane atau lebih pun sama!! Sebab memang manusia ni bagi la nikmat camne pn..ada je cara dia nak buat onar jadikan benda tu azab. Apa lagi kalau bukan geng2 bajet laju dok kanan sekali. Orang hon marah, high beam pun marah. Cucuk rapat bagi isyarat kita ni lagi laju dari dia mintak tolong ke tepi pun tak heran. Ni jenis kaplah banarrrr..ghaplah terkois punya orang. Kadang bila kita potong dia lalu lane kiri..dia potong balik tunjuk dia pun laju. Ate memang la sume orang leh bawak laju. Tapi bila kau tengah slow, ke kiri la. Drive kiri tu bukan bermaksud KO BAWAK SLOWW DOWH. Tapi bermaksud KAU TENGAH SLOW OK!! Haa!!! Kalau lah esok gomen or JPJ gubal undang2 jalanraya dari "PANDU KIRI KECUALI MEMOTONG" kepada " PANDU KANAN KECUALI MEMOTONG ". Aku boleh potong lidah...kompem sama je ramai kena cilok lane kanan n masuk ki...

Salaam.. Moga semua sihat lah yea. Hari Isnin masing2 kerja balik. Yang cuti pendek, yang cuti panjang..biasanya Isnin la masuk kerja balik. Nak buat camne, kita takde talent, takde produk hebat macam Youtube, Facebook yang boleh jadi aset hidup  generate duit dan kita hanya duduk. Kita ni macai yang kuar pagi, balik petang cari rezeki untuk anak-anak. Ada masa senang, ada masa susah. Kadang cukup, kadang ikat perut. Biasa lah tu. Yang penting kena syukur dengan nikmat dan rezeki Allah bagi. Baru la hidup ni Allah rahmati dan sekecil2 nikmat tu akan terasa mencukupi untuk seluruh hidup dan kita pun hidup bahagia. Mana boleh share, kita share. Mana ada lebih, kita bagi pada yang memerlukan. Hak orang jangan diambil. Kalau dah rezeki kita..InsyaAllah... Haa.. tuddia ucapan alu-aluan entri hari ini. Saja nak kasi relates and ada metafora skit ngan gambar. Haaa.. Tu la antara gambar terawal aku shoot ngn lense baru aku tu. Yang tiba-tiba takleh nak convert EZ payment. Dah t...