TrudgeAlongMyNothingness

Let's take few minutes to update my blog  *sweeping off the spider web* You breath in and out, blinking for thousands time and here it comes again on your doorstep, the loyal weekend that never ceases to meet up with us and try to take away all the fatigues and tiredness away for a while. Last weekend, we spent a family time at Port Dickson. Yaa..there's nothing much you can do there, but the time that we spent together is what makes it counted. We kicked off around 12noon after Cembam and I got back from Az-Zahrah for Cembam's follow-up check. We reached Teluk Kemang around 1:30PM and stopped to have lunch at one of the asam pedas restaurant there. We continued to find the hotel which is located next to The Store Port Dickson. The location of the hotel in the online map is far to be true. We thought it would be by the beach based on the google map, but it's actually in the center of the PD town. But the best part is that The Store has a bowling arcade!!! A ...

It's wednesday!! This week would pass by a bit faster coz it started on Tuesday. hehehe.. Last 16th of September was Cembam's birthday. I think the least joyful one she has ever had. We received the news about the miscarriage a week before, so last Friday we went to see the doctor to have it checked with probability to have Cembam undergo the DNC procedure. After waiting for 2 hours, we met the doctor but the DNC appointment was set to the next day after we carefully considered the situation. On Saturday, we went to Az-Zahrah hospital again. I've checked on my company's insurance on Friday with my HR and she said the DNC cost can be claimed from the company. Alhamdulillah.. To cut story short, the whole procedure ended around 12P.M. I went out to have lunch and to find out that Cembam had not been discharged from the operation room yet. She was put to rest there before carrying her to her ward. On Monday, my family came to pay a visit. Thanks everyone. I...

Sebab time dapat tahu mengandung, aku bagitau kat sini, jadi bila dah keguguran ni pun aku bagitau kat sini hanya semata2 untuk inform yg tau pasal cembam was preggie dr blog ni. yelah, kot nnt jumpa or chat online tanya pasal kandungan..gua gak sebak. Thanks for all the warm supportive words..oh ye..teringat syalinda. if u read this..rezeki kita sama..hehe  Tu je nak cakap.

Alhamdulillah..semalam jumpa surgical specialist, dapat jawapan positif. Plan nak pergi pagi2 terbantut sebab malam seblum tu Xiyad menggelupur gatal sana sini. Aku tidur kul 4 pagi baru betol2 lena. Dok tolong usap bahagian gatal. Kot kalu biar Xiyad yg garu bunyi dia KRUKK KRUKK mmg luka la jadinya. Cembam pun ikut sekali anta Xiyad. Dia amek MC alang2 takle tido malam tu. Pas subuh aku mandi and siap2 kot nak sarapan luar and terus pergi jumpa doktor. Sebab walaupun ada set appointment, pegi jumpa doktor tu sama je first come first serve. Selalunya mmg penuh klinik pakar kanak2 An Nur tu. Tapi Xiyad elok tido haa...mak dia pun sambung tido. Aku pun tido la. Tapi hati tu 'sedar' sebab memang rasa patut pergi awal. Kadang doktor tu separuh hari lah apa lah ada urusan sendiri kan. Last2 aku rasa "takleh jadi ni". Aku bangun 9:30, aku gugah (bangunkan) cembam ngan Xiyad. Aku terus siap2 kan barang Xiyad. Cembam bersiap, aku tukar lampin. Dia suh aku mandikan X...

Baru turun dari bilik tidur. Tidurkan Xiyad. Tau2 dah 2:36 pagi. Aku mimum nescafe and kopi tadi so tercerah la plak mata. Blogging dulu lah sementara nak tunggu mengantuk. Xiyad start 3 hari lepas, Eczema dia macam tengah flare up. Obvious sign sebab kepala dia mula mengelupas macam masa sekali tu time dia baby. Jadi utk prevent daripada teruk bernanah macam baby, kami syampukan denagn cradle cap syampu balance masa dia kecik dulu. And we noticed, biji2 belakang telinga kiri and tengkuk tu kalau dulu 2 biji, skang dah muncul lagi 2 biji around tulang selangka tu kat belah kanan and tadi bila urut2 xiyad nampaknya belah kanan tu ada lagi additional 2 biji. Biji2 ni kadang keras, kadang besar kadang kecik. Aku dah google and tanya kawan yg pernah bawa pakar utk anak dia yg sama simptom, benda tu biasa. Memang setiap orang dilahirkan ada biji2 tu. Tinggal nak ilang tu tak tau bila.   Tapi taknak la dh jadi something worse baru nak refer ke pakar ke apa, jadi alang2...