A son maybe~~

Boboy Boy!!!

Oh, Cembam went for scanning earlier this morning and she texted me with the result. I didn't accompany her coz err..coz, I was feeling sleepy eventhough I've actually had the intention to tag along. But once I've laid my chest on that thin TOTO, so sleepy~~~ No problem, Cembam is a strong Mom!!! (eekekeke bodek).

So I checked my message when I was about to leave the house heading to the office and the doctor scanned her tummy twice and said it's a boy!! BoboyBoy!!! Ngehhehe..alhamdulillah. Thanks to Masy, Marlena, Zonaku, Kapten Atok and Reen Jajuli for your wishes!!

Well, I have the feeling it will be a boy anyway. Yosh!! Now susah hati when thinking about how good of a father I would be. How should I educate my son? How should I let him know that living is a challenge and you need to appreciate everything around you? Takutttt~~~~ Will my son be a good adult, at least as good as me =p. Takut~~~~ How can I protect him from the cruelness of the world, the damned dakyah that might turned him into someone rebellious and all that stuffs are filling up my head now!!! takut!!!

I always have my faith and my believe that a baby is like a pure white dress. We are the one who will paint it as beautiful as we can and as careful as we should. Whatever bad deeds the parents did in their lives, the baby might not be following their trails right? Coz we always heard a saying that 'bapak kencing berdiri anak kencing berdiri' and others that have the same meaning. But a pious parents somehow have a bad kids right?

What I'm actually trying to say is that I lose track of what bad deeds that I've done, but I really put on the faith and my hope that my son is a fresh infant that has nothing to do with it. Takuutttt!!!!

I can just pray, and doa that he will be a good son!!!

Comments

zella y said…
wah...dpt bakal baby boy ye...terbaikkkkkkkkkkk....

tahniah2....
zonaku said…
insyaallah......

congtazz once again..

refer to your dad, he will have something to say
Fiza Z. Abidin said…
insy'allah, you will be a good daddy..sama-sama belajar dgn anak mcm mana nak jadi insan yg baik.

kdg2 mak bapak bleh blajar dari anak..yg penting, kene ingat mcm mana mak bapak kita dulu ajar kita...cara mungkin takkan sama tapi intipatinya tetap sama kan :)
jedi said…
semoga babyboy jadi anak yg baik..
HEMY said…
thank sume

betul tu fiza, kadang kita blajar sesuatu utk kita ajar anak kita..demi anak..hehehe
Masy said…
congtazz congtazzz skali lg.

takpe.. skrg mmg akan rasa mcm tu tp bila dah kuar nanti, haruslah pandai sndiri mndidik. skrg ni mcm2 tempat bole dirujuk. mak ayah pun boleh bantu. insyaallah!

u go girl! eh. u go anul!
aim-a said…
congtazzzzzzzzzzzzzz jugak to anul!!!!

eh..cembam due bulan bape?
bila ah aku dapat feeling mcm ko skang ni. haha
HEMY said…
ekekeke..thanks montok

aima..tggu ko plak lah scan..hehe

Rozaimi, ada la tu jodoh. Mungkin masih tak ready..hehe