Sometimes when I was getting ready to head out for my daily working life, I would be standing up in my room and think of "err..what the hell I was about to do just now?". It happened quite few times for few days actually. Ekekeke. For example, I was trying to lock the door and remembered that I need to get my short pant. But when I've already in the room, I was like "shit!! What I was going to grab just now?". And most of the time, I would go back to the door, trying to like 'locking the door' and the I would remember it back "the short pant dude!!!". Well, at least I still have the way to retrieve back the flying thought asap. Ekekeke.
This morning, it went just like the other usual days. Left the short pant, so I headed back into the room when I was about to ride Wardina. Then when I thought everything is checked and was about to hit the road, I felt so light on the head. "My helmet~~~". Argh. So I had to turn off Wardina coz the house key is bunched together with my Wardina keys. Had to unlock the solex, the door, locked them back and hit the road. Just so me~~~
And I have this pe'el that like to delay things. Not in term of my working task, but my daily life task. When I think of making a cup of tea, sometimes I would delay it because I was on my laptop and remembered it back after 2-3 hours. Ahahaha. Also when I said to my wife that I'm gonna take a shower, but then I rolled and rolled, doing the sujud pose and last thing I know my wife has already finished her shower, her prayer and she has already dressed up. Ahahahaha!!! It's worse when it comes to getting up during the subuh. Sometimes because of the delay punya pe'el, I would miss my subuh prayer.
Argghh!!! I read about those who would delay their prayer and lastly would have to qada' (pay it back) later is among one of the big sin. So, I'm on my way of repenting now when I read that and trying to get rid of this 'delaying' thingy. I'm so amazed with my wife whenever she would get up of the bed to hit the shower right after she 'off' the alarm.
I'll get rid of the 'delaying'. I Promise myself. I will try hard!!