Unexplainable feelings

I was typing a new entry about one of my life experience just now and was looking for a picture related to the entry. So, after months..I logged into my friendster account. And when I browsed it for a while, the memories kicked in. SO, I just deleted the 3-paragraphs of typing and started a new entry. Don't want to made the previous one a draft coz I might just forgot about it later.

When I browsed some of my friends' account, looked at their pictures..a sense of enexplainable feeling gushed deeply in me and I felt a various sensation of feelings. Empty, Relieved, Missing, Happy, Sad..and lots more. I don't have the slightest clue the reason I'm feeling them right now.

Looking at my friends' adorable kids, their new-born babies, their new things in their lifes, seeing how they live their lifes, seeing my old pictures during matriculation college where we posed like the special war team in the dragonball comic book..it makes me feeling..ahh..I dunno how to describe it.

They have their own lives now. They live their daily life with so much differences then how it used to. But the old pictures remain there as an acknowledgements of how they lived their lifes once upon a time. How they used to be so close to me, how they used to be friends whom laughed together with me, friends whom endured so many painful memories with me. How much I miss those moments.

I always fantasizing that I've been given a special oppurtunity to live every day of my life in the past everytime I sleep at night. A night for a day in my past life. Won't that be awesome?? We could live the past again and wake up the next morning in my recent life. It's not turning back the time. But living back the past. Or anything else you could name it. How wonderful it would be???

Ahhh..I don't know what am I feeling right now. I want to perform my prayer hoping I could get a nice piece of peaceful feeling after that. I think the correct word to describe my feeling now is...MISSING..

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God!! My colleague has just received an email warning all of the respective employee to not storing any files, pictures or mp3 which are clearly not related to our work in the computer. Eventhough I didn't get the email, for precaution, I just upload all these images and write an entry bout it..ehehe..And these pics already got rid of the C drive..kiki Hmm..Actually this very reunion was held on 19th of June. Since there were a lot more special ocasion this month..ex:my anniv..ehehe..so this event report has been on hold till this very day..nga nga!! The reunion are for the guys that used and still working at streamyx call center and most of them are/were the splitters..It was held at 24hrs MCD near IKEA. Left pic : Me..just about the kicked off from my friend's house..the style of the day..haha.. right pic : Asmah. The one decided to invite all of us out of sudden due to rindu banget sama kami smpi nanis2..comey la semah..hehe=p Me taking the pic. From left clockwise ; Semah, ...

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